The Exploration:

Alec's collar: http://www.flickr.com/photos/mockingbirdlane/5582743005/in/set-72157623574560296

"I try not to encourage psychopaths but they always seem to get the wrong idea."

_Edit May 18, 2014_ I've moved to AO3 indefinitely and the chances of me posting here are pretty slim so those of you who'd like to follow me over there and see any of my new stories my username is Take_Me_To_My_Fragile_Dreams

"I see your new house. Now, would you mind moving it?"

Things you should know about me:

I am a die hard yaoi fan (and damn proud of it!)

I hate stories where the plotline moves so fast the characters are meeting one day and then proffessing their love the next. (its all about the build up people, besides, you get more sexual tension that way ;)

I almost always find a way to weave angst into my stories (its my fucked up mind! It does things if I don't give it what it wants! O.O)

And lastly... Reviews are a drug and I'm addicted! ;)

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"Punch me in the face." -Sherlock

"Punch you?" -John

"Yes, punch me. In. The. Face. Can you hear me?" -Sherlock

"I... always hear 'punch me in the face' when you're speaking, but it's usually sub-text." -John

Upcoming Stories:

*Note: These stories may or may not end up happening, most of them are just ideas that hit me in a moment and still have many flaws that need to be worked out. However, if you see an idea that you REALLY want to see, PM me and I'll see what I can do. :)*

TMI Series:

The Consequences of 'Forever' and 'Never'

-Multi. chaptered

Pairing: Malec

Rating: M

Summary:

"Magnus, I can't leave you." Alec whispered softly, sad blue eyes gazing up at him through strands of ebony.

Magnus scowled. "What the hell do you mean you 'can't leave me'?! I left you; you leaving me is kinda part of the deal."

Alec sighed. "No, Magnus; I literally can't leave you." When all he got was a confused glance he continued on, smiling painfully. "You see, I made a promise about 'forever' and Shadowhunter's can't break promises..."

(set after CoLS)

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A Cat's Intuition

-one-shot (has the possibility to have multiple chapters)

Pairing: Malec

Rating: Probably T

Summary:

The Chairman doesn't know what inspired his owner to be such an idiot and certainly doesn't know why Alec let him become one, however, he isn't about to sit back and watch it all.

"Chairman, you have got to stop following me!"

Jeez, what would they do without him?

(contains CoLS spoilers)

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A Warlock's Displeasure (or his... qestionable ways of showing it)

-one-shot

Pairing: Malec

Rating: M (EXTREMLY smuty)

Summary:

Magnus isn't pleased with the way the waiter keeps flirting with his Alec while they're on their date. So what better way to show him that Alec is off limits then to practically sexually assualt the Shadowhunter in front of the whole resurant?-

"Why-Why are you d-doing this?" Alec moaned, hands fisting into the Warlock's jacket.

"You think I didn't notice you flirting with the waiter?!" Magnus growled, eyes flashing as he flexed his hands possesively around the Shadowhunter's waist.

Alec let out an inteligable sound. "He was asking for my order!"

-And to think, Magnus was supposed to be the one capable of expressing himself with words!

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Redemption Is A Bitter Thing

-possibly mutli. chaptered

Pairing: Malec

Rating: T or M

Summary:

Magnus is attacked by demons and who other then Alec comes to his rescue? After all, even if Magnus said he never wanted to see him again, Magnus will always come first for Alec. Always. ...Now if only the Warlock would see that.

"I was an idiot; but Magnus! I swear by the Angel that I would never have shortened your life! ...I never meant to hurt you..."

(contains CoLS spoilers)

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Sickness & Health (But Mostly Sickness)

-collection of one-shots

Pairing: Malec

Rating: T or M

Summary:

Through sickness and health, that was the saying. Magnus and Alec just wish there wasn't so much sickness. A collection of one-shots (mostly non-related) revolving around various states of sickness, because I'm a sucker for a sweet and caring Magnus and a just as loving Alec.

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The Soul Knows

-Multi. Chaptered

Pairing: Malec

Rating: Probably M

Summary:

Death is supposed to be infinte. There are no second chances, no go backs... So how was this possible?

"Alec," Magnus began uncertaintly. "You're dead."

Alec snorted, frowning as he rolled his eyes. "Magnus, clearly I am not dead."

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How to Skin A Cat

-Multi. Chaptered

Pairing: Malec

Rating: M

Summary:

Honestly! You'd think Alec would know by now not to trust anything in Magnus' fridge!

"Alec... You - You're -" Magnus faltered, staring hoplessly down at him. "You're a cat." When he got nothing but a irritated blink in response he threw his hands up incrediously. "A cat."

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Beautiful Imperfections

-Multi. Chaptered

Pairing: Malec

Rating: M

Summary:

Alec is a boy with a dark past, he's been from foster home to foster home with no signs of improvement. This is his last chance. Magnus is a recently recovered patient who visits the woman who helped him, helping her with new cases. He's immediatly drawn to the withdrawn boy with the pretty blue eyes. Can Magnus save Alec in time?

"Broken things can't be loved, Magnus. They can ony be thrown away." -Alec

"You're to important to throw away." -Magnus

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The World I Thought I Knew

-Multi. Chaptered

Pairing: Malec

Rating: M

Summary:

'Don't go into the woods.' That was the first thing Alec learned as a child. Bad things lived in the woods, horrible terrible demon-like things. 'Never under any circumstances go into the woods.' That's what he was told, that is what he knew. ...If only he'd listened.

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Forever and Alone

-Milti. Chaptered

Pairing: Malec

Rating: M

Summary:

It's been over four months since Alec and Magnus broke up and Jace has had it with Alec's moping. So with Isabelle's help he finally manages to threaten, er, convince Alec to come out of the Institute. Satisfied when he sees Alec finally coming back out of his shell he thinks that maybe things will finally be alright... That is until they run into a certain Warlock... In the arms of another man.

A fic about how one stupid mistake can change everything, how one person can destroy another, and how love can make people do stupidhorribleterrible things. (Because I'm so tired of the fics where it's always Alec's fault.)

-Inspired by the song: Bulletproof Love by Pierce the Veil: "...It was the best time of my life. But now I sleep alone. So darling, don't, don't wake me up. Cause' my thrill is gone. (Say I'm wrong!) In the sunset turning red behind the smoke... Forever and alone."-

"Sometimes...you can cry until there's nothing wet in you. You can scream and curse to where your throat rebels and raptures. You can pray, all you want, to whatever God you think will listen. And still it makes no difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you. And you know that if it ever did relent...it would not be because it cared." -Jhonen Vasquez