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Joined 12-26-08, id: 1781987, Profile Updated: 12-26-08

Hello, darlings.

I am completely and utterly in love with Kingdom Hearts, Death Note, Naruto, and, of course, Final Fantasy. Zack Fair all the way!

Yes, I am also known as "BlackRoseMuffin" (no clicky links for you!), but my personalities... Alternate, I guess you could say. My more serious stories will be here while my other account will be used for more light-hearted fanfiction.

FAVORITE PARTS OF SONGS

Don't waste your time on me
There's an aching in my back,
A stabbing pain that says I lack
The common sense and confidence
To put an end to promises
Made in times of desperate conversation
Hoping my night could be better
Than theirs, in the end
Just say when

--Jasey Rae, by All Time Low.

Don't waste your time on me
I've never told a lie, and that makes me a liar.
I never made a bet, but we gamble with desire.
I've never lit a match with the intent to start a fire,
But recently the flames are getting out of control
Call me a name, kill me with words
Forget about me, it's what I deserve
I was your chance to get out of this town
But I ditched the car and left you to wait outside
I hope the air will serve to remind you that
My heart is as cold as the clouds of your breath
And my words are in time with the beating in my chest
In my chest

--Jasey Rae, by All Time Low (I'm not sure if those are the correct lyrics or not, but they're pretty close)

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know your love is the sweetest sin?

--Hero/Heroine, by Boys Like Girls (my now favorite song)

Yeah, I'm the first to fall and the last to know
Where'd you go?
Now I'm heels over head, I'm hangin' upside down
Thinkin' how you left me for dead, California bound
And when you hit the coast, I hope you'll think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be

--Heels Over Head, by Boys Like Girls

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

--Dirty Little Secret, by All American Rejects

You bring me out, show me light
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside
You carry truth, you make me smile
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars
And save the brightest one for you,
For you...

If you ever had the chance,
Would you make your life seem right?
Or would you only hold it back,
The good times, the hard, and the bad?
Whatever you say is alright,
Just as long as there's no doubt.
Could you look me in the eyes (and say hope's died)

--Poetically Pathetic, by Amber Pacific

And I'll be here by the ocean, just waiting for proof that there's
Sunsets and silhouette dreams
While my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every wave drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours just to ask God the question,
"Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in his voice he says, "Son, that's the question.
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?"

--You Be the Anchor That Keeps My Feet on the Ground, I'll Be the Wings That Keep Your Heart in the Clouds, by Mayday Parade

Your love is the barrel of a gun
so tell me am I on the right end
I could be nothing but a memory to you
Don't let this memory fade away

--Memories That Fade Like Photographs, by All Time Low

I'm not coming back (forgive me)
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak (I'm not calling, I'm not calling)
But you'd expect that from me
Now I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just (You're driving me crazy, I'm)
washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world, so many thousands of feet off the ground,
I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds
Towering over your head

--Remembering Sunday, by All Time Low, Juliet's part.

The time on the clock reads half past four;
I'm wide awake and thinking, with my pillow on the floor,
That maybe I'm just wasting my time dreaming
In a harsh reality
I don't want to wake up just to find I've been deceived

Let it roll
Our time is fleeting, so we take control
From California to my home sweet home
Our days repeating like it's all we know
It's all we know

--Let It Roll, by All Time Low

Now the skies are such a sweet blue,
You made this come true,
My heart feels so new
It's now wonderful to see such views
Like skies that are so blue
And I know that sometimes
Oh I might feel alone, so broken, cold
Now I'll show you that
The skies are such a sweet blue
You made this come true,
My heart feels so new
It's now wonderful to see such views
Like skies that are so blue
I'll never leave us you know

--Skies So Blue, by The Rocket Summer.

I'm an addict for dramatic
I confuse the two for love

--Liar (It Takes One To Know One), by Taking Back Sunday (yes, it's here because of you, random person who said they love TBS xD I'm too lazy to look up your name right now)

AND A SONG THAT SHOULD BE ON EVERYONE'S LIST

(I think I'm gonna regret this xDD)

HEY! HEY! YOU! YOU! I DON'T LIKE YOUR GIRLFRIEND
NO WAY, NO WAY! I THINK YOU NEED A NEW ONE
HEY! HEY! YOU! YOU! I COULD BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND

--Girlfriend, by Avril Lavigne

I love singing that song tho xDD It's so ANNOYING and... Catchy. D:

FANFICS I RECOMMEND

S C R E A M To Be H E A R D : AU. —• when fiction becomes reality, only those who lived through it all can save them •— namixas, zemyx, possible akuroku —• it's a battlefield out there, baby, and you'll get caught in the crossfire •— by BlackRoseMuffin (meee)

Yes, I'm advertising my own story xDD BUT SHHH!

Where Tear Drops Fall : Kairi cuts herself. She's now in rehab, and has been there for three months, fourteen days, sixteen hours, and no end in sight. She refuses to talk...only until a new boy comes and changes everything ..SORAKAIRI.. by Namilaa

It's a great story. :

Like VitaminWater : SasuSaku. 15 flavors. "Ino, I bet no guy can be like VitaminWater." by ANGELforSHOW

READ IT READ IT READ IT READ IT READ ITTTTTTT--now.

My Roommate Belongs in an Insane Asylum : AR: Axel was as straight as a rainbow, he just didn't know it until Roxas stepped into his life.

One of the best AkuRoku fanfictions I've ever read. :3

Deja Blue : As a new student at Twilight High, Namine is determined to fit in. But fitting in can't be too hard, right? Wrong. How can it be easy when you keep bumping into the resident ghost of the school, and find yourself falling in love too? NaminexRoxas, SK, AU. by Kintora

I love that fanfic. xD I just feel mad because Kintora's taking too long on updating it ;A;

The Hand Life Deals : If life were a game of poker, Demyx Capulet would have the worst hand in history. It seems there is no way things could get any worse, and then a deadly new development comes into play, almost simultaneously with a new love interest. Can Demyx win? Zemyx by VampyreQueen24

I love it. ;A; It's so moving, and you can't help but feel sorry for yourself as your mourn with everyone else.

The Reality Behind It All : Remember how you drooled over your favorite character? Well, wait until you see it in their perspective! From tragic stupidity to mere embarrassment, everyone is going to suffer just a little. HUMOR! by Inspector Dyme

It's so funny xDD SEPHIROTH STARS IN IT--SO GO READ IT BEFORE I KILL CHU. (j/k... or am I? xDD)

QUOTE OF THE MONTH:

“Is that the spleen?” Tidus asked eagerly from a nearby table, pointing at something with enthusiasm.

“No, Tidus. That’s the part that makes him a boy,” replied one of his partners, Lulu, calmly.

“…Oh.”

From--DUNDUNDUN--Numerus Novem, a Kingdom Hearts fanfiction, Chapter VI, by b9 iNe! (Please read it; it's awesome-sauce.)

Dear Annie by JanuaryEclipses reviews
SasuSaku. Sakura is excellent about giving others advice about their love life, but she is absolutely clueless when it comes to her own!
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