Olivia Benson has always wanted a child, but she has given up hope. Also, she struggles with the memories of her own traumatic childhood. Maybe she needs a daughter who can help her face her own demons, and in this way they can help each other. This story is about two lost children, Olivia and a kid no one wants. Finally something good happening for Olivia ;)

Scenes of Olivia's life post-Surrender Benson. Warnings: second person POV, sex, violence, and general unhappiness. Please heed the warnings for individual chapters. A bit of Bensidy, a bit of Olivia/Elliot. *Updated with a part 73 as of 4/26/19.*

Choices are not always right or wrong. Life isn't just black and white but it's messy and it's gray. How can something that feels so good and feels so right be wrong? E/O set after Swing (10X3)

"My old partner.. he'd know what to do." Set Mid Season 15. *Trigger warning: Violent scenes and sexual assault.* E/O. COMPLETE.

Olivia has a family and a husband. She has everything but it's not exactly what she wants anymore... *AU* Rated T at the moment, M for later chapters. *SMUT* This will be an EO story eventually.

Set in season 17. Olivia Benson causes a car accident and asks to see the man she put in the hospital. Read to find out more! EO of course. M rating for chapter 79 and 80 only. Completed. FIRST CHAPTER OF THE SPINOFF HAS BEEN POSTED ON 5/1/18!

Olivia and her 2 yr old daughter Rylee live in Manhattan, and are happy until Olivia works a case she never thought she would be working! Elliot comes back after 3 yrs has she forgiven him or does she still hold a grudge? Open and read to find out! Rated T for some gory chapters!

Set at the beginning of S14, a newly divorced Elliot returns after a year absence and tries to explain himself to Olivia. She doesn't want to hear it and a rain filled argument ensues. They discuss the painful details of their past to see if they have a future. Rated M for language and sex.

Picks up from the end of "Collateral Damages" when Tuckson is confirmed. Ed and Olivia are dating and Elliot has a new love interest. What happens when the former partners reconnect by chance after five years? Olivia struggles with her new feelings for Ed and old feelings for Elliot while trying to balance motherhood and being CO. What will she choose? Rated T but will turn to M.

Olivia and Elliot have had their fights over the years; said some nasty things to each other. But what if one of these times, they went to far? It cut too deep? Can their partnership survive? Their friendship? Will the truth finally come out?

He left the job but he didn't leave her. He would never do that. He didn't set foot in the 1-6 again for years after that fatal shooting in 2011, but how could he leave her after all those years together? If the past twelve years had proven anything, it was that their friendship was unbreakable. So what really happened aside from what was shown on screen? Rated M as of chapter 55.

Post-ep for Unholiest Alliance - After a short discussion of her drinking and a kiss of his hand, Ed and Olivia decide to call it a night. But what they didn't see, was who saw them. And, who continues to watch...and follow. Most unappreciatively. NOT TUCKSON.

It's restoration to life, consciousness, vigor. They both need it, whether they know it or not, and the only way they can get it is with each other.

This story is about love and deception. Rated M

The team are requested for a protection detail, to keep safe an agent that has been undercover with a dangerous Biker Gang that the FBI need to testify. No body wants it until they find out the agent used to be one of their own, and that person is still in danger as the gang hunt him down wanting him dead.

"How had it come to be that she, a person normally so strong and independent, had been rendered so helpless as to lack control over her own ability to die?" Takes place in 2005. WARNING: Very graphic story; please heed the M rating.

Because this time, It's his turn to be the strong one. "Yet, like after a wildfire, the earth renews, more vibrant and alive than the dead brush of the past." EO (Now Complete)

Major spoiler alert for season 17! My totally biased take on the Tuckson moments, starting with Collateral Damages. Was a one-shot but it has grown into a story. 7th and final chapter is up. NOT Tuckson but no Tucker bashing either. But it is E/O. Completed.

Olivia has moved swiftly up the ranks, and is now a Captain. She runs a tight ship, and with her team, has transformed the 1-6 into one of the top precincts. But, when a new batch of Rookies is assigned to her crew, Olivia comes face to face with a blast from her past. Will this young officer be the key to reconnecting with her long lost partner, Elliot Stabler.

Once upon a time, he possessed that magic touch, that ability to control a situation, to get everyone out safely. (Takes place at beginning of Season 13).

When Olivia Benson decides to have the baby she's always wanted, she doesn't expect the effect her decision will have on not only her life, but the lives of so many others. Takes place in season 16 with references to Season 9: Episode 14 Inconceivable. (Reposted Chapter 37-with an apology and explanation)

Set in Season 7. What happens when our two favorite detectives play with fire and start thinking about what it would be like to be intimate for just one night? Olivia is single and Elliot is separated. They are attracted to each other and want to get it out of their systems once. But is that possible when there is love there too? Some mention of season 7 episodes.

