It's getting harder to feel alive. I'm getting tired of holding on because I'm falling into hopelessness. What do we do with the weak-less? I can't move on because its getting to much to hold on to. What's the point to keep on living with all this pain? It's telling me to leave and I do not want to stay. Heaven's full of Hell. And Hell's full of Darkness. I can never hide nor run. I wish I could sleep forever, and reach for the sun. The ocean tides get bigger every single day. My tears fall down my face in shame and fear. Ad I scream silently in pain the darkness covers my sorrow. I'm like a caged animal at a zoo waiting to be unleashed. Watch me burn. Watch me brake. Watch me die from something you haven't seen before. My demons are coming for me to take me away. I hear their voices, those whispers in the dark. There will be no pity, no sympathy down through it all. There was never any sweet dreams, never in One-Million restless, sleepless nights. |