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Joined 06-08-14, id: 5788907, Profile Updated: 06-27-14

The Way I used To LOVE You by: dvena schleig Chp.1 ( Austin and Ally FANFICTION)

The feeling of being infinite is like lasting a million years without a thoughts trashing up your mind. Its a great numbness that takes you into a place where you don't have to worry about everything around you. Its just you, simple as that. Gliding along with no strings attached. And you try so hard to feel that way but can't, you're hurting badly. Even if anyone else can't see it. The feeling sounds so much like love, doesn't it? Thats how I felt when I was with him. The one I used to love. Or is he the one I still love? Why does everything have to be so...huh...complicated. Sometimes guys can be so hard to read. How could have I've known what he was thinking at that exact moment when everything came crashing down? And because of it our friendship was fading. Why did I have to be so stupid?! I pushed myself into thinking something thinking you would have changed his feelings. Now I'm all alone in the pouring rain walking home. I guess I deserve this. And everything that goes along with it. I didn't didn't pay attention attention to his voice or my soaking clothes. I just want to make it home, shut my door and remain unreal from the rest of them. I don't want to feel anymore. Cause when do I end up making a big mess for not just me, but for him.

Two months ago everything was fine between me a Austin. I was working on a friday afternoon after school in Sonic Boom, standing at my post waiting for a customer. The shop was empty and so quite. Usually the place was packed but I guess people were to busy. Its was a friday night of course! Everyone was having fun partying with there .