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 Author has written 43 stories for Misc. Plays/Musicals, Death Note, Seraph of the End/終わりのセラフ, and Warcraft. NEWS July 21, 2018: Yes, I'm still around :) Just a quick note because I get at least 2 requests per week from writers wanting me to help them with something that goes beyond advice or tips on writing/being a paid writer. While I'm always happy to give advice on your writing or tips to become a professional writer, and that chatting a few minutes is okay, please bear in mind that I am, indeed, a professional, and that if you ask me to help you edit a 50K story, proofread your whole novel or want a several hours long coaching, I'll definitely send you my rates. And if you feel offended by that, then you lack basic respect for my work and we won't work together. Thank you for your understanding. I am focusing on original fiction and my career as a writer right now so I'm sorry to say there won't be a lot of updates from now on. As I have said before, all my stories are always completed, and if it's not here, it will be as a novel. I love my stories so much, and they are mostly AU, so I decided to rework them and turn them into novels. So please follow me on my pro Facebook page or my website (cloudbusting dot fr) :) I want to thank each of you who has supported me during all these years that I grew up as a writer here. It's hard to express how grateful I am that I can now have a successful career as a writer and do the best job in the world because of all the love you sent my way. I love you guys! Some stories have been deleted for publication purposes: - The Zoo Hypothesis - Mello of Love aka Unscripted FANART SeishunChaos for The Zoo Hypothesis ChocoholicxGamer for The Zoo Hypothesis Miharu_is_Harukas_Love_Child for Lithium TRANSLATIONS I don't allow any translation of my fics, in any language, unless you have asked me and I have specifically said yes in written form and that you're able to prove it. Especially not in French since I'm able to do it myself. CO-AUTHORING (please keep in mind that although 2 of these stories are unfinished, I have no idea if they ever will be, since it's not in my hands anymore at that point.) Dlvvanzor and I have created a shared account under the name of Goggles and Chocolate, for all our cowritten fics, excluding You've Got Mail that was already posted on my account so it won't be reposted. |
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When We Dance by WammygirlZ reviews
I hope that you realize you're everything to me. I hope you know that it scares me because I've never relied on anyone else before. I hope that you understand why I can't speak sometimes when I'm around you. And I hope that I make you happy. But most of all, I hope that you feel safe when you're here with me. I hope you like it when we dance, even if I stumble a bit.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 43,402 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 10/29/2013 - Published: 3/25/2013 - Mello, Matt
My Deer by fake-lis reviews
AU: Matt and Mello are animal halflings, living lives as their respective animals until their paths cross. Will the predator follow nature's course or will he give in to his own unnatural instincts?
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 10,429 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 4/20/2013 - Published: 3/26/2013 - Matt, Mello - Complete
February 1st, 2013 by Josephine Falnor reviews
SPOILERS FOR END OF THE SERIES. One-shot. A last look at the preparations Mello had made for Matt's 21st birthday.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,030 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/1/2013 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Erotomanic by Ambyrawrawr reviews
'I knew he loved me. His body language screamed it. Though he was just playing with me, always saying 'No, I don't love you.' Even when he does. 'Mihael, go home. Stop bothering me. I don't love you.' That hurt. Why couldn't he admit it'
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 8,668 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 10/13/2012 - Published: 2/17/2012 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Anguish by xxTheInsaneOnexx reviews
Matt and Mello had been together forever. But Mello couldn't reach out to him-couldn't find out what he was thinking.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,817 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/24/2011 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Praying To Be Saved by Josephine Falnor reviews
*Spoilers for those who haven't read/seen all of Death Note!* Mello leaves Matt at Whammy's House after L's death. When everything comes down to relying on Matt to save him, will Matt come and how will he react? Mello's POV. Rated T for language.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 15,440 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 5/28/2010 - Published: 7/4/2009 - Mello, Matt
Precious Moments by Josephine Falnor reviews
Entries for the 30kisses challenge on livejournal. Collection of one-shots. Series: Death Note. Pairing: MelloxMatt. Rating: T. Point of view will switch between Matt and Mello.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,496 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 5/15/2010 - Published: 10/7/2009 - Mello, Matt
Chocolate Kisses by XxDonMelloxX reviews
Mat and Mello share a Christmas alone together, and each find that they're not the only to have harbored feelings for the other.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 31 - Words: 50,335 - Reviews: 172 - Favs: 156 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 2/8/2010 - Published: 12/4/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Solicitation by fake-lis reviews
AU. Mello is too busy climbing the corporate ladder to take a break. Hoping for a reprive, he does what any good businessman would: get stark-raving drunk! But he isn't alone when he wakes up the next morning... MelloxMatt. AU fic.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 8,427 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 12/10/2009 - Published: 11/28/2009 - Mello, Matt
Burning the Midnight Oil by fake-lis reviews
Orphaned, Matt is forced to take up his father's profession illegally to avoid falling into the foster-care system. Thank goodness he's old enough to drive... what happens when he picks up a blond hitchhiker one night? Very random one-shot. Kinda PWP
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,232 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/30/2009 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Darnassus Nights by LadyMidnight81 reviews
I little PWP oneshot I wrote a long time ago, it's pretty bad, but in a good way, Night Elf/Human pairing, lemon, of course as it's PWP...
