Alvin didn't know that his first encounter with Gaius was going to cause that impact to him. He didn't know that such a man was going to turn his world upside-down. Will he able to accept the new feelings that are growing inside him? Or will he run away as always..?

Teito Klein seemed like a normal teenage boy, normal enough considering he was a mysterious young amnesiac found stranded in the desert under even more mysterious circumstances. So why were the forces of Darkness, from the scum of the shadows to the vessel of the Death Lord himself after him?And how will his protector keep him safe when he himself is the biggest threat to his life?

"The blood is a deep red, with a black tint in random spots. The palm of my hand is now a pool filled with blood." In which Ciel tries to kill himself after a traumatic event six years prior. Contains self harm and mentions of rape.

Mikage the fyulong had ceased to appear after the ordeal with Ayanami. Feeling completely abandoned, Teito Klein fell into a depressive state, indulging in Satan's playground as he waits for his own death. M for profanity, drug use, and sexual situations.