hey i'm sam. 15. junior.

i dont think things through.

i let my imagination run wild.

i believe everything happens for a reason.

every single person i've met in my life has made me who i am today.

i've learned i can't avoid change and when it does happen,

i can't do anything about it except to just accept it.

so far, highschool has been the best two years of my life

and i hope that the last two go just as well.

time passes by too fast.

i'm scared to grow up and

i'm scared that i'll lose the people that mean the most to me right now.

i hate responsibility.

i've made a lot of mistakes, but i've learned from them.

i have trust issues.

i have insomnia, depression, and ocd.

the people who have seen me at my worst have helped me to become a better person.

i love summer.

i've changed since last year.

i've also changed my "label" so much

but i just think its taken me a while to fit in with people that i like that like me in return.

i dont talk trash about people unless they really piss me off.

i usually forgive you if you've done something,

but i will never forget and you will never gain my full trust back.

if i dont like you, you will know.

music is my thing.

i hate making decisions by myself, so i'll probably ask you to make one for me.

i hate people who always think their right

and brag about it in your face if you turn out to be wrong.

i wont ever tell you i told you so unless i really hate you.

i've been through alot, probably more then most people my age,

but it has made me a stronger person.

only one person could tell you my whole life story, probably better then i could.

okay so now that you know all that about me, im going to tell you a little bit about my writing :

i do have a life. i update when its convenient for me. and yes, i do get writers block so that will put off my updates even more.

i know that makes me sound like a bitch but honestly, i dont care.

reviews are lovely :