RAPE ME

My name is Pansy Philpot. My age is nonexistent, and I'm not single. I write frerard, and I read books. And yes, I am not straight.
I like makeup, especially around Halloween time. My favorite band in the universe is My chemical romance. I am not as obsessed as I used to be, but I still have some in me ;). And I have been into them for quite some time.
I have a mother that lives with me, and I have a father who lives in Arkansas, and sadly can't see. Yes, I have siblings. Plus, I have a step father, he doesn't live with me though o.0
I'm riding out life, and I'm rolling with the punches. I'm not wasting it on crying and self loathing. I am me. I used to be afraid, and I used to harm myself. Now I live, I don't harm, I love.

BEAT ME.

My most strongest skill by far seems to be art. I didn't really understand why, I always thought I was okay, I did it for fun, but It's a blessing, a gift, something I to this day don't understand.
Singing is also another ability, I love to sing, if you see me walk down a street one day, I'll be singing out loud, not caring who heard me or what they think.
I also write many literature, one of my other talents I suppose. I write frerard outside of school, yeah, don't ask. And of course, sasunaru :)
I am not your average teenager.

FUCK ME.

I love listening to music, I can seriously listen to it for hours straight and never get bored, never get tired of it.
Also, I love to think. Just think. I have a long attention span, you can keep my occupied for quite awhile, unless I just really wanted to take the piss out of ya and annoy you, other than that, long attention span. My mind could wonder for hours, and it would pass by me like a leaf in the wind.
My mouth can never stay shut, only when the time is right. Other than that, if you talk to me about something I can rant about, I will not shut up. Just a forewarning. I get that from my biological father by the way o.o Lol.
Yes, I do think aliens exist.

SMOTHER ME.

I enjoy sitting outside when It's cold and listening to an Ipod, or just bringing my stereo outside and listening to it.
Just thinking about the songs and their meanings, thinking about the artist that made the beautiful creation.
I can sit there for hours, just watch.
I love the cold air surround me when I do that, and I love to imagine myself with my beloved, holding her in my arms.
I enjoy sitting outside when It's cold and listening to an Ipod, or just bringing my stereo outside and listening to it. Especially in the morning when It's cold. Or maybe in the night when It's calm and deep.
Just thinking about the songs and their meanings, thinking about the artist that made the beautiful creation.
I can sit there for hours, just watch.
I love the cold air surrounding me when I do that, and I love to imagine myself in another place, a place of purity and song.
Life should never be wasted, and I do not intend on doing that. I intend on living, not breathing, not sinking, not minding.

WHAT THE FUCK.

And also, to tell you. I respect myself, and no, that doesn't make me a bitch. if you can't respect me, or whatever, you won't get an ounce of respect from me either.

I WANNA RAWKMOTHA