Things between them haven't been the same since Olivia returned from Oregon. A new case had them following the leader of a sex trafficking ring but neither one of them is ready for what happens next. Will it force them to finally admit what's been happening between them all along?

Inspired by the eighth season episode "Scheherazade". There's no way to say goodbye to someone you love so much.

It felt like the mutual understanding they had always had, had been broken. It was complicated. In that one embrace, the first they had ever shared, they had said goodbye to whatever might have been. To what was never going to happen. To what could not happen. Not now. Not ever.

This is just a short story about Olivia and Elliot. Sometimes it's the small moments that steal your breath away.

It wasn't just the summer wind cascading through her hair out in the open plains that took her breath away. /Set in 2011, three years after Undercover./ / EO / / *COMPLETE*

"What I feel for you isn't comfortable Liv, it isn't…reasonable or or quiet," he goes on. "It wrecks me in the most pleasurable way imaginable," he adds. "And it's the most terrifying and overpowering thing I've ever felt." - Words are mine, characters are Dick Wolf's. Rating is T in the first three chapters but turns to MA in the fourth and last chapter. - PLEASE REVIEW!

Once the floodgates are opened, there's no where to go. What happens when Elliot and Olivia break their own rules?

AU. A celebration brings people home. (I'm awful at summaries, please don't hold it against me)

November 2012. Someone is watching detective Olivia Benson. Who is it and what does he want? - Will be EO later on, rating is now M.

Set during current season of SVU. Olivia has settled in as CO of SVU and being a mother but a chance encounter with her former partner sets her life on a path she always believed would come true. E/O all the way!

Elliot and Olivia have always been good about hiding their feelings from each other; but will they reveal their true feelings before it's too late and one of them makes a choice to leave the other behind?

When life in New York gets too complicated to take, Detective Olivia Benson does what she does best. She runs. She leaves everything behind in order to save the life of the man she loves, not concerned about how broken and shattered it leaves her own. The pieces may just get put back together, though, in Chicago. (EO, STRONG M in future chaps.)

Series of unrelated EO one-shots/shorts. 18th is, Manifest Destiny. "...she had fused the bones with the imprints of her fingers…and everything he had never known he had needed, was right there in his grasp."

When Olivia goes missing will they be able to find her in time. Will her disappearance bring the team together, or will it rip them apart? Can Elliot help find her? What if all of their efforts are too late?

"I don't beg for things Olivia," he continues. "But right now, I'm begging, begging for ten minutes of your time to go somewhere, anywhere and just…talk. Please." Ever wonder what happens "in between" days or eps with our favorite sergeant? I have. It's me so you gotta know it's EO. Rating will change to MA later...you've been warned. SVU Characters are Dick Wolf's.

The story is set mid-season 17. Olivia Benson is now a lieutenant. One day a visitor comes into the squad room, looking for Olivia. It is Kathleen Stabler ... Read on to find out what happens next. Will Olivia see Elliot again?

Olivia and Elliot and the squad attend an engagement party for Casey and her fiancee. Elliot is his usual, overprotective self. What happens when Olivia decides she's had enough? E/O.

A random meeting in the park.

It had been nearly three years since the tragic attack in the SVU interrogation room that left Olivia with a severe, and permanent, head injury. With the help of her service dog, Suvi, she has finally regained her independence. That alone was more than she'd hoped for, but she was about to gain even more. All because of Vesuvius. Sequel to Finding Vesuvius.

A case strikes a nerve, with Olivia. Will she re-evaluate her own life, and spill some of he secrets? Will Nick starting digging up things, about her past? Will another murder finally bring the truth to light? What if everything you thought you knew about your partner, was based on a lie? Will Olivia's world come crashing down around her, when the truth is revealed?

What if the episode Wednesday's Child had ended differently and Olivia got BOTH of the things she wanted?

Falling is scary. It makes your heart pound, your palms sweat, your mind race. But it's out of your control, and there is nothing you can do to stop it. When Elliot and Olivia are undercover, it becomes very clear, very fast, that they've been on the verge of falling over the edge for too long. It's time to jump.

Just when Detective Olivia Benson thought life was settling down and going back to normal, another change is thrown into the mix. How will she react and deal with it?

When the judge granted Olivia Benson custody of Baby Noah, she knew her life would never be the same, but she couldn't even begin to understand how this one small blessing could lead to so many other changes in her life. (Takes place after the season 15 finale) Rated M for future chapters.

The case was painful once. But when a rapist who walked takes drastic measures, this time around will be devastating for the most important person in her life.

What if Olivia's text to Elliot at the end of "Burned" had been answered differently? E/O. Rated M for language and sexual content.

Set just after Paternity. Months after the death of his wife Elliot struggles to hold his family together. Olivia has always said she would do anything for him, now as he faces the threat of losing his kids he asks her for the biggest favor of all.

