The long, dragged-out, unpredictable, emotional, let's-nearly-kill-'im version of Sam dealing with the trials (setting S08) */* Hard gen (no slash), sick Sam, hurt Sam, big bro Dean, shmoop, brotherly love, platonic hugs & cuddles, recovery. */* Complete rewrites/revisions of this fic were completed on 8/20/2019! WOOHOO!

Dean's bored and he found a list of "National Day of..." website. Set vaguely S9 and beyond, just because.

A WIP of a day in the life of Dean taking care of Sam. Ch 11: Little Brothers are always little.

With Sam and Jessica gone, legal guardians Dean, Cas, and Gabriel have to learn how to be a family again in order to raise the couple's only child, Amy. Main ship is Dean/Cas, but there's other stuff too.

Sequel to Ye Who Enter Here. Let's put it this way: Sam's adjustment period is not without dramatic flair.

Tag fic to S11E09 "O Brother Where Art Thou?" Alternate canon of S11E10. Dean and Castiel travel to hell to save Sam. Warning: graphic violence/torture in later chapters.

The bunker is a huge place; Sam wasn't sure where to look for Dean and the coffee pot! A tag to 11x11... Please read the A/N! /Spoiler Alert for the whole season and rated T for the language!

Billie will not let go of Sam. Dean, however, will not let his brother go either, and is determined to win this one too. [Set after s11e06, "Our Little World"]. Hurt!Sam/Caring!Dean. GEN.

Dean is doing his best to keep it together after that dreaded night. But it's only a matter of time before his world comes crumbling down at his feet. [AU after 10.09 'The Things We Left Behind']

Five different scenarios in which Sam and Dean cuddle, after they retire to Wyoming together. Part of my Wyoming!verse. Sam and Dean are nonromantic/nonsexual life partners. Aromantic!Dean.

There were days Sam really deserved the nickname "Moose" Rated only for a few bad words, badder than I usually use.

Tag Scene to Soul Survivor. Dean's cured and Sam's exhausted, but he doesn't want to sleep.

It's the second of May, but to Sam, it's probably the worst birthday ever. Seeing your own brother being dragged to hell isn't the most happiest thing to see on your special day. But somehow, Sam still ends up smiling when he finds a hidden parcel with his name on it.

Post Season 9 AU. At first, neither Sam nor Dean really grasp everything Dean's new demon nature means. With Crowley actually invested in Dean and Castiel trying to balance his presence on Earth and in Heaven, not to mention a few surprises that Sam has to deal with, the latest development in their lives may end up being a lot more complicated than they expected.

Dean tries to help Sam after he had to 'save' Madison. Full story is set during 2 different times - 10 years ago when John and the boys stopped at friendly motel. And modern day, tag scene to Heart, at the same motel. Told from OFC POV.

[Co-author: SPNxBookworm]. Dean's nightmares won't stop. Sam, to worsen things, has the perfect, hellish migraine. Cas is too human. They did not need the creepy shaman or the weird Chinese riddle, either. However, the reappearance of two faces from Sam and Dean's past might just be the best thing to happen to them. Brotherly love, Destiel. Hurt!boys. Sequel to 'The Darkest Night'.

College AU. Sam Campbell arrives to Stanford college and is put in a room with a popular party-boy Dean Winchester. Dean isn't very happy to be put in one room with a freshman, but that changes, when he becomes Sam's guide in gay sex and love. Dean is troubled by his own past, though. Can Sam worm his way into Dean's battered heart? Unrelated Wincest, mentions of Dean with others.

Sam's soulless days come to catch up with him and the Winchesters find themselves in a situation: Sam has a toddler daughter. There are difficult times and sad times, and then there are times with cuddles, bathtub babbles and wild ponytails on Sam's hair. He realises this might be the best and worst thing in his life all at once. [Written for the 2014 SPN J2 Big Bang.]

