Name: ... (--Not gonna tell!)

Gender: Girl

Age: 15 -- almost 16

Hair/eyes: both dark brown -- long hair

Origins: i have many origins. i have Chinese, Indonesian, German, Portuguese but mainly Dutch origins. (i feel like a dustbin... :'( ...)

Nationality: dutch!! i know it says that my country is Belgium but i was born in Amsterdam and lived there for 7 years. after that, we moved to Belgium. but i still consider myself as Dutch!!

Siblings: 2 brothers-- lucky me... -_-

Hobbies: Hockey, reading, listening to music, reading and listening music at the same time most likely outside.

Music: i like listening to rock, grunge, all kinds of metal and sometimes punk.

Artists: Red Hot Chili Peppers, Nirvana, Staind, Escape The Fate, The Used, Sum 41, 12 Stones, Within Temptation, Bullet For My Valentine, System Of A Down, Queens Of The Stone Age, Rage Against The Machine, Linkin Park, Evanescence, Arch Enemy, Apocalyptica, Billy Talent and...euh... things like that... ;-)

Favourite song: right now it is The Way I Feel of 12 Stones. you should really listen to it!! -- If you want to watch it click here.

Um... what else can i say about me...

i don't care about fashion. i prefer wearing a training suit at home and wearing jeans with a hole in the knee. i also wear skinny jeans. i usually wear black, because i don't like colours, with the exception of my skinny jeans. when i go to school with red skinny jeans, my big bro' starts telling me that i'm a shame and that he doesn't know me anymore... like i care. some people think i'm emo or even worse... gothic, but... I AM NOT!! it's not like i don't like emos or goths ( i have a friend who's emo), but i'd never dress myself like that. nor do i like all that girly stuff. as make-up i only put on eye-liner and mascara. i never wear high heels, because i'm already quite long... coughcough5.9feetcoughcough... and i think it's horrible. No offense!

i like dark things. like dark humour, dark songs, dark poems and dark