Dean's letter to Cas. Set after Twist and Shout.

Anything I put here will give away spoilers, so let's just say that Dean finished living his life, just like Cas told him to. As it said in the title, this is purely fan-written, and I do NOT claim Twist and Shout as my own piece. This is simply to bring myself closure. v v"

What Dean could've written after 'Dear Cas.' This story is based on Twist and Shout. The story was written by gabriel and standbyme. It is wonderfully written and I am by no means trying to change it. It is great the way it is. It would be recommended that you read that story before reading this. Dean/Cas

(An alternate ending to Twist and Shout. Please read that first, or this won't make much sense.) Dean, having run away, needs to deal with his feelings and get Cas back, by any means possible, including talking about his problems. M for disturbing themes and a bad word.