Sloan didn't give her baby away instead she died in childbirth leaving Mark alone to raise him. Addison sees the chance to have the baby that she craves and swoops in to help her old friend and former lover. There are slight tones of Slexie but no worries Maddison is the end goal. The story is way better than the summary.

In the wake of Derek's Christmas Eve confession, he and Addison are forced to start working through their differences for a common goal: her survival. Set in Season 2, AU after 2x12. Reanimated in 2017. Updated June 2018. This story turns 8 years old in July and I am DETERMINED to update it before then so please don't give up!

They thought two continents and an ocean would be enough to keep lingering feelings from reigniting. They were wrong. An Addek story told by letters.

Kathryn finds out her lover of five years has been unfaithful. She reflects on her relationship and what had gone wrong.

After Voyager's return, Janeway and Tuvok build a future together.

Four times Blue says "I love you" and one time she doesn't. Or, in which, everything Yellow did was for love.

Kathryn Janeway's thoughts, regrets and hopes during the Year of Hell. 100-word drabbles following the episode timeline.

Maddison fic. Angsty and fluffy in places. Addison and Mark are reunited, but then torn apart, then pushed back together again by a disaster. Can they survive it? Because they are the best pairing and are beautiful and hot hot hot! R&R! FINISHED!

Holtzmann had a lot of knowledge stored in her head, but there were only two facts currently on her mind. The first fact being that she liked Dr. Erin Gilbert a lot, and the second, that National Sneak Some Zucchini Onto Your Neighbor's Porch Day was tomorrow. At first glance, the two pieces of information may seem unrelated, but Holtzmann knew that this would be legendary.

All Erin wants to do is lose herself in research and watch the Olympics. So why can't she get one dancing, backflipping engineer out of her head? or the one where Holtz tries to impress Erin with her nonexistent gymnastics skills and ends up hurting herself, but it works out pretty well in the end

When Erin's past comes knocking...who will be there to guard the door? Holtzbert endgame, Holtzmann/Erin.

After a revealing game of Truth, Holtzmann walks Erin home and offers to help her solve her "problem" (Or 11 pages of Holtzbert flirting, fluff and eventual sexy times...).

Addek one-shot, Addison misses being close to Derek

Sexual tension gets the best of Elliot and Olivia during an eight day stakeout.

For Rachel.

As soon as Olivia stepped through the door, Alex knew that they would not be going to Arthur Branch's New Year's Eve party... (some good old fashioned A/O hurt/comfort sex for New Year's)

He knows how to play her. He always has. Now he's using it against her again. In the abandoned Red Hook Grain Terminal, Olivia Benson and William Lewis have their last dance.

A series of one shots where Derek finds out about Meredith and Addison. Part 23: Derek, Mark and Callie all want the same thing, hints of Addex. Part 24: Because in the end they're just a pair of screw ups Addek-y Part 25: He knew, he always knew. COMPLETE

AU. Derek takes Addison out for a drink, which soon enough turns into a few too many. The two hit it off, but where does their budding relationship lead? Nice and lemony.

AU in which Misty never died (as it should have been), Madison never died (unfortunately). Cordelia and Misty become inseparable; their intense friendship is often mistaken for something less innocent.

"Addison is a green-juice drinking, relaxed, west coast woman now, so she doesn't pressure Stevens about why she's here." Izzie shows up in LA shortly after Addison's visit to Seattle. GA season 4, PP season 1. Contains Thai food, plenty of wine, a beach and Addison/Izzie. Prompted by Rach.

There were four times at Christmas Addison was alone, and one time where she wasn't. Maddison Christmas oneshot.

Tom decided when he was younger that the funny thing about drunk people - sometimes, the terrible thing about drunk people - is the ability of intoxication to reduce someone's personality to its essential elements.

Taking off from the Grey's Anatomy episode If/Then and it's extended scene with Mark, Addison, and Derek at the end; showing the years after Mark and the very pregnant Addison move back to New York, incorporating SVU's lovely Detective Olivia Benson. {AU}

She'd once told the redhead that she didn't just end up anywhere but now Callie Torres is thinking that maybe all the roads, all the choices she's ever made, have lead her here to this. - Caddison. Post Grey's s9 finale.

Maddison one shot. Mark's way of trying to get Addison to say something that he wants to hear. Smut.

Addison decides to get Alex back for getting her in trouble by forcing him to take a patient's children trick-or-treating. One shot!

"So I cross my heart and I hope to die, that I'll only stay with you one more night." If only it were that simple. Addisex one-shot set to Maroon 5's "One More Night."

