*I stopped fighting my inner demons. We're on the same side now.*

I started in Fan Fic by reading some of the incredible Supernatural stories here to help me survive the HELLatus and within a couple of months decided to try my hand at writing.

I first published 4/2/11 and to date have eight stories.

My biggest project Family Secrets is now completed with 53 chapters. It was a year in the making and a labor of love... my love for Supernatural and... Soulless Sam/Sam. It is an AU starting in Sam's year of being soulless and taking him through getting his soul back and reintegrating it. It is a HET love story with a lot of action.

I am considering a PreQuel to Family Secrets… The movies do it… why can’t I. Lots of ideas in my head for that.

Family Secrets:Prquel is now started (as of 6/23/12). And finished.

Always my Supernatural stories are about the hunts... monsters... demons... and angels... because that's what the show is. There is romance, family angst and moments but always the hunt… Saving lives and Killing Things…

8/21/13 My next story Soul Survivoris now started two chapters in and I've veered from my path of always being about the hunt. (Never say always. *eye roll*) This is an AU to the year between seasons 7 & 8. Because I just can't accept the line that Sam didn't even try to find Dean. AND the back story with Amelia is just lame. I'm not blaming the actress. She's probably a good actress given decent lines and a decent script, but I think the writers must have put themselves to sleep when they were writing Sam's back story. Totally out of character and not believable at all. Soul Survivor deals with Sam's grief and guilt at losing Dean and being the only one left. He does meet a girl, as well as other people. She saves him in more ways than one.

I'm a southern girl... so you may see some 'southernisms' in my writing but I think it goes quite well with the boys and Bobby. I'm a Sam girl. Can you tell from my writing? But I love Dean too and there's a special spot in my heart for Bobby. I like John as well and I have written him as firm but not mean, because I just think in spite of being tortured and obsessed, he loved his boys and it couldn't have been all bad or his sons wouldn't have grown up to be such awesome men. And JDM is just hot!

I write for my own enjoyment and self-exploration, but to say that I don't care about or enjoy getting reviews would not be accurate. I love to get comments and reviews. I think it helps to spur my muse to get creative. Comments and reviews are like fuel. I can see how many hits and how many visitors... I can see how many favorites and how many alerts and those are great to know... also fuel... But they are impersonal and someone who takes a minute to drop a line and say the story's good or that a particular part or line was great helps the writer to hone her skills. So I'm always thankful for comments and reviews. I try to follow my own advice here when I read as well.

Cat

Shoot for the moon… even if you miss *Fuck!* you’re in outer space!

If this isn't making sense; It doesn't make it lies.

Superunknown - Soundgarden -Christopher Cornell; Kim Thayil

God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes.

'Cause then you really might know what it's like to sing the blues.

Then you really might know what it's like.

What It's Like – Everlast

There's a million sad stories on the side of the road.

Strange how we all just got used to the blood.

Millions of stories that'll never be told

Silent and froze in the mud.

I know a cold as cold as it gets.

I know a darkness that's darker than coal,

A wind that blows as cold as it gets

Blew out the light of my soul.

Cold As It Gets – Patty Griffin