AAAAAAHHHHHH!! Hey kiddies, I'm i'dratherdream. So lets see, where to start where to start,- oh! Well, obviously i am a Harry Potter fan, my favorite characters being the twins, Remus Lupin, and mister Sirius Black. Sadly though, Jk decides to murder all but one of my faves. So anyhow, i also like eragon, but find it hard to write fanfictions about that because i love it so much i wouldn't want to ruin it with my mediocrity. Also a fan of twilight, read the books, saw the movie, and well... Books were really nice and awesome and such, i was really pumped for the movie, sadly the movie wasn't as fantastic as the saga, though it was expected. I will say it was a good movie, but not compared to the books. Lets see, i also like warrior heir and the next book to that, and haven't read dragon heir but I'm getting there. I love to read and that's pretty blatant so...

I play volleyball, soccer, roller hockey, and did swimming for a while. I also love manga and that type of stuff, i recommend vampire knight, thought it pissed me off royally. I also like Ouran high school!

Music, lets see. I love Sinatra, rise against, fall out boy, lil wayne, flogging molly, she wants revenge, ABBA (go mama mia!), the songs from hairspray, Ludo, Kate Perry, The academy is, 3oh!3( it's a local band), flobots( same as before), many others and such.

Well thanks for wasting a few minutes to read plain Jane facts about myself. Here you can read this if you want to... Its part of a story I'm considering putting on here.

HERE IS A STORY IF YOU JUST WANT TO SKIP TO HERE THAT IS CHILL JILL!

“Ouch, ouch, ouch, I am such an idiot, OUCH!”

Remus Lupin was walking down the stairs, well actually running down the stairs, having a jolly old time, well sort of.

Yes him and the rest of his friends were 16, yes it was childish, and yes he was going to sound like a moron when he had to limp to the nurses office at 12 a.m. to tell Madam Pomfrey he had fallen down the moving stair case while playing hide and seek after student hours. This would never ever be let go, for the rest of his relationship with James, Sirius, and Peter. He could hear Sirius’ bark like laugh in his head, as he leaned against James for support, as James shook his head trying not to end up falling apart with laughter, like Padfoot. Peter sat there behind the two chewing his bottom lip, his lips curved at the end.

“Bloody perfect,” he groaned as he thought about it, trying to muster enough pain tolerance to lift himself up from the landing floor. “OUCH, Merlin what the hell was I thinking, ‘Please Moony as a pureblood I never got the chance to play mindless muggle games such as hide and seek. Please, Moony, please,’” he said mocking, Sirius, after Remus was talking about a child hood memory. Sirius did everything but buy Remus off to get him to play with the rest of them. After finally giving in, he explained to the rest of the Marauders how to play, the only part of the plan he wasn’t in on was playing in the school at night, making the game ten times harder, almost impossible. Running around this humungous school was difficult; now try doing that while avoiding patrolling perfects and teachers. They (they meaning James and Sirius) had also decided when you tagged someone they were to be stupefied, then the previous tagger would run for it, once the spell wore off, the ,now unstupefied, player would be it.

At the moment Remus was it, after being tagged by James. Remus had thought he heard Peter, attempting to whisper, but yelling for Sirius on the landing below him, he saw the stair case about to move, so like a git he jumped for it. This resulted in Remus falling down the stairs, and hurting his leg.

“Ok Moony old boy, on three,” Remus said to himself, gripping the side rail for support. “Okay 1. . . Ugh . . . 2-2 . . . 3!” He pulled himself up and put pressure on his legs to begin walking, or limping, up the stairs, but immediately fell to the floor.

“Oooh,” he howled in pain, “bugger bugger bugger, I hate Prongs and Padfoot so much right now, OUCH!” With a great ‘huff’ Remus gave up, deciding to just stare at the stair case above him; what else could he do? No one was going to be looking for him, he was supposed to be looking for them, and by the time they realized Remus wasn’t looking for them he would probably already be caught, ruddy brilliant.

“I am going to hex those two to the states for this,” he grumbled.

“You really shouldn’t do that. Then I would have to write you up for inappropriately used magic along with being out too late,” rang a bell like voice that was accented.

Remus leaned his head back to see a beautiful girl standing there . . . upside down? She walked around to Remus feet so she could see who he was. Remus immediately recognized the girl, her name was Julie Ann.