They are two completely different people and she wasn't supposed to fall in love with her. They are both scarred by their pasts. When their feelings begin to interfere with their lives and their jobs, Amanda and Olivia must face what is happening between them. Olivia isn't ready but will her decision cost her the best thing she could ever have? [Rolivia]

"I'll make you a deal," Olivia whispers, her hot breath hitting Amanda's neck. "One night. Whatever you want, whatever you need." Rated M!

Casually exploiting the fact that Olivia Benson lives and works in the same city where Addison Shepherd used to live and work. With that, here are five times Addison and Olivia's paths crossed over the years.

Addison knows somethings wrong, she just doesn't want to tell Naomi. And when Meredith, Izzie and Bailey all have bad feelings, they know somethings going to happen; it's just not quite what the expected. Addison/Alex, Mer/Der, Izzie/Mark love.

Another series! The way it happened? I said: "Gimme a sentence and I'll write you a story!" Addek, Maddison, Merder to some extend ...whichever floats your boat.

She can't quite make herself leave when she's supposed to and finds herself standing outside his apartment door with a question burning in her mind. Regret, amends and unresolved sexual tension. One shot set post-GA 8.9 and PrP 5.9. Spoilers.

You might say they're sexcrazed, and maybe they are, but that doesn't mean they're not hopelessly in love. Addex/Addisex

Derek is forced to move on with his life after Addison mysteriously went missing. But the mystery gets more complicated when, seven years later, what he thought he always wanted just didn't turn out to be simple. Will be ADDEK. Slightly AU.

No one understands that for you, living has always been so freaking hard. Set mid-season two, Addison helps Meredith deal with her pain. Warning: Angst!fic. Contains mentions of self harm and suicidal thoughts.

It has begun to wear on her more, being the highest ranking officer out here. And as much as she loves her job, she doesn't need the added reminder of her burden in settings that have nothing to do with it.

After her one-night stand with Alex Karev and subsequent rejection, Addison goes down to LA to get pregnant the new-fashioned way: IVF. She does the procedure with a sperm donor, but the donor starts to bear a scary resemblance to a certain intern.

'I need sex, Cal! Heck, at this point, I'll even settle for a one-night-stand.' Unfortunately, or rather fortunately, for her, Teddy had overheard. Taking a stab at Teddison as suggested by Pandora007. Set in GA6X11 Blink.

'Cause when a heart break, it don't break even. Alex/Addison; set after 6x12

Izzie is caught doing something she shouldn't be, Addison is caught somewhere she shouldn't be, fun ensues. Izzie/Addison Femslash.

A lingering conversation outside of Joe's has some pretty serious consequences for Addison and Alex. "We think it would be best if... If you went into Witness Protection." Addex!

Forty eight hours later, someone's uploaded the video of his on air breakdown on YouTube and because that's just how his life works . . . it goes viral :: BenxLeslie

"The day before Thanksgiving you inivte 34 people over to our house, without asking me..." That famous Thanksgiving, hehe. Addek, of course! Rated M for make up sex in the end. you've been warned! But you'll know when to stop if you don't like smut...

Post 'TOW All The Rugby'. Rachel picking Chandler up from the airport is an act of friendship; what happens after that is something else entirely.

An unconventional series of events set in current canon for both shows. He promised he would never leave her.

Still-heartbroken friends Rachel and Chandler reunite. Together, they can console each other - and maybe try to pick up the pieces of their shattered lives. Randler. CxR

Addison and Alex go for a walk and play a game. Addex! oneshot.

Addison has cancer. Alex is John Doe. They're both dying and the doctors of Seattle Grace are fighting to keep them alive. Based on Season 5, George/Izzie death moment.

"Have you ever been alone in a crowded room?" Alex is always around when Addison is at her loneliest. Addison/Alex, oneshot.

"Addison?" Alex choked out, his eyes growing wide at the realization of just what he was doing to the woman standing in front of him the night before. "Oh, God," he groaned under his breath. "I can't believe I felt up my boss!"

Post- TOW The Girl From Poughkeepsie. That love is complicated is something both Rachel and Chandler know. But it's about to get more a lot more interesting for them...

Set in late Season 2, various points in time wherein Derek and Addison think that their marriage may just be on the road to reconciliation. Derek/Addison.

"I think," Alex said, her low voice imitating Olivia's purr, "that people began wearing wedding bands on their left hands because they used their right hand for more important things..." A/O oneshot, Magnetic Resistance universe.

Addison only had one mission to complete during her visit to Seattle: get in, save the patient and get out. That mission worked for about three seconds-then Alex Karev was put on the case to assist her. Mission? Not accomplished. Set in Piece of My Heart

So let's say, for the sake of argument, you're an intern. And let's say you have this boss... Just a little Addex oneshot to fix Desire. Based on the Willie Nelson song.

