My name is Rustie I am a adult in my 30s.

I am an only child I was named after my father Rusty who wanted a son but was given a daughter late in life after 20 years of trying for a child I was not what he wanted he was 55 my mother Gina was 46 he tried to raise me as tomboyish as possible.

I rebelled from a early age against my parents I was homeschooled by a very strict perfectionist mother on a farmland out practically in the middle of nowhere my parents werent fond of me and my grandmothers defiantly werent pleased with me since they as elder widowers both lived with us.

My father wanted me to be a boy my mother wanted me to me just like her grandmother Rosa wanted me to be a lady and Nana Lillian wanted me to be sent away to a reform school away from her as much as possible so yes I wanted out.

I was 14 when my father offerec to house a few workers to help out around the farm on was a hansome african american in his 20s whom I was naughty with I was 16 when I became pregnant it nearly killed my father my mother made me give my son up afrer he was born I ran away and experimanted with sex and drugs I was only 17 and completly alone I was selfish I was 21 andhad another life when my mother contacted me informing me my elder father was on his death bed by then both my grandmothers have long since passed it was bittersweet.

I may have not been the best child but I truely did love my father and he forgave my and was sorry for how he was towards me in his finale days my mother on the other hand had never forgiven me I last spoke to her at father funeral cold words were exchanged I wish I could take back I never reconected with her she overdosed 3 years after my fathers death.

My youth was that of rebellion tragity lies deception and cowardice.

I grew up I married a wonderful man and have 3 beautiful daughters and I have a relationship with the son I gave away that is my life story a wild one.

Thank yall for listening to my tale sincerly Rustie wife, mother of four, part time worker at a pet store, daughter, southern delight.

I love fanfiction stories and perhaps someday I will wright one ofmy own we will just wait and see untill then Rie signing out.