Julie Ann was standing above him, smiling. She had dark hair that was straight but slightly curled at the ends. At the present it was pulled loosely up halfway, letting her bangs and pieces of hair frame her face, while the bottom fell over her shoulders and down her back. Her big brown eyes sparkled in the dark, kindly taking in his appearance, but looking slightly curious as to why he was laying on the floor. She was wearing her Gryffindor uniform, which fit her figure beautifully.

Julie Ann was a perfect just like Remus and Lily Evans, there was also Zeak Johnson, her perfect partner, Lily being Remus’ perfect partner. It was obviously Zeak and Julie Ann’s turn to patrol the corridors.

“Lupin most people sleep in there dorm room,” she giggled, leaning against the hand rail nearest them. Remus blushed and coughed. She just giggled again, “Lupin do you mind telling me why you’re out so late? And don’t tell me you came out her to sleep on the floor for your back; Black used that one on me two weeks ago.”

“Err well I um was . . . ,” Remus found himself at a lose of words, did he really want to tell her that he was playing a game that muggle parents used to entertain five year olds? Julie Ann just rested her chin on her right hand and smiled at him patiently.

Remus sighed heavily, “Do you really want to know the truth?” Julie Ann rolled her eyes, “I really do hate that question,” she grumbled. Remus knew what she meant, whenever a person got caught doing something they weren’t supposed to they made up ridiculous excuses, which the perfects shot down easily. Then they would ask if you wanted to know the truth, which was obviously the stupidest question in existence.

“Well I was playing hide and go seek, it’s a muggle game for children,” he said answering the question she would ask, before she asked it,“ with James, Sirius, and Peter-“ He was interrupted by Julie Ann saying, “That doesn’t surprise me in the least.” “And it was my turn to seek, because you see how you play is . . . .” Remus picked up where he left off to be interrupted again by her. “Lupin I know what hide and go seek is,” she commented happily, her American accent seeping threw her white teeth. “Oh, well err, ya I was it and I was looking for Peter when the stair case was about to move so I jumped for it and well . . . .” He trailed off. Did he really want to admit that he fell? Maybe he could just make up an excuse like, a ghost- err no that wouldn’t do. Maybe a Slytherin- no not that either. Remus gave up thinking and spat it out in a low quick voice, “IfellandhurtmylegandnowIcan’tmove.”

Julie Ann looked at him confused, “Excuse me? I didn’t quite catch that sorry.”

“I fell down the stairs and hurt my leg, I can’t move,” he said slower.

She pierced her lips together and her perfect eyebrows pulled together, looking like she was deep in thought. She looked over the railing lazily, still thinking. After a few minutes Julie Ann looked at him skeptically, “That’s it? You weren’t setting up some dung bombs to blow up when the Slytherins sat at there table? You really fell down the stairs? Playing a child’s game?” Remus nodded his head sheepishly, the deep blush returning to his cheek.

He was expecting her to laugh hysterically at him or maybe even scorn him for being so childish. Instead she sighed heavily, “I really wish I would have thought about that; Sounds awesome, really.” Remus looked at her flabbergasted.

Julie Ann got on her knees in front of him and stared at him up and down. Then, she placed one knee in between his legs and the other knee on the outside of his left leg, putting one hand next to the middle of his torso on the floor, so she could balance over him.

“Wh- what the hell” he tried to ask shocked at what she was doing, but stopped himself so he could gasp when she put her other hand on his hip and moved it to his back, rubbing the bottom of his spine. As a reflex he bucked his hips up away from her hand. She looked at him worriedly, “Did that hurt you?”

“No!”

“Oh well then stop fidgeting.”

“What the hell are you doing?”

Julie Ann looked at him confused, “I thought you said you couldn’t move? I’m checking to make sure you didn’t hurt your spine.”

Remus felt very embarrassed, and his cheeks turning a bright red didn’t help demolish the embarrassment either. He had thought she was doing something quite different.

“Oh I . . . . I meant I hurt my legs. My spine is fine.”

“Oh OK,” she moved so she was kneeled over his left leg. Julie Ann put one hand under his calf and lifted it slowly. “Does that hurt?” Remus shook his head. “Tell me when it does.” Remus nodded.

His leg still lifted, she gripped the heel of his shoe and began rotating his ankle, soon pushing it. Hearing no protests from Remus, she started running her hands up and down his calf. Soon she moved to his thigh.

He sat there staring at her wide eyed chewing his lip, so as not moan from her touch. He probably should have been trying to anticipate any pain, but was too distracted by how close she was to his hardening member. He felt very embarrassed, she was trying to be helpful by making sure he hadn’t broken anything, and all he could think about was her touching his throbbing member and cooing inappropriate things in his ear.

