My Name is Antoinette- but just call me Nettie. I love to write, draw, and act. I'm 13, and live somehwere on the eastern shore!!

I love Twilight- it is my favorite book series. My friend showed me fanfiction.net, and told me I should post on it. So- here I am!

나가 한국어를 말하는 것과 오하이오는 나 언급한다. 나는 나가 그것에 데려온 많은 한국 친구가 있지 않았다

나는 그것 잘 보다는 영어이라고 및 때때로 우연하게 종류안에 그것을 말하는 시작을 좋아한다

I have a name, that you gave me
I have a brain, that you filled
I have a face, that you molded
I had a heart, that you killed

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Out of dust you came
In sparks you made your leave
I had lied straight through my teeth
Crocodile tears they're not
Reacuring dreams I have
It's no coincedence
The snow, the kiss
Interupted
The words you said
Interpretated
Still I wait

Saddened, deperate, lonely it came
Left me wanting more than I could have
Yet slightly wanting nothing more
Happy, full, yet unknowingly dead
It came to haunt me, instead of please me
Same format as before
A letter to awaken my suspicions
Mail to mend my soul

Sing sadistic lullaby's
Made up of the tears she cried
Wipe that smile of your face
You disgust me, you disgrace
Your entire family
Who worked so hard
You deal life like it's a card
Ace of Spades
Get a maid
Maybe they'll clean up your act
Or maybe they'll just watch you fall
Hey I heard that you got sacked
Nothing new for me to hear
You had twently jobs last year
Now how are you gonna buy your drugs
Why didn't you just stick to hugs
Instead of living a life of crime
I'm not paying your bail this time

Where did all the mothers go
And why'd the father's leave
A starving child left behind
Dieing with disease

Don't say that I don't know you
Or that I don't understand
Like I'm some naive little girl
I thought I was your friend
I feel the distance growing
Usted instead of tu
When did you put up this fence
And where the hell are you
The concrete wall is building
I'm being shoved away
Am I saying goodbye my friend
Did you finally get your way

And to think I told you everything
And you used it all against me
How much crueler can one person get
When will you finally see
The bruises may have faded
But the memories are clear
The threats replay in my mind
Your frustrated voice I hear
Why couldn't you just have told me
What you snuck into my drink
I'm lucky that I smelled it first
And dumped it on the ground to sink
But I will find myself again
Rebuild the wall that you torn down
I'm am stonger than you thought
To happiness I am bound

The wonders of the human mind
The tricks that it can play
To keep your secrets hidden deep
To let you have a say
It holds a grip of steel on you
And lets your insticts take over
Aid you in each dicision
To drink or to stay sober?
Who you should befriend
Or when to shy away
Break the bond of mind and body
Have it your own way

I AM

the kind of person who looks at a banana when she's hungry, then makes a bowl of rice krispies

the person who you see in the streets, then mutter "freak"

my mothers daughter, but my father's best friend