Hi, I'm Binxx and I have zero actually now as I see it amazing skills at introducing myself spilling my soul out to people I don't know XD

Well, I'm a girl... I love reading fanfiction, I also love to review properly and make the authors happy~ I'm trying to work on myself, I mean stop being so self-concious, stop being afraid to say something stupid and not funny, stop being afraid to say too much, stop being afraid of writing a shietty story, stop being afraid the humour in my story is shietty, stop being afraid to draw something not ideal [...] stop being afraid of life. In other words I'm trying to finally start living a life.

I'm christian and I believe everyone has a cross to deal with, and even if it sometimes seems so impossible, it's a cross we're able to bear, with the help of God. We just need to don't loose the hope. Not long ago I lost it, it was a horrible feeling, so grey. I knew it was a one-way road, I didn't mind, but God was by my side and he kept me from doing things bad for myself, kept me thinking about the people who love me. It was a hard journey to have the hope back, to have it constantly, not for a moment but I knew the God's by my side and I knew I can do this, because everything is possible, if not now, then later. I'm learning how to chill out, not stress so much, love, live life fully, in a good way and I'm progressing. And that makes me really happy, fills me with hope. Sometimes I have these falls, but they are shorter, because I'm now sure the pain is temporary and everything is possible. I'm learning how to trust God that he will help.

As you probably noticed my motto for three/four years already is "everything is possible". And I didn't "choose it from the internet". It came to my mind everytime when I was thinking about flying, about magic, fairies etc. (thought once I tried searching spells on internet, because I was so desperate to have magic, in case you wanted to do this, don't XD It may be dangerous. And just look around. The magic is everywhere... no need to search far away, the fact you can communicate with the people oceans away is magical!) And it worked. One time I wanted to climb an interesting tree, it didn't work. A year later I tried again. I did it. That's when I thought "Everything is possible, you just don't have the right solution yet"

I study gayology (name so beautiful) which means I basically constantly search for proves if homosexuality is something you're born with, if it's curable, if it's a mental disorder etc. because lately I discovered some interesting facts which are denied by social media and lies told by it. BT

I love hetalia, I'm in the fandom for almost 3 years already, it taught me a lot of things, and I'm not talking only about history, the fandom taught me respect for the East Europe, and some patriotism.

Sometimes when I'm down I imagine Spain/Italy (I mean the country, the land XD) at night... it makes me relaxed... I also love mountains, yes, fics wth mountains too :D

I think I lost the ability to write a fic long ago. But I'm constantly working at encouraging myself! Mybe if you wait ages I'll finally write somrthing and put it here XD

Oh, if you want me to put some of my old stories here, just PM, but I can't promise I'll continue them quickly.

I don't have much "pairings" anymore. Trying to focus on real life. But friendship fics, meaningful fics, sure, here are the relations I like:

I'm stressed, scared of meeting new people, or chatting but at the same time I want it... if you want, there's my GG (is it even avaible in other countries than Poland?): 46925023

I don't have facebook but when I once upon a time tried to make one it took me about three hours to choose a name (at the same time was talking on skype with a friend - I was afraid of that too) and I still hadn't made it XD

I have an ask: Binxx

A deviantart: Binxx763

And skype: binxx763

That's all for now I think. I think I don't bite (you can never be sure =A=) so if you want to know more, or just talk to me, just PM/message me in any way, starting with "how are you" isn't so scary :)... no big deal, all bad that can happen is the uncomfortable silence XD

Have a nice day/night :D