Warcraft - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,193 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/26/2009 - Night Elf, Human - Complete
New and Interesting by parasitic reviews
sequel to RNP. AU, yaoi, BDSM, blood. Mello and Matt's happy new life begins to spiral downward. Can they recover? Or is a broken relationship, broken bones, and a broken budget all there is left for them?
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,162 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 4 - Published: 8/4/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Red Nail Polish by parasitic reviews
Matt's life is not quite right. His job as a video game beta tester is no longer satisfying, and his beautiful car is all scratched up. He thinks a mystery blonde girl is responsible, so when he makes a friend in a waiter he can't resist asking for help.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,370 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/25/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Coffee Shop by Kit-Kat Punk-lover reviews
One-shot/ Who knew lingering in a coffee shop, drinking hot chocolate, and scaring away passing people would bring Mello an interest....and a pleasure. M/M AU
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,458 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/1/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Beautiful by Mitsuuuu reviews
Mello refuses to step outdoors; his insecurities are too great. Not even his lover's coaxing convinces him, not even when he tells him that he is beautiful, over and over again. MelloxMatt. Oneshot. Language. Matt's POV.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,316 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/31/2009 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Deadly Sins & Broken Commandments by SunMoonAndSpoon reviews
Matt writes Mello a letter from an "angel" about how he's broken all the seven deadly commandments, and is going to hell as a result. Stay tuned for sex jokes, made-up religious beliefs, and some serious bits, too. Enjoy! Matt/Mello
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,496 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Dandelion Season by atomish reviews
But until then, Matt can only wish. A fluffy drabble a pretty long one at that about how sometimes, wishes do come true. Rated T for swearing, a short bit of angst nothing too major and yaoi like always . MelloXMatt.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,012 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 14 - Published: 5/27/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
All That I've Got by Loveless-slave reviews
Mello never cared about anything... Until a certain stripe clad boy catches his eye.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 20 - Words: 28,955 - Reviews: 126 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 5/23/2009 - Published: 1/31/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
daijobu sunflower by KENZI-CHI reviews
did i ever tell you mello? that you remind me of a sunflower
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,613 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/3/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
145t P14c3 Y0u'd 100k by s3v3n-d34d1135 reviews
Mello left without a trace, and everyone expected Matt to be a wreck. But it's not until three years later that Matt start to get frustrated with looking for clues that Mello didn't leave. Or did he? After all, the boys know each other better than anyone.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,667 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 7 - Published: 4/16/2009 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Strangers by Leather and Stripes reviews
Matt sees Mello walk by every day. He wants this stranger, craves his contact. When he finally says hi, he gets more than he bargained for. AU one-shot. Dedicated to my Matt.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,280 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 184 - Follows: 15 - Published: 3/15/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Vodka and Red Bull by clam theif reviews
AU MelloxMatt, M for future chapters At the club...Mello can't take his eyes off this redhead in the distance. The way he moves, his carefree motion...This kid has Mello snared. He doesn't even know him, but he does know...he's taking him home tonight.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,530 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 134 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 2/6/2008 - Published: 1/14/2008 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Tomorrow by SpiritLeTitan reviews
The Kira case is over, and Matt and Mello make it out alive. To celebrate, they get drunk. Matt's POV. WARNING: bad language and shounenai MattxMello
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,023 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/25/2007 - Matt, Mello - Complete
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Stay Tuned reviews