Once a month, Addison had a Fun Day: she would don scrubs and spend the entire day in St. Ambrose's OR. On one such day, she receives a surprise in the form of Alex Karev--and they're both shocked to find they're still attracted to each other. A lot.

She might as well be standing in front of one of those mall maps that say "You Are Here" except in this case, there's no map or arrow and all she knows is that She Is Here but where Here is is a secret that she's not in on. Oneshot. Addex!

Olivia goes undercover as an escort and is surprised to find out the identity of her client and even more surprised by the events that follow. Ensemble piece with some unexpected revelations and a lot of mush.

Silence again, and it’s then that you realize that it’s not an uncomfortable silence like it is with most people. Izzie and Addison take comfort in each other. First attempt at a story like this. :

Little late but... here's my take on what Amelia said. Mind the rating. Maddison, of course.

What happens when Olivia is working undercover at a lesbian bar and spots a familiar blonde?

A lack of dress code compliance in the bedroom causes a rift between Olivia and Alex. Femslash Alert.

After finding her now ex husband in bed with her now ex best friend, Addison Montgomery moves to Seattle and meets a rather captivating young intern. Mer/Add. R&R. Season one in AU.

“Don’t worry.” She clears her throat and Addison’s eyes meet hers. “We can still be awkward around each other.” Meredith/Addison femslash

A Prom-like event has everybody dressed up and talking about a certain redheaded doctor's dress. Oneshot. Addison/Alex.

Derek's sister invites everyone to the Shepherd Christmas celebration, including Addison. What happens when they all collide, Derek arriving with Meredith in toe. Addek.

A visit to New York, an accident, some realizations and having to be okay. One shot. Pairing: Mark/Addison, some Mark/Lexie. Warning: character death.

UPDATED! Alex and Addison have been ending up in supply closets together. But when Alex's feelings take a turn for the protective, problems arise. Alex&Addison, Mark&Izzie

Daughter of heaven, oh daughter of now/ the stars are you jewels; the moon is your crown/ we all stand in awe at your right to astound/ she's gone to a new place now." Alex hasn't slept in 48 hours. Addison/Alex. WARNING: Character death. Oneshot.

After Derek's sudden death in a motorcycle accident, Meredith sinks further into depression and devastation. Addison comes to Seattle for the funeral, but stays to cover a maternity leave. How death affects them both. Meredith/Addison femslash fic, angsty

Liz/Jack. Nothing so beautiful should go unappreciated.

Takes place during the crossover. An AU version of what would have happened if the patient Derek had to go back for was Archer instead of Jen

Addison's thoughts on Derek's goodbyes. Ficlet. Pairing: Derek/Addison

Alex and Addison invent with a new way of arguing. Addison/Alex oneshot.

... But you can't hide. Alex Karev has unexpectedly swept all before him in his career, or out-Cristina'd Cristina as Izzie likes to put it, but it's been an empty success. He needs a new start, and it isn't going to be in California. Alex and Addison

A non-incestuous story about Archer and Addison's relationship. As Addison watches her brother slip into a coma, she remembers all that he's done for her - and reflects on how special he is to her. I'm trying something new.

When an amnesiac redhead, dyed black for reasons unknown, is admitted to the hospital after a car crash, she quickly forms a bond with the Dr. taking care of her. As she struggles to remember, it becomes clear that her past is darker than imagined. ADDEX

New York. Christmas Eve 2009. One shot. Pairing: Mark/Addison. References to Mark/Lexie and Kevin/Addison.

First date - relationship - meet the family - anniversary - marriage. Except that's not really the way they do things. Alex/Addison

Two weeks after the funeral, and five days since he’d exited the apartment, he had a visitor. J/P

Nails scratching down her back, tousled hair over her shoulders, hungry kisses tasting of vodka and orgasms to bring the world to a crashing halt An IzzieAddison relationship which started as a drunk one nightstand progresses through the years.Femslash

Set during the S2 finale, I reinterpret and change the outcome of the episode so that it is geared toward Derek and Addison being together. There's discussion of punch spiking, more dancing than ever necessary at a hospital prom.

Izzie knows this isn’t right. This is actually so far from right, that right is just a tiny little dot in the distance." Izzie/Addison, set sometime before Desire in season 3.

He finds validation in the subway tunnels for the life he never thought he'd be living. MarkAddison.

