well hi im not such a good writer and i right random stuff so if you dont like it its not to be mean but fuck off!!!

im short

dark brown hair and eyes

skin: color tan

random person when ever i want to be random

my fav motto: is idk and i guess

age: why would you want to know

ok so i just wanted to say that i might start a new story so this is a prologue or something like that :P

the story is about a girl's life is awfull and she meets a guy and he shows her the world. he is a vampire and when she knows about his he leaves and this happens to her.

well here i am in the top of the building and i had said y goodbyes to almost everyone... GOOD BYE world. this was it i jumped off the 20 floor high building. the thisng were you dee ur life flash before ur eyes thats not true. But i did think about my family and how my brothers and sister would life the horrible world that i had lived. my parents...i didnt even think about them they are the ones pushed me to do this. all they did i know it was for my good but they took it far. Now i was seeing the floor and i closed my eyes.

well if you like this well can you atlest send a message and ill try to update soon.

Extra stuff:)

Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school,

He told his friends that it was cool,

And when he pulled the trigger back,

It shot with a great, huge crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,

I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!

When I went to school that day,

I never said good-bye.

I'm sorry that I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.

When Johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another,

And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,

And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.

And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now

And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best

Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest

Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,

And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass

Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though. deserves this.

But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry.

Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest,

But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest

When I heard that great, big crack, I ran as fast as I could

please listen to me if you would,

I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new

I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo

I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,

I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.

But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,

Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry I to cancel the date. I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true

And Mommy all I need to say is, "Mommy, I love you"

In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech
Students Who Were Lost

Please if you would,
Don't smash this on the ground.

If you pass this on,

Maybe people will cry,

Just keep this in your heart,

For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".

Now you have 2 choices,

1) Pass this on, and show people you care, re-post as
"Try Not To Cry"
2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how
cold-hearted you really are...

Guy's point of view

This is very cute! And even written by a guy!

You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99 of girls don't
realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that
he has moved on to someone who will take notice.

From a guys point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other guys.

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room
and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us
off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without
even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a
little concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we
freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.

Take Advantage of the mood I'm in.

LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD'

We enjoy doing it.

It's expected.

Smile and say 'thank you.'

Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the
need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you
own.

We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.

Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's
or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don't talk about how hot Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is
in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for
that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'.

I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!'
instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand I'm not saying I wouldn't like it either.

Girls: I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A
GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCH HIS SORRY
DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION , AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH
UTTER RESPECT

Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes...and
say 'i love you' ...AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

Give the nice guys a chance

Holding Hands- Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a
couple of times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

Cuddling- Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold.
Guys : Automatically move closer to her.

Movies- Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your
head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

Loving each other- Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into
her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too...
And
mean it.

Laying below the stars- Girls : When you're both laying under the stars,
put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady
heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now
make a wish about something you would like to happen Between you and your
crush...

guys: no grabbing!

Stop!! Stop!! Stop!! Stop!!

If you haven't stopped seriously stop!

Guys re-post this if you agree.

Girls re-post this if you think it's cute.

Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the
girls that read this will re-post this

Try Not To Cry

The Stupid Test! Teehee. (put an x next to the one that is you, than in the end, add up all of the x's. if you have 18 or less, than u r not stupid.) p.s. this is not a real test, just something for fun!

(x) Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.

( ) Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.

( ) You have run into a glass/screen door.

(x) You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. (Haha it was only one of those powerwheels...)

(x) You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.

total so far=3

( ) You have run into a tree.

(x) It IS possible to lick your elbow.

( ) You just tried to lick your elbow.

(x) You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star have the same rhythm. (I never knew it until I read this!)

(x) You just tried to sing them.

( ) You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.

(x) You have choked on your own spit.

(x) You have seen the the Matrix and still don’t get it.

( ) You didn’t notice that in the last question “the” was spelled twice

( ) You just looked at it.

( ) Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde/has blonde in it.

(x) People have called you slow.

total so far=9

(x) You have accidentally caught something on fire.

( ) You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes/cheek.

(x) You have caught yourself drooling. (Dreaming of hot guy...what can I say?)

( ) You’ve fallen asleep in class.

(x) If someone says “fart” you laugh. (Even though it isn't very mature, yes!)

(x) You just laughed. (So?!)

(x) Sometimes you just stop thinking.

(x) You tell a story and forget what you were talking about. (It just means my mind thinks about more than one thing at a time!)

( ) People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you.

( ) You are often told to use your “inside voice”.

(x) You use your fingers to do simple math. (It makes math easier!)

total so far= 16

( ) You have eaten a bug.

(x) You are taking this test when you should be doing something important (yeah my homework hahaha)

( ) You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it.

( ) You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand, pocket, head, etc.

total so far= 17

( ) You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t even when you know it won’t happen to you. (I hate those chain text messages!)

(x) You break a lot of things. (Sadly)

( ) Your friends know not to use big words around you.

(x) You sometimes tilt your head when you’re confused. (It's not like I do it on purpose!)

( ) You have fallen out of your chair before. (All because of a sharpie...)

(x) When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling. (Yeah, or I just think.)

Total all together=20 (So it's over 18, but that doesn't mean I'm that dumb... maybe a little)