Finally she moved to his right leg, starting at the ankle again.

Remus leaned his head back and closed his eyes, hoping to feel less aroused by not seeing her face. It just made things that much more bad. He saw Julie Ann ripping open his robes and running her beautifully slender fingers down his bare chest looking at him seductively. Soon she ran her fingers down to his thighs and split his legs apart.

He could feel his trousers tighten slightly.

Suddenly Julie Ann pulled out a knife and stabbed Remus in the right calf.

He opened his eyes and howled in pain right as Julie Ann jumped back and yelped.

“Oh my Merlin Remus! It’s sticking out of your pants or trousers or whatever!” she exclaimed looking disgusted and guilty at the same time.

Remus immediately looked down to see his arousal making a small tent. Oh hell she noticed.

He sat up quickly, “I am so sorry Julie Ann. I didn’t mean to it is really bad I am so sorry!”

She looked at confused him, “Lupin its OK. It’s not your fault.”

“What?”

“Ya I mean we all have little slip ups like this. Plus it will be easier for Madam Pompfrey to fix.”

“WHAT?!”

“Your leg Lupin it’s a clean brake, so it will mend easier. And you’re not getting out of going to the hospital wing,” she said sternly. Then her look softened and turned guilty, “I am sorry for reacting like that its just I was feeling down your thigh and all of a sudden I feel your bone poking threw your trouser leg, and then I saw the blood, and well, ya.”

Remus was relieved that she hadn’t noticed what he thought she noticed, but now felt confused. He looked down to see a bump on his right leg that had ripped threw his trouser leg and was coated in blood. “Oh, it’s completely fine, don’t worry,” he replied lamely.

“OK so off to the hospital wing,” she stated.

It took a while but the two made it to the hospital wing. A week passed and Remus found himself always thinking about Julie Ann.

One day Sirius caught Remus staring at her, again, like he had for the past week. He told James, and the two hounded him for another week about asking her out, till finally they grew tired of Remus’ shy personality and dragged him to Julie Ann and told her that Remus wanted to ask her something. Finally, after many minutes of babbling and trying to get out of it, Remus asked her out and she happily said yes. That was one year ago, now they were all in there 7th year at Hogwarts and Remus and Julie Ann are still dating.

“Julie that Hitler person isn’t a wizard,” Remus said annoyed while reading over her essay for history of magic. “Ya I know that Remus, you proved my theory wrong 6 times with enough evidence to fill all the books in the damned library, even though i still doubt you. I told you I would fix it after I finished my transfiguration homework.”

The two were sitting in Remus dorm room, it was lunch but they had decided to skip lunch today. Remus had finished all his homework for the next day and started helping Julie Ann with hers much to her dismay and disliking, he was such a perfectionist.

“It’s going to take longer to do this then transfiguration homework, do it first,” he ordered snatching away the parchment she had in her hand and replaced it with the one he had been reading.

Julie Ann sighed and started putting all her work away into her bag, and her bag on the floor next to Remus bed which they were sitting on. He stared at her confused.

“Remus, love, you need to relax, I can take care of my work just fine on my own,” she promised sitting on the edge of his bed next to him. He sighed, “Ya, I know, it’s just that I don’t want our relationship distracting you from work.”

“Remus why do you always act like this relationship, us, is a burden on my shoulders,” she questioned, she had a hint of amusement in her voice, but on the inside she was terrified. Was Remus sick of them being together? Was he the one who had a burden on his shoulder?

“I don’t know, I just don’t want to distract you,” he said gloomily.

“Just so you know, you are distracting me with something, its just one little thing though,” she said pouting innocently. Remus sat up straighter and looked at her seriously, “What is it. I’ll fix it.”

“Your lips are so far away,” she whispered in his ear seductively. Julie Ann leaned in and lightly pressed her lips to his, and he kissed back, smiling.

Julie Ann took the opportunity to move herself onto his lap. Kissing him again this time not quiet as soft, her hunger for him taking over. She snaked her hands around his waist, so she could wiggle her hands under his shirt and rub his bare chest, which for some reason he enjoyed very very much.

He groaned into her mouth as she rubbed her slender fingers up and down his chest making sure to pay attention to his scars, that she still didn’t know how they were placed there.

This was another thing that bothered her; she knew Remus was hiding things from her. That together with the burden question, made her think Remus didn’t want her, one more thing and she was sure it would break her heart.