Pre-series. AU. Sam is diagnosed with cancer. John disappears after his diagnosis leaving Dean to pick up the pieces and reassure his little brother. Luckily, Bobby is on hand to once again clean up John's mess. Lots of hurt!Sam and overprotective!worried!Dean :) Requested by LoveIsAllYouNeed96. (On temporary hiatus)

(Spoilers to 8.23, AU) Sam and Dean are brothers again. That's what matters, right? They just need to figure out a way to pull Sam back on his feet now. Except this time, it's not that easy. And there's Castiel, who is now human: a broken human. Soon, the two most important people in Dean's life are fading away, and there's nothing he can do about it. (Destiel, and a very ill Sam).

Sam is a wreck. Dean isn't Dean. Cas is dying. Who is going to get them out of this mess now? Set after episode 9.23, 'Do You Believe in Miracles'. Will contain slash of the Destiel kind. Sequel to my one-shot, 'One Man', but can be read as a standalone. AU, now that season 10 synopsis has been revealed.

Part of my Deleted Scenes series. The tag for Swap Meat, 5x12. Wincest.

He was pretty sure he'd woken up; but if he had, then why nothing seemed right? Was some creature messing with his head again? A demon? An angel? He certainly had too many enemies among them... He couldn't make sense of anything; everything seemed right AND wrong. How was that possible? /*Spoiler Alert for season 9* - Dean-centric / Rated T for language

Part of my Deleted Scenes series. The tag for 'I Believe The Children Are Our Future', 5x6. Wincest.

"This time the brandy went smooth down a woman's throat and the glass was left on the mahogany side table with the brilliant scarlet half-moon imprint of her lips. She was waiting and at six pm. Six pm the death knell would ring." Basically what I think's going to happen in the S9 finale. If you're into S9, this fic'll probably be a good fit ;) Brothers-centric though fyi.

Dean and Sam try to make it work, but after Heaven, it becomes clear to Dean that it would be best to separate. Sam decides to let Dean stop the apocalypse, while Sam takes on the Lucifer problem. After all, if Lucifer doesn't have a true vessel to take, he'll be that much easier to defeat. Sam goes off the grid, and not even Castiel can find him. Pairings: Sastiel

"'HOLD MY HAND' Sam yelled, laughing so hard he was gasping." Light-hearted (and then intense) h/c gen fic, set in the beginning of S4.

Canon-Adjacent AU starting after Mystery Spot. The Trickster decides to invest himself in saving Sam, to the younger Winchester's bewilderment. Sam's racing to save Dean from Hell, Dean's trying to make sure Sam will be okay without him, and the Trickster is determined to keep Sam from headed down the dark road awaiting him. Even if it means he has to kidnap the hunter.

Set in Season 3. Multi-chapter fic. Sam is convinced that he doesn't deserve to live, that it was his fault that his father, mother & Jess died. And now, Dean's time is also ticking away as his deadline approaches. Depressed & disheartened, Sam is broken, convinced that he should be dead when someone comes and tells, or rather, shows him otherwise.

When John Winchester dragged his sons away, Sam had thought his big moment was gone. But now, there he stood, on stage, in front of a hundred people, with no prepared speech, all because Bobby and Dean had somehow managed to get him back to school for his graduation day. And thanks to them, he knew exactly what to say. [one shot]

Sam wakes the morning after they had taken out the Phistaco to find Dean gone and a letter left behind. What I wish Dean would say to Sam.

AU following 8x23. Dean has a dying brother to take care of, and his favorite angel is MIA. With the host of Heaven fallen and Hell under new management, Dean has a lot of problems on his hands. Thankfully, someone upstairs cares enough to make sure he has the people on hand he really needs. Pairings: Destiel and others.

Sam activates his Winchester luck by inadvertently touching some cursed bones. Dean is left with the task of rescuing his brother. (Set in season 8, warned for sexual situations and swearing. Contains gratuitous Sammy torture. Death!fic - sort of).

Sam knows he has to find Dean. Fast. And when he does, it is not a pretty sight. Dean is tied to a chair, beaten and covered in blood from head to toe. One of his eyes is missing, his hands are broken, he cannot walk, and although Sam does not immediately realize it, he is mute. Warning for gore and past torture! I do not own SN. hurt!tortured!mute!half blind!Dean. Now T rated.

