i dont knwo how to start this out so im going to start just rambling on about my lyerics and poems and myself within it. what is love when you have no love are you are not loved by someone else? how does one person get loved when they havent feel it, or even experience it? if we have more people in this world that cared it would be a better place. i see people around with guns in their car and with girls i see knives in their purse. whaat has our world come to? when my mom talk to me about the "good 'ol days" she makes it sound like so peaceful and happy and cherritable. and when i come back to this world, all i see is hatred and coruption and evil. God made this world for us to be like Jesus!!! where is that? we have to be like Christ and yet, there is so much hatred! but one thing i love about my life is, my friends and my family. without my friends, i prolly go insane, even though i already am. but my friends put in a world that is some what like the good 'ol days. they make me so happy, and joyfilled, that i forget sometimes that im in this life. My two bestest friends ever, they are like my brother and my sister. i love my sister! she makes my life sound so easy when her life sounds, to me, really chaotic, and busy with homework and test and everything else. what i love about her is that she takes time out of her day and writes the world away, writes everything that is on her mind. half of her stories are so good and i love them all! but she also juggles her own personal life. and my brother, oh i love him so. when i talk to him he literally makes my world disapear. i can tell him anything and he wouldnt not mind, he is always there for me and i need him. his mind is so skaterbrainded that i love it, he comes up with the most random shit ever! and i love that about him. he helps me forget what hardships i go through. as you can see i love all of my friends!!!! love them all!!! i always tell myself when i am down, when there is a death in the world there is always a new person being born. and that is true. not to be depressing but, everyday someone dies, but somewhere else in the world there is someone being born. even though i really hate people asking my what is my personality like, the only thing i can come up with is, imma happy go lucky kind of person, i can be REALLY random, but most of the time im pretty laid back kind of person. i have ADHD so that makes me REALLY hyper, my friend are witnesses to that, and other times i can be very skateredbrainded (which i hate being it usually leads me to being confused) but my zodiac sign is a Aries, and yes if u got to the Chinnesse restaurant and see the date of birth im a monkey that is also my personality. but my down falls of me is, that i can be VERY VERY lazy, and i am very very hardheaded about my beliefs and VERY opinionated, i am one of those people that if you ask me a question i will bluntly tell you what i think and it can be hurtful, but i try not to be like that to much, and i will admitt it i can be a bitch at time, only when it is my time of the month and when i dont like someone's opinion about something. and yes yes yes i am a German! i LOVE LOVE LOVE ABSOLUTELY LOVE GERMAN HISTORY!!!!! it is the most interesting history that i came across, and yes even though this reflects the opposite of me but i ABSOLUTELY LOVE studying the Holocaust. even though it is a dark period in time, i love it, it makes me wonder and i want to know more about it. ok now to my music taste! i love screamo, alternative, rock, classical rock, hiphop (only when im dancing) and neoclassical rock. i have a new liking in a type of music is the rock music that has orchestra in it but it is still considered rock or screamo, like nightwish!!!! my favorite band is avenged sevenfold, i know and will always love all of their songs, my personal favorite is welcome to the family!!! now it is time for my interest or hobbie, as u already know, i LOVE to dance. i have been dancing for 11 years and i still dance to this day, i am curently trying to make up a dance for a group of friends that i have!!! anyways, i like to sing, and paint, and write music and poems about what i go through in my life, so when u read my lyerics they are things that i had went through in my life and i just put them in my song. but i also love to talk on the phone, and talk on facebook and myyearbook and alot more places to. |