"Promise me Mello, if we get separated, we'll find each other no matter what." I whispered, my guitar in hand. "If I can't find you, then you'll have to become a rockstar and be on every music channel, so there's no way I don't find you." Mello replied, and I knew that behind the apparent joke, there was a promise. I didn't need to see his face to know he was dead serious.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,016 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 10/16/2018 - Published: 1/15/2018 - Mello, Matt
Peacefully reviews
Our tomorrows were made of you and me. Just that, as simple as that. I just had to find you there and the world could beat me up a little more, and it was okay.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 531 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/10/2018 - Mello, Matt - Complete
The Zoo Hypothesis reviews
Matt, astrobiologist, is starting to wonder about his use at the Search for Extra Terrestrial Intelligence centre, as he steps in for his first day of work after boringly studying samplings from Mars during the years he spent at the NASA. Little did he know that they weren't searching anymore... MATT POV
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 33 - Words: 2,970 - Reviews: 387 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 1/5/2017 - Published: 10/7/2012 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Elfen Lied reviews
Mello, night elf, became the Supreme Elf now that his ruler of a father has passed away. Fulfilling his duty of meeting the Alliance people to introduce himself formally, his trip brings him to Stormwind. There, he will encounter a poor, simple of mind villager abused by the Prince. As he leaves to rejoin his peaceful lands, Mello knows he's bringing trouble back to Teldrassil...
Crossover - Warcraft & Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 23,256 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 6/9/2016 - Published: 10/5/2015 - Varian Wrynn, Anduin Wrynn, Mello, Matt
Mello of Love reviews
(Based on reality TV shows Rock of Love with Bret Michaels) The prize: Rock charts top accustomed, biggest venues live performer, million dollars earning frontman of Mind Pollution, the band that has fans wetting themselves for the last decade: Mello. The contestants for his love: 19 guys and a Matt. It's reality TV, and it's about to come more real than they expected...
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 2,880 - Reviews: 221 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 2/3/2016 - Published: 11/29/2013 - [Mello, Matt] Near, Linda - Complete
Soundtrack of our Death reviews
Long ago... when they were sixteen maybe... There was that song on the radio, and Matt had begun to sing along, and he would just sing that damn song all the time after that.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/24/2015 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Feed My Frankenstein reviews
The multichaptered thing supposed to host all these things I have in mind that can't make it to a full oneshot or are the cut parts of my other multichaptered fics. Why this title? Because the crack I'll put here is what feeds my brain. It's alive, alive!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 25 - Words: 9,708 - Reviews: 217 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 10/4/2015 - Published: 12/8/2009 - Mello, Matt
Dream Scented Soldiers reviews
Mika never drank Krul's blood after her initial bloody kiss, he never became a vampire, earning himself the fate of those who refuse to complete the transformation into a vampire. Yuu never met Ashuramaru, never sealed a deal with him. It was a very different demon he summoned, one that might be more than just his fighting partner. And those lucid dreams, they look so real...
Seraph of the End/終わりのセラフ - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 15,354 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 113 - Follows: 144 - Updated: 9/27/2015 - Published: 8/16/2015 - [Mikaela H., Yuichiro H.]
Too Sexy For My Shirt reviews
Lovestories aren't written. They just happen because there's ground to let them happen. Or maybe because some changes are possible... Matt, homophobic, Mello, gay, and the ground's giving in under their feet...
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 78 - Words: 203,998 - Reviews: 1486 - Favs: 438 - Follows: 427 - Updated: 8/18/2015 - Published: 4/2/2010 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Lullaby reviews
Yuu-chan... Yuu-chan. I've kept it on the back of my tongue with a taste of bitter sweet memories, and freeing my voice, allowing me to finally speak his name, leaves me speechless besides the mention of what has always kept me hoping - MIKA POV, MikaYuu, spoilers for end of manga volume 3 and anime season 1 episode 11.
Seraph of the End/終わりのセラフ - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,379 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 6 - Published: 8/13/2015 - Yuichiro H., Mikaela H. - Complete
Negative reviews
Negative: a processed piece of film where the image is reversed so that the shadows are light and the highlights are dark. What is it in the scarred, but insanely beautiful model facing him, that makes Matt so eager to focus and shoot the fragility under the tough attitude, the wounds under the fat ego?
