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Joined 02-24-12, id: 3757602, Profile Updated: 03-02-12
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I try to give my best smile,

But its gonna take me a while,

I'm not pretty, I'm not,

Beautiful no I'm not.

Oh oh oh oh oh

Tryin to get my voice heard,

but no one will hear a word.

I'm not pretty I'm not,

Beautiful no I'm not.

Oh oh oh oh,

Oh oh oh oh,

Why, oh Why am I this ugly?

What must I do to be able to smile brightly and just like and feel free?

I'm angry again, why can't I ever be perfect?

I look into the broken mirror and see my face, what did I expect?

Please don't look at me, I am someone I don't wanna be,

I wanna run away to somplace,

I just wanna escape,

Stop telling me all these lies!

I think I'm ugly,

And nobody wants to love me,

Just like her, I wanna be pretty,

I wanna be pretty, don't lie to my face

Tellin me I'm pretty. I think I'm ugly

And nobody wants to love me,

Just like her I wanna be pretty,

I wanna be pretty, don't lie to my face,

Tellin me I'm pretty, cuz I know I'm ugly.

Don't try to tell me you understand.

My ugly, crooked heart may come to dislike you,

Even if its not what I planned.

Don't force me to talk. I know I'm not the right one for you

The cold thorns in your piercing gaze are suffocating me,

What should I do?

Don't come closer please, I don't want you to worry about me,

I wanna leave and go someplace,

And to yell without grace:

"Stop telling me all these lies!"

I think I'm ugly,

And nobody wants to love me,

Just like her I wanna be pretty,

I wanna be pretty,

Don't lie to my face,

Tellin me I'm pretty,

I think I'm ugly,

And nobody wants to love me,

Just like her I wanna be pretty,

I wanna be pretty,

Don't lie to my face,

Tellin me I'm pretty,

Cause I know I'm ugly.

All alone, I'm all alone,

All alone, I'm all alone,

Even in those times I cried,

There was no one by my side.

All alone, I'm all alone.

(I've always been alone)

All alone, I'm all alone,

Even in the times I cried,

There was no one by side,

Who held their arms open wide,

I think I'm ugly,

And nobody wants to love me,

Just like her I wanna be pretty,

I wanna be pretty,

Don't lie to my face,

Tellin me I'm pretty,

I think I'm ugly,

And nobody wants to love me,

Just like her I wanna be pretty,

I wanna be pretty,

Don't lie to my face,

Temmin me I'm pretty,

I know I'm ugly.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists

I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz

I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.

I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.

I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER so I WILL go to hell.

I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm ATHEIST so i MUST hate the world.

I don't have a RELIGION, so I must be evil and have no morals.

I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore...

I'm a DANCER, So i must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore

I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.

I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.

I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals

I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".

I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!!

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin. (so everyone says)

I HAVE STRAIGHT A's, so I MUST have no social life.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.

I have Big BOOBS so I MUST be a hoe.

I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.

I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.

I hang out with GAYS, so I must be GAY TOO.

I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited

I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13

I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy

I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy

I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas

I'm a STONER so i MUST be going in the wrong direction

I'm a VIRGIN so i MUST be prude

I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so i must be violent.

I'm a FRMALE GAMER, so I must be ugly...or crazy...

I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.

I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so i MUST be fat.

I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.

I'm a SKATER so i must do weed and steal stuff

I'm a PUNK so i must only wear black and date only other punks

I'm ASIAN so i must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7

I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.

I'm MIXED so i must be screwed up.

I'm MUSLIM so i MUST be a terrorist.

I'm in BAND, so i MUST be a dork.

I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA

I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect

I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black

I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil

FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.

BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.

BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!

FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin "DAMN! We fucked up!"

FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.

BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.

FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.

BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial.

FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.

BEST FRIENDS: Loses your shit and tells you, "My bad...here's a tissue."

FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.

BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story...

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.

BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME."

FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.

BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.

FRIENDS: Are only through highschool/college. (aka: drinking buddies)

BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.

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The Lost Note: Aya's Story Part 2 reviews
Thank you to those who read my first chapter . It means a lot to me. Sorry it took forever to get the second part published...But highschool's been cruel. I'll try and work faster in the future. I hope you enjoy the second as much as the first!
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,291 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/27/2012 - unknown, L
The Lost Note: Aya's Story
Aya is the outcast at Whammy's. Strange to say...When they all are outcasts. She decided to leave England and sneak over to Japan, keeping track of L's investigation of the Kira case. She becomes then meets L and becomes the youngest member of the TF...
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,825 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/28/2012 - L