Being me is so difficult. There are a lot of things I need to do. I need to study harder for my future. As the time goes by I felt that I need to grow more and more. I need to prove something to myself and to others especially to my love ones. Every single detail in my life I'll assure it was unforgettable. I'm not a type of person who’s thinking about giving up. I viewed trials as a challenge, challenge which makes me strong and independent. I have the personality of strong woman outside but I'm a lady of fear inside. I'm afraid to be alone. When I was a child I'll never dream about walking in the aisle. I'm afraid of failed marriage but now it change. For me marriage is sacred and vows that we need to keep. And most of all I'm God fearing person. I can't be a dummy if I know deep with in me I'm REAL yet some people may misunderstood me. Don't recognize my existence and don't even bother to take a simple glimpse of my worth but this is what I want to say "What you see is never always what you get" judging me? Well. It depends on what you see. But knowing me? Is your creativity to look deeper peel whatever cover you could see? Because deep with in me is "What makes me Human" "not perfect" just Real one!! And I LOVE being ME...