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 21,679 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 5/14/2013 - Published: 8/6/2012 - Mello, Matt - Complete
With Every Heart Beat reviews
He's doing it again... Hell, I can't say it doesn't hurt. Because it truly does... When Mello's concentrated like that on his screen, a smile gracing his features from time to time, that he tries to hide, checking discreetly if I saw it or not, I know it's happening again. MATT POV
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,405 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 10 - Published: 8/3/2012 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Lionheart reviews
A lion, a lamb. They met young, grew up together, but can a lion fight his instinct, can a lamb end up safe out of the lion's fangs? When true nature comes back full force at adulthood, how does a lamb save himself from a lion? MelloxPsycho!Matt
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 44,054 - Reviews: 145 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 5/29/2012 - Published: 11/27/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Seaweed reviews
Near's entertaining the lie, keeping Matt working for him, with the belief that Mello's dead. Mello, shadow of himself, thinking that Matt's dead too, suddenly takes revenge on Near just to numb the pain... and finds Matt in a condition he didn't expect.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 10,134 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 5/15/2012 - Published: 5/9/2012 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Toy Soldiers reviews
I had not chosen a successor. I wanted them all to be, each in their own way. I didn't want them to carry the burden alone, and I did not want them to be only detectives. I wanted them to be the race of superheroes that would have achieved what I did not.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,043 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/2/2012 - L - Complete
Lithium reviews
Matt and Mello from birth to their twenties, together in childhood, cruel separation, the search for each other, through orphanages, asylum, violence... How life can try to kill you from the inside and someone can still make you feel alive...
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 53 - Words: 135,448 - Reviews: 1059 - Favs: 232 - Follows: 170 - Updated: 4/29/2012 - Published: 6/27/2009 - Mello, Matt
L'Amour Looks Something Like You reviews
Paris under the snow, in winter. Mail didn't expect to be abducted after work. Neither did he expect his abductor to be a Mafia boss his age, clueless, scared, and in love. Even less did he expect to be released. So why coming back? A bedtime fairytale...
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 18,085 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 2/14/2012 - Published: 2/7/2012 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Aftertaste reviews
And the aftertaste is bitter, and yet so sickeningly sweet. Matt knows that this aftertaste will remain forever now. But forever is exactly one hundred forty six minutes long and he swallows back the tears. - Alternate ending -
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 12 - Published: 10/18/2011 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Playing Fair reviews
Here I am today, looking from a distance at the souls waiting in the purgatory. I trust Saint Peter for allowing only the right ones to cross the gates of Heaven. But today I am touched. And Saint Peter is undecided, for the first time in his life.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,735 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/11/2011 - Mello, Matt - Complete
I Drove All Night reviews
Mello was now muttering to himself, wondering if there was something playing against him, some weird force changing seconds to minutes and minutes to hours, making of this drive a neverending tour with no hope to reach his destination. LEMON and FLUFF
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/16/2011 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Dandelion reviews
Be happy with what you have... nice, but Mihael... what do I have? MATT POV
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,231 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/6/2011 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Liebestraum reviews
Now the fingers, long and pale, were running along the keys, and as Mail decided it was time to end this, the first note swallowed his protest, making it impossible for him to go on as the second, third notes resounded.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,423 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/16/2011 - Mello, Matt - Complete
I was made for loving you reviews
He saw a tuft of red hair emerging from an old page representing some young boys gathered in front of a screen in Wammy's common room waiting to talk to L. "Hey, Mister Obata!" the small creature called, jumping out of the case and standing on the desk.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,245 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/2/2010 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Daily Perfection reviews
Matt is perfect in everything, skilled to the point whatever he does is mastered. It is amazing. Weird, frighteningly beautiful, because he pushes it as far as applying his skills to the most insignificant of his daily actions. MELLO POV
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,185 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/6/2010 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Everything reviews
It's like if I've been running for such a long time that I don't even know where I started from. MELLO POV.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 612 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/31/2010 - Mello, Matt - Complete
I am someone reviews
I am someone you don't want to meet, someone you don't want to have anything to do with, someone you don't even want to hear about. MELLO POV.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,685 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/24/2010 - Mello, Matt - Complete
The Monster Under My Bed reviews
I could hear them every night, crawling, groaning. I imagined their furry bodies, yellow eyes with goat-like pupils, and fangs poking out of their mouth, and I could even guess they were multicoloured. What Muppets do to a four years old child... MATT POV
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,208 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/2/2010 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Counting Scars reviews
