WELCOME, PLAYER ,TO THE WORLD OF MY MIND!

I write fanfiction for just about everything under the sun. From TF2 to Amnesia: The Dark Descent to Pewdiepie to Hetalia. You name it, I write it. I'm a teenage guy with a weak-ass immune system (I am sick literally all the time). I'm considered a freak by everyone (including family) and I'd like it if people would stop harassing me because of it. I'm good at math and terrible at school. If you want me to do something, ask, don't try to force me to because then I won't do shit. I really do not hate anyone unless they act like huge dicks towards people.

I don't usually post my writing unless someone asks because about 99.8% of my stories are unfinished and most of them are weird. Also I'm not on this site very often, I've moved to AO3 (not posted anything yet tho)

I AM VERY VERY AWFUL AT SOCIALIZING AND IT'S SUPER FRUSTRATING FOR EVERYONE INVOLVED SO PLEASE BE GENTLE WITH ME
It's like putting a wrinkled bill into a vending machine (Seriously though)

About Me:
I love learning but hate school
I'm afraid of large; open spaces, crabs, dolls, mannequins, and robots with realistic face/eyes
I'm a transsexual male (I was assigned female at birth but my gender identity is male)
I enjoy reading, writing, drawing, gaming, animating, editing/recording videos for YouTube, and sleeping
I'm really really not athletic at all
My favourite colours are red, purple, and black
I watch way too much foreign television
I'm easily overwhelmed when it comes to work
My favourite genre of music would have to be hard rock or metal.
My least favourite genres of music are country and western (ick :P)
I LOVE VIDYA GAEMS :3c
I have a YouTube Channel and Tumblr

I have a "few" problems when it comes to writing:
1) I have only finished 2 out of my 669 works of writing (Only 344 of them are actually "decent" AND/OR not schoolwork) (and I'm not even exaggerating that number) and I hate both of them.
2) I cannot write without making an OC and putting them in in some way. I can't do it. I've tried. I've failed. (Usually just some character I make up on the spot but occasionally I'll re-use an OC)
3) I love torturing characters. Pain is my specialty. (Being a sadist doesn't deter that in the slightest)
4) I am not great at yaoi, yuri, or just smut and lemon in general. I'm awkward when it comes to writing that (even though I enjoy reading that greatly) and I never get very far.
5) Formatting???? What is that??? Is it like yoga?? (To explain, I do not know how to properly format but I try)
6) I CANNOT FINISH ANYTHING AND I OCCASIONALLY INVOLVE MULTIPLE LANGUAGES WHEN I WRITE!! (I am not bilingual but I know a bit about multiple languages and use what I know. I know a little: Swedish, Greek, French, German, Italian, Russian, Ancient Latin, Sign Language, That's all I can remember at the moment)
7) I AM ALWAYS EMBARRASSED ABOUT WHAT I WRITE BUT I'VE DECIDED TO MAN UP AND POST SOME OF THE SOMEWHAT DECENT STUFF PLEASE DON'T MENTION HOW WEIRD IT IS BECAUSE I ALREADY KNOW THAT IT'S WEIRD
8) I do fanfic requests, but usually only if the request inspires me.
9) Lastly (for now anyways) I sometimes (not often, but occasionally) weave personal experience with my work. Such as slight physical abuse, a great deal of verbal abuse, night terrors, fears, feelings towards people I know (usually negative), my work (not writing, I also do 3D animating make gaming videos but like nobody watches them), mental illnesses, transsexualism, hallucinations, scars, and heartbreak (Goddammit I sound like a 15-year-old girl -_-). I will not talk about which parts of my writing is based on experience unless asked, but I still might be uneasy about it.

LIST OF FANDOMS I AM IN/TOP SHIPS (beware it's long):

Current main focus: TF2/Undertale