He slipped his tongue into her mouth and investigated every inch of it, earning himself a tongue caressing his.

Liking rubbing her hands against him she took off his shirt and continued rubbing. Soon she started moving her body closer to him and pushing her hips into his. Remus, shocked by the action, pulled back a little. Julie Ann thought he was trying to fall back on to the bed, so she pushed him.

“Julie,” Remus warned, breathless from the kissing.

“Remus,” she cooed in reply. She kissed his cheek and steadily headed down his neck.

“Julie we can’t.”

“Oh but we can, Remus.” Julie kissed his shoulders tenderly. Her hands caressed his stomach, and as her kisses moved lower, so did her hands, until finally they were resting on his belt.

“Don’t,” Remus warned half heartedly. Julie undid the buckle. “Stop it, Julie Ann,” he warned again. Julie undid the button and pulled down the zipper.She moved her inside his pants barely caressing him.

“I said stop it!” Remus pushed her aside and practically ran over to the other bed. He stumbled but caught himself on the bedpost and turned himself around.

Julie Ann was looking down at her lap, her hair a mess and covering her face. Remus was staring at her while breathing hard, holding up his trousers.

“We can’t do this Julie,” Remus said.

“Oh,” she said plainly. She stood up, grabbing her bag and robe, and walked for the door not looking at Remus. She opened the door and walked out. Julie’s heart was broken. He didn’t want her that was obvious.

“Hey Julie,” James said passing Julie on the way up to his dorm, Sirius and Peter with him.

“Having fun with Remus are we?” Sirius commented cheekily, taking note of her messy hair. Julie just continued down the stairs.

“What’s wrong with her?” Sirius looked at James. “She looked like Remus just dumped her.”

“Maybe he did,” Peter commented thoughtfully.

“Don’t be stupid, Peter,” James laughed. “Remus loves her like nothing else in the world, why would he end it with her?”

“That’s why he would,” Peter said. “You know how Remus acts. He always thinks that him being a- I mean his furry little problem is something people should avoid, meaning avoiding him. So if he loves her he wants the best for her, and in Remus’ mind, the best for her is not being with someone with a furry little problem.”

James and Sirius stared at Peter dumbfounded. “Bloody hell Wormtail, since when do you spout out some deep logic like that,” James asked. Peter simply shrugged and the group continued up the stairs.

“Wow, Um, hello there Moony,” Sirius said uneasily.

Remus was still standing there, holding the bed post and his pants, and panting, looking at the spot where Julie had been on his bed wide eyed.

“So, you and Julie didn’t brake up?” James asked slowly

Remus nodded his head.

“Did you shag her?” Sirius asked excitedly.

Remus shook his head.

“Then what happened?” James asked.

Remus sighed and slide to the floor. “I don’t know what to do,” he said exasperatedly. “I shouldn’t have gotten with her in the first place. This all going just to end up badly, I mean she is so beautiful and I love her, that’s why I never ended it. But I’m a, I’m a werewolf and I’m so, so, so damaged.”

“Jeez, Moony what are you talking about,” Sirius sighed, walking to his bed and flopping into it.

“Remus, why do you always do this? You even did it with us,” James said walking over to his friend and sitting next to him on the floor. “You wanted to be friends with us and that’s what you were. But then you did little things to push us away because of you being a werewolf. Then when we found out we accepted you, no matter how much you wanted us to leave you alone,” James joked trying to cheer him.

Remus smiled softly, but then he frowned. “I have been trying to push her away, but I don’t want to push her away.”

“Then why are you,” James asked knowingly.

“She shouldn’t want me!” Remus stood up and started dressing. “I can’t give her anything! I can only take things away from her! If things keep going like they are and I keeping falling in love with her, and we ever got married, I will take away her chance to have children because I refuse to pass this lycanthropy to a poor child! And if someone was to find out she was married to a werewolf she could get turned down for a job and what if her family doesn’t agree with her decision!” Remus was now completely dressed and was heading for the door. “I won’t let that happen to her! I’m going outside I need some air.”

“You don’t have to worry about any of that happening Remus,” James said loudly.

Remus stopped with his hand on the door, and turned around looking at James skeptically. ‘What?”

James stood up and stretched. “You said if things keep going as they are you might marry her. That’s not going to happen. When she was walking down the stairs just now, she looked absolutely heart broken. If things keep as they are, your American beauty might just go back to America.”

“Heart broken,” Remus echoed, remebering her sad exit.