I am sorry that so many of my friends where hit with this big ban on Mary Sues. Many of the them were good if not great stories. But you will survive this as I am sure so will Mary Sues just not here on the pages of fan fiction net . So wipe away the tears and pick up those pens and start writing again.

Family Up Date: 1/1/04

Happy New Year and May the Year 2004 be as good if not better the 2003 was for you all. My family is all well as I hope that all of your families are also.

Friends Up Date: 1/1/04

To all of my friends who are chatters, a fellow fan fiction writer, and reviews of this garbage that I call writing I appreciate your friendship more they any of you will ever really know. You are all the reason that I write this stuff.

Story & Poem Up Dates: 1/22/04

Stories Up Dated: 1/22/04

All Cold And Alone ~ Chapter #1 1/22/04

Lost In Our Own Hell ~ Chapter #1 1/22/04

First's ~ Chapter #3 1/22/04

The Women of Wrestling Take Over NWA-TNA ~ Chapter #3 1/22/04

It's Not Enough/Haunted ~ Chapter #2 1/22/04 (Completed)

For the Love of Raven ~ Chapter #3 1/22/04

Once Again I Lead My Self To This Betrayal ~ Chapter #2 1/22/04

Stories Being Worked On: 1/11/04

The Women of Wrestling Take Over NWA-TNA ~ Chapter #4

Once Again I Lead My Self To This Betrayal ~ Chapter #3

First's ~ Chapter #4

For the Love of Raven ~ Chapter #4

Finished Stories: 1/22/04

All Cold And Alone ~ 1/22/04

Lost In Our Own Hell ~ 1/22/04

It's Not Enough/Haunted 1/22/04

Poems: 1/22/04

Raven 1/22/04

Scott Levy 1/22/04

NWA-TNA wrestling is greater then the WWE though both have great wrestlers. With hot body's which I love watching and wouldn‘t mind touching.

First is a list of wrestlers I Love from the NWA-TNA :

Raven
CM Punk
Julio Dinero
Cowboy James Storm
Wildcat Chris Harris
Scott Hall
D'Lo Brown
X-Pac
AJ Styles
Sandman
Kid Kash
Michael Shane
Sting

Here is a list of wrestlers I Love from the WWE :

Undertaker
Bradshaw
Kane
Kevin Nash
Shannon Moore
Jeff Hardy
Edge
Rhyno
Christian
John Cena
Chris Benoit
Shawn Michael
RVD
HHH
Rey Mysterio
Stone Cold
Lita
Ivory
Victoria
Steven Richards
Tommy Dreamer
Trish
Stacy
Chris Jericho
Shane Helms

First is a list of wrestlers I Hate from the NWA-TNA :

Jeff Jarrett
Don Callis
The Redshirt Security
Vince Russo
New Church
Father James Mitchell

Here is a list of wrestlers I Hate from the WWE :

Heyman
Ric Flair
Big Show
Randy Orton
Batista
Matt Hardy
Kurt Angle
Brock Lesnar
A-Train
Hardcore Holly
Matt Morgan
Scott Steiner
Dudley's
Torrie
Dawn
Sable
Nadia
Billy Kidman

If not listed then I really don't care one way or the other about them. This list will change show by show maybe.

Slash Pairing : For the NWA-TNA That I would Love to See :

Raven / The Gathering
AMW / Raven
Chris Harris / James Storm
Michael Shane / Kid Kash

Slash Pairing : Crossover For the NWA-TNA and WWE I Love to See :

Raven / Bradshaw (Doing In a song fic on other pen name) "How You Remind Me"

Raven / Shannon (Doing as first real Slash for Hearts Desire and RavensEnigma) "First's"

Raven / Members of the Flock (Richards, Dreamer, Van Dam or Sandman )
AMW / Bradshaw

Scott Hall / Kevin Nash (The are also in my Raven/Shannon Story) "First's"

Slash Pairing : For the WWE That I would Love to See :

Bradshaw / Kevin Nash
Shannon / Jeff
Shannon / Edge
Jeff / Edge
Edge / Christian
Chris Jericho / Christian
Kevin Nash / Shannon
Undertaker / Kevin Nash
Undertaker / Shannon
Undertaker / Kane
Kane / RVD
Rhyno / Bradshaw

Any of these guys with almost any one of the other guys would be great to see.

Final Words: 1/8/04

I just wanted to say a special Thanxs to Hearts Desire and RavensEngima both of who have been awesome friends. I could never had did my first fluffy implied Slash without you two. Hope you like it because it is Raven/Shannon with mention of the Outsiders.And To Sweet-Steffie I am not giving up on that certain story... LOL

P.S. Final thoughts of the day:
Writing is one of the hardest things that I do. Harder then raising my children even. But the reason I do it is because of all the reviews good or bad.. So be nice and if you read any ones work please take the time to review.

Best Quoth By A Wrestler
“RAVEN” ( DID YOU REALLY THINK THAT I WOULD PICK ANYONE ELSE? )

I THINK YOU HEAR ME KNOCKING,
I THINK I'M COMING IN,
QUOTH THE RAVEN :
NEVERMORE!!!!!

Have a good life,
Cat Lea,
Ravensgurl41