Alex/Olivia - Alex has a little secret...and we all know how good Olivia is at making people spill their secrets... This was kind of meant to be a one shot, but the feedback has been lovely so I might continue it after I finish my current A/O story

My dark and twisty version of Addison and Derek's relationship. Set in AU Season 2. Addisoncentric. Angst. Motherhood. Depression. Etc. Multiple POVs. Not sympathetic to McDreamy.

Addison/Derek one shot based on Tori Amos' China. Addison tries to bridge the growing gap in her marriage to Derek.

Addison and Derek adopt a goldfish. Set mid-season 2.

An A/U take on a different way that Derek and Addison could have made it to Seattle.

AddisonAlex MeredithDerek MarkIzzie Addek friendship. Something terrible happens to Addison and it's a long road to recovery.

Set in the Grey in L.A. universe. Meredith/Addison request oneshot. Meredith and Addison spend the night trying to figure out their relationship and how it connects to everything. Some porn, some angst.

IzzieAddie fluffy Christmas oneshot. The GA residents share their favourite memories around the fire.

How I think the moment between Addison and Alex in the church should have gone...

Derek comes home late again and Addison's PMSing. A short, sharp oneshot about fighting and making up when you're a couple on the rocks. AddisonDerek.

A brief oneshot through the eyes of Addison. A look into the life of someone who has mastered hiding behind a façade.

What if, instead of making out in the NICU, Addison and Alex slept together? How would this affect their relationship? AddexAddisex focused, with substantial MarkAddison and AddisonDerek mention. Post 3x03. Now complete with sequel.

Izzie and Addison face the biggest challenge of their relationship when Addison is diagnosed with ovarian cancer. Five chapters take us through Addison's fight and Izzie's memories. Can love survive death? Warning: canon character death.

Izzie hates Star Wars. Really, really can't stand it. But it's one of those things she's embarrassed to dislike, because it's one of those things that if you have a degree in science you usually automatically love. AddisonIzzie

Addison and Alex friendshiprelationship progression.

It's times like these, moments like this one, that make Addison believe in the magic of moonlight. Addisex. Rated for light smut.

Eventual Addisex...dealing with Alex rejecting Addison. Inspired by Annie Lennox song, loosely, but not really songfic. Please R&R

A story about building & rebuilding relationships, Addison deals with the aftermath of her divorce and the feeling that she doesn't have anyone who cares when something else comes up to complicate things even more. AddisonMark pairing. MerMark friendship.

Too short to be a one shot, too long to be a drabble. Image of Izzie and Addison. Addison is emotionally upset and unsure. Izzie comforts her and learns something new about her girlfriend.

Post 3x18. Addison and Alex grapple with professional aspirations and personal yearnings. AddisonAlex. COMPLETED series. [Ch. 13. Alex completes his training. Our pair moves forward. Final chapter.]

The truth is that they had already met.' AddisonMeredith. Femslash.

Full Title: This is the Way She Would Spend Her New Year’s [To Fix Christmas]. This fic is the sequel to: This is Not the Way She Would Spend Her Christmas. 'Izzie doesn't know what her New Year's resolution this year should be.' AddisonIzzie. Femslash.

Izzie does not like to do Alex any favours.' IzzieAddison. Femslash.

In the wake of the ferry disaster, Addison struggles to find herself again among the men in her life. A continuation of my oneshot ‘Simple’. AddisonAlex, strong mentions of AddisonMark, AddisonDerek.

Mark and Addison and Derek through the years. [MarkAddison]

New Years Eve party. What will the stroke of midnight bring for these characters when they are forced to make decisions about themselves, as well as others. MerDer, Addex & Mizzie R&R! Songfic for Trick Pony! LAST CHAPTER UP!

Fast forward fifteen or so years, and you find yourself in Washington, those early days of geekdom far behind you… AddisonIzzie.

Sometimes, we live our life in chains, never knowing we have the key. Addison's realization of her betrayal gives her something she never expected. Oneshot and my first posted fic on here!

Izzie is broken. So is Addison. AddisonIzzie.

Meredith seeks forgiveness, of a sort. Spoilers for up to 2.27. Femslash.

In the aftermath of the events of It's the End of the World and As We Know It, Addison confronts Derek.

So this is what it feels like to be ripped apart. [Addison]

After the disastrous wedding, Ross follows Emily to London, leaving behind a heartbroken Rachel. JR, a bit of CM

Maybe the perfect goodbye is the one that makes you stay. Alternate ending. One shot. RossRachel.

When Ross returns from China with Julie, Rachel does something -- and someone -- unexpected. Warning: Strong sexual themes, strong language, and constant nicotine abuse.

When Rachel brings home a set of red satin sheets, a night of surprises with Joey follows.