A castle, an island and men's bodies mysteriously drained of blood…what could possibly go wrong? Post 2x05 "Simon Said" Dean/Sam 6th in the "BYC Verse"

Actor!Verse. Misha and Jared have a prank war. Everyone is in on it and the results are hilarious. Oneshot

In which there are sexy doctors, platypuses doing the dirty, a motel room with more action against the wall than on the bed, and a temporary reprieve of emotional constipation. / Or, the return of the Samulet, written for the sole purpose of making my friend Karla cry. / one-shot, rated T, pre-slash

In a small town, a woman gets kidnapped, and at the same time, all the windows in her house smash. Sam and Dean, with the slightly amusing help of Castiel, have to figure out and defeat the poltergeists of two murdered girls and their suicidal father before they get thrown through windows too. Team Free Will story, set season five because they were all together; Case-fic.

Part of my Deleted Scenes series. The tag for Wishful Thinking, 4x8. Wincest.

Because no matter what, they're family, and they will always take care of each other. This is a collection of ficlets and drabbles based on several Sam-centric h/c prompts. GEN. Rated T, mostly for swearing. Spoilers for all episodes, including the ones from season 9.

Follows Dark Side Of The Moon. Sam doesn't understand what was wrong with his Heaven, and Dean is struggling to trust a brother who so clearly didn't care for his family. After hurtful words are exchanged and Sam leaves, Castiel finds himself explaining exactly how Heaven should've been for the Winchesters, and Dean realizes that he and Sam truly need each other.

"It was Sam's silence that finally made Dean tear his eyes away from the sky. Where before the hunter had been shaking and gasping, he was now utterly, terrifyingly still." In a world where the angels have fallen and Sam has succumbed to the curse of the trials, it is up to Dean to fight alone for everything that matters to him. Missing scene between Sacrifice and ITIGLIH.

Set sometime after Season 8, Episode 19 "Taxi Driver." Sam is weakened by the trials and Dean does all he can to help. Some brotherly banter and fluff. Enjoy! Requested by LilyBolt.

After a hunt gone wrong, Sam's father brings a catatonic Dean back to the motel. He snaps out of it pretty quick, but it's apparent just as quickly that something's not quite right with him. And his weird, aggressive behavior starts having more than a few unwanted effects on Sam. Request. WARNING: Contains Weecest, stuffing, weight gain, force-feeding, possessed!Dean, chubby!Sam.

Post 8x23, Pre 9x01 – Sick, Hospitalized Sam / Worried, Big Brother Dean – Dean had supported all of Sam's weight as he had carried the kid toward the ER, the double doors automatically sliding apart as the brothers had approached. Dean having barely cleared the entrance before he had started yelling for help...

-Sequel to 'Just a Flesh Wound! You need to read that one first! - Sam's still not back to normal; Dean is getting weaker, but as usual, in order to make sure Sam's alright, he pushes his own pain aside! Cas is missing, too. So, All in all, Dean is deteriorating and that's the last thing on everyone's mind. /Set right after season 8's finale./ -READ the A/N, PLEASE-

Sam gets gifted to Dean in a big wrapped box, barely alive, by a crazed (yet totally hot) waitress. Full story available on my LJ but edited just now for ff dot net. Credit goes to leah elisabeth for the wacky prompt - I had tons of fun with it!

A stanford-era fic. While Dean searches for John, he is attacked, unprepared, by a spirit. The spirit wants Dean to understand many things he is oblivious to. How will Dean cope alone? Hurt!Dean

Massachusetts is a lot more inviting without bands of angry little Fae to ruin your day. Post 6x14 "Mannequin 3: The Reckoning" a little hurt, a little comfort and a lot of awesome from our boys and Bobby.

Now that they've settled in the bunker, Sam and Dean finally have rooms they can call their own. So why isn't Sam putting up any pictures?

Part of my Deleted Scenes series, the tag for 'Croatoan', 2x9. Wincest.

A peek into Sam's cracked melon during 'The Born-Again Identity', 7x17. Not really a happy fic. Implied past Wincest.

Bobby catches the boys in a compromising position, threatening the end of Sam and Dean's relationship with him. Wincest.