Hello,

My name is Mea Ann Potter and I have been on here for many years and I figured it was time to update this since its been so long since I had.

So here goes:

As you all have guessed Mea Ann Potter is not my real name and will never be my real name. I have changed my pen name over the years but this one I have had the longest and I shall keep it because it means something to me. I guess it means something to me since I have been a fan of FanFiction since about 2004 or so. It was when I was a huge fan of this site and I would spend hours on end looking for new stories to read and comment on. It was also when I started learning how to write my own stories and thinking about posting them on here. In those years I have only posted a few on here. The ones I have posted so far are all not finished and more than likely will never be finished, but I will try to finish them at some point.

I guess that leads into my next part of why I am updating this. You see when I first joined this site I would spend hours looking for stories that made me happy and made me not want to do anything but read FanFiction, but as time passed I grew up and my love for FanFiction started to fall apart. This website has changed a lot over the years, as well as the stories. I guess what I am saying is that because of what I was seeing being posted I had a harder time finding stories on here that made me happy. So I would spend less and less time on here looking, reading, and commenting on stories. But also I spent less and less time working on my own stuff that I was posting, which is why they are all in a state of unfinished. It wasn't even just me having a harder time finding stories on here, it was also a lot to do with my family and friends that were taking up a lot of my time. With everything that was going on with my father being sick (my father has cancer and its taken a lot to be ok with how he is now) my mother being the way she has always been, siblings being needy I barely had time to even think about working on anything. On the friend side, I lost a lot of them for reasons that I am not sure of. So that made me not want to even think about writing let alone doing anything that I liked anymore. In total I became a very sad and depressed person that had lost everything that made me happy. Now don't get me wrong, I still tried to sometimes find that happy place, but its not the same anymore and I doubt that it will ever be the same.

You can say that I have made every excuse there is for not finishing my stories or my lack of trying but you really don't know me and why I do the things I do. So I guess the real reason I writing this is to update you all on me. I can sit here and tell you time and time again that I will finish them because I found time to work on them, or that I found my happy place again, or something like that. But I won't do that because I believe that to be lying and I don't find that fair to you all. So in short I guess what I am saying is that if I can find time between my work hours, writing my blogs, family time and then time to myself then maybe I will work on a chapter or two. If you don't like that, then I guess that is too bad for you. I am my own person and will always be my own person.

Now that is out of the way I guess I can say the normal stuff that should go on here.

I like to read and write.

I love anime (there is too many to list, but if you really want to know send me a message)

I love Dr. Who when he was Matt Smith anyways.

I have three cats, might be a crazy cat lady but who cares.

Blue Flying cats rule the world.

I do the whole SCA thing. Look it up.

Oh I am lazy and get bored a lot so it takes me forever to do anything which means I keep people waiting.

Over all I just want to be a normal person who is loved and can be happy, but there is so much damage to my head where I might never be right again, but for me that is ok and I will live just fine.

I am not really sure what else to say about myself on here. If you want to know me better you can send me a message and I will answer you back.

Till later I guess

Mea Ann Potter. :-)