After being exposed to one of the most dangerous pathogens known to mankind, Olivia is forced to confront her feelings towards her old partner. An EO love story. Takes place after the season 15 premier but before the trial.

Two years ago, Olivia moved away & started a new life. Two years ago, Elliot realized that she was the one he was meant to be with as he gave her away. Now, fate just may have given him the chance to correct the mistake he made when he let her go.

When Nick sees Olivia's boyfriend with another woman he finds himself confronting his partner. Will their confrontation lead to her learning the truth, or will she reveal a secret of her own?

The hunt for a sadistic killer who seems to be targeting SVU is on and as bodies begin to pile up, Olivia gets an unexpected visitor that could change everything she's worked so hard for. 3rd in series and final in series. EO and some Rollins/Fin. COMPLETE 5-21-14.

After eleven years Elliot and Olivia finally have a chance to be together when Elliot leaves Kathy after discovering a unsettling truth. Of course there will be road bumps along the way. Will they make it out in the end happily together or will those road bumps tear them apart. Set in season 11. E/O, F/M, T/A pairings.

So much changes in a year. Everything changes in a decade. But when two people are meant to be, they will find their way back to each other. Brian and Olivia are finally in a relationship after thirteen years. With relationships, come weddings. With weddings, come babies. It's now Olivia's turn to experience motherhood. But what happens when a devastating accident threatens that?

Some post-Loophole fun. Elliot can't be left to his own devices on disability leave, Liv got stuck in a men's room, and my favorite co-creation Aidan Murphy makes an appearance. For those not familiar with Murphy, picture Eric Dane in your head…that's what I do when I write him :) Spoilers up to and including Loophole.

As William Lewis's trial approaches, Olivia is battling her inner demons, trying to survive. Facing her monster is only the start as she desperately tries to keep her secret safe from her boyfriend and friends. Olivia/Brian r/ship, Elliott returns.

When Elliot shows up on Olivia's doorstep after all of this time will she finally be able to admit that she's spiraling out of control? What will it take her to hit rock bottom. Will her relationship with Brian survive? Or will a certain brown eyed detective swoop in to save her from herself?

The trial takes an unexpected twist. How will Olivia cope with the consequences? There's only one person that can help her. First Fanfic, be gentle. Read & review! Enjoy!

There is a big difference between coaching others to take the survivor's journey and walking down that dark road herself. It's a road down which Olivia never wanted to go. But she must. She's a survivor. Post "Surrender Benson"

A shadow from Olivia's past shows up on her doorstep and ends up offering the opportunity for her to take a very different direction in her life. But it's not without its hard choices. Is she willing to make changes in her career to pursue some of the other things she's spent the last several years of her life longing for? Does opening one door really close others? And how many?

What if Lewis had taken things with Olivia a little further? What if he was right and she did call out the name of who was on her mind? And what if he just happened to be in the neighborhood?

Olivia is happy. She has a life with David Haden, and a great job. But is that enough? Or does the misery of missing someone take over? What happens when darkness strikes, and causes a wrong turn? Will Olivia be able to make it without him?

For two years he ignored her calls, luckily the one time she really needs him, he answers the phone and as Elliot tries to calm the rage building inside him as he listens to Olivia ask for his help, he promises he wouldn't just hurt the bastard for what he had done to her, he would kill him. My take on Season 15.

"I've tried calling you several times, but you won't answer your cell. I'd try your house phone, but Kathy or one of your kids could answer it and they're not the ones I want to talk to. Although at this point, maybe they'll at least be able to tell me what's going on." A collection of e-mails and dialogues detailing what has really been happening since Elliot left SVU.

Olivia is spending Christmas with Elliot's family... this is preseason 13... if you don't like EO or anything with Elliot in it then please just don't read it. Fun family time... not heavy smut so no M rating. This story does not include Eli for no other reason than I just didn't put him in it.

AU / MULTI-CHAP / set after 'surrender benson' / 'sometimes I'm afraid and I don't feel that tough, but I'll stand back up'

A one shot story on My take on how I would like the final episode to play out if SVU was to end after season 15. Its E/O all the way of course. Never any good at these summaries. just give it a go.

Even after Sealview, she was not this nakedly raw, this transparently vulnerable. From this he concludes: So this was worse than Sealview.

What if Olivia somehow became the other woman? Follow her through the drama and heartache she finds when she falls in love with a married man.