why do I often look at my scar? Why so much staring in the mirror, why so much tracing the lines of the wrinkled area with the tip of my finger? Because I count. One by one, everyday, I count. And everyday I know that one is missing. MELLO POV.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,053 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/31/2010 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Death Nuts reviews
If you thought that Light with the death note in his hands was bad... All the DN characters are back to life, but some of them die again, doing strange and ridiculous things before their death. Matt, Mello, what did you do this time? Prank time!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 4,575 - Reviews: 91 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 3/8/2010 - Published: 9/2/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
We Stand To Fall reviews
I didn't count how many times I fell, though I remember some of them, engraved in my memory like rocks hurting my foot in my shoe. Small and so consequent at the same time. I always knew the little things were always the ones we remembered best. MELLO POV
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,392 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/27/2010 - Mello, Matt - Complete
If only you could see yourself like I see you reviews
And I pull you into my arms, and I nip your ear with an 'I love you' on my lips, and you tell me you don't know how I can love you, because you're ugly, and you've killed and made a lot of mistakes and you're not even worth L. Matt POV.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/24/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
After all reviews
I don't understand, I never understood. This is the only problem I was unable to solve. I was ranked first, stamped the best, obliterated the smartest, and never have I been able to make light on the mystery that you were, Mello. Near POV, but MxM.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,537 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/21/2009 - Near, Mello - Complete
You've got Mail reviews
Mello is bored. Matt got dumped for the millionth time. They both subscribe to a dating site. Mello subscribes in the female section. Matt falls for this blond girl, without much hope of a reply. Mello wants some fun... CO-AUTHORED WITH DLVVANZOR !
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 25,569 - Reviews: 410 - Favs: 435 - Follows: 106 - Updated: 9/26/2009 - Published: 8/19/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Weight of his world reviews
Because in the light, in the shelter of my arms, his blackened, sinful soul is washed off. I take his crucifix, I bear his cross, I erase the black, the shadows eating him, and he's finally true, in front of me. Matt POV.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/24/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Bubbles reviews
Sometimes, bubbles explode and disappear. And sometimes, if you treat them carefully, separate bubbles stick together to form another bigger and stronger bubble...
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,606 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/21/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Ornament reviews
Mello is all ornaments: the leather, the attitude, the crucifix... Is Matt just one more ornament to him?
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,034 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/14/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Et Cetera reviews
Matt X Mello, a few Light X L, BB, Near. What if two people are so much meant to be together that Gods fight over their lifespan ? How much can mind take before nervous breakdown ? How much can a body take before dying ?
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 51,199 - Reviews: 109 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 9/7/2009 - Published: 5/9/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Sound of Silence reviews
And yet his silence is loud, loud by the increased thuds of my heart, the heavier sound of my quickening breath, my mind screaming to myself how beautiful he is, and the unheard sound of the kiss I never dare to give him... Mello POV - one shot
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/4/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Black Swan reviews
Sequel to Impurities. Matt often thought of Mello as those amazing black swans, so rare that they have long been a myth. You can't imagine real beauty until you see Mello. You can't figure out what fighting for something is, until you see Mello in action.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,162 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/2/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Impurities reviews
Impurities... they had led Mello to make a decision. Because this time, he wanted something for himself, not to prove anything to anyone. Because, he had changed his mind. Because he wanted to be, not better than someone else, but better for someone else.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,335 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/16/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
MarshMello reviews
Why does Mello suddenly changes his habits and eats marshmallows ? What's that awkward atmosphere growing between him and Matt ? Switching from Matt to Mello's POV, see how they live their hidden feelings and how they will end up in funny situations !
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,103 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 6/16/2009 - Published: 6/8/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Forever Love version FR reviews
hide, guitariste du groupe X Japan, est mort tôt ce matin d'un supposé suicide. Il avait 33 ans." hide s'éveilla dans la soirée, sur ces paroles d'un journaliste à la télévision. Suffoqué de stupeur, il se mit à hurler...
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: K+ - French - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,561 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/9/2009 - Complete
Forever Love reviews
hide, lead guitarist of the band X Japan, is dead after supposed suicide early this morning. He was 33." hide woke up in the evening, hearing these words of a journalist on TV. Suffocated by astonishment, he began to scream...
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,483 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/9/2009 - Complete
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