Olivia gets a case that hits home for her and she is determined to help Alison in anyway possible. She talks to Elliot on the phone for the first time in 4 years. Liv and Ali help heal each other in places they never thought possible. There are people out there who want to destroy them, but with some help from the stabler boys... well just read and find out!;) Eventual E/O Complete

Picks up where the Season 14 finale left off... Olivia fights off her attacker, but her close call leads her back to her ex-partner and she realizes that for better or worse, their futures are inextricably bound. EO (angsty)

/"Her life is so full now, so overwhelmingly full and wonderful and covered in sparkly gloop and stripes and ruffles that she feels ridiculous, like one day all of this love is going to overflow and come spilling out of her and onto the street. She'll leave a trail of glitter across Manhattan—it'll leak and ooze out the doors of the Sedan."/ Filled prompt: EO kids, glitter.

Picks up around season 15. Her Negotiation never happened. Kathleen Stabler's wedding reception. Detective Olivia Benson shows up for the reception, and she's guarded and prepared. It's a Stabler wedding, so let's use our imaginations to see who's there. Slow building. In character.

Olivia becomes the one thing she never wanted to be. She goes to sleep a detective. When she wakes up, she's a victim. Will she ever be the same? Will this tragedy be enough to bring Elliot back to SVU? Only time will tell.

For ninety-nine hours, she had been held against her will. For the ninety-nine days that follow, her will is what he up against.

What began as a one night stand, quickly turned into a night that would change his life forever. A story about loving and learning to let people in, trusting when you have lost all hope and finding the one thing you never knew you wanted. EO Forever.

Post-ep to Surrender Benson set a few days after Olivia is back at work after her abduction and she is struggling with the pain, memories and nightmares more than she wants to admit E/O

In one unexpected moment of violence Olivia's whole world was turned upside down. She'd lost everything she'd ever had, and there was no way to get most of it back. With irreversible damage and permanent injury Olivia can't find anything left worth fighting for. There's someone out there that can heal her broken spirit though, and perhaps she can heal his too.

A serial killer brings profound changes to the lives of Elliot and Olivia. The results are shattering for them both. What will it take to fix what's broken, to right what's wrong, to fill in what's missing? Original Characters of Law & Order:SVU are property of Dick Wolf & NBC/Universal but the story is my creation. Currently rated T but will change to MA in later chapters.

"I kissed Stuckey and it was… disgusting, but I-I felt so empty already that it didn't matter. It was like I was already tainted, you know, so what did it matter?" Takes place after Season 10's "Zebras" (ONE SHOT)

When an accident takes Olivia's life, Elliot is left with a lot of regrets. But what if he was given a chance to relive that day? Can he tell her all of the things he wasnt able to say before? Can he change the events of that day & save his partners life?

/"And I'm guilty," she tells him, darkly, and her words dance like the victims' do. "But I'm guilty for needing you most."/ Oneshot centered around the premiere and its aftermath. EO.

Elliot comes to his senses and realizes his marriage is too far gone to fix. After signing the divorce papers, a movie night with his partner turns into something more and the morning after when everything is hung out to dry all Olivia wants to do is forget. But what happens when fate has other plans and that one night changes the rest of their lives? *Rating bumped up for Chp 6*

With a psychopath's knife to Elliot's throat, Olivia's true feelings are forced out. Scared of what will happen with their partnership, she decides to deny them to him and herself until a case comes along creating an undercover operation throwing them together as husband and wife. Disclaimer: Original SVU characters belong to Dick Wolf but the story is all mine! Review People!

"They say that's how long it takes to break a bad habit or form a good one. If she can be half in love with the man in that short amount of time, then she can stop thinking about him on that same time table." It's me so of course it's E/O with I think is good case file thrown in. Heed the ratings (mostly T but some M thrown in) and don't be scared to review!

Just a two-shot about Elliot coming back into her life after a hard day with a little case file thrown in.

She has known she's pregnant for about a week and she's still too scared to tell him. Not just because she's afraid of how he'll react. But also because she doesn't know if it's his. Set after Season 11's "Spooked"

/"What happened in the basement?"/ The conversation that should have happened at the end of Undercover. EO.

/She has things, she has people. She has lots of people. She's lucky now when she looks at her life as a whole, as if she was standing far away and watching it happen./ Non-chronological EO oneshots.

There's someone I've been missing, I think that they could be, The better half of me...Four Part Story. EO set after Season 12 Finale. A different kind of life creeps into Elliot's dreams. Now Complete!

Every woman reads Cosmopolitan, and every woman wonders if the advice given within its pages is really worth following. One SVU detective vows to prove if it is or not, with a little encouragement from her friends. It may cause trouble. E/O? Maybe. *wink*

Elliot and Olivia are feeling things they haven't felt for years. As the title implies, post-Spooked from season 11. Lots of EO drama. Plan to throw in some random, perhaps disturbing, twists. Should be fun. Come read.

If she thought her relationship with Elliot was strange before; it was nothing compared to how strange it was going to be after that question, "I'll see you downstairs," she said with a smile, and was gone before Elliot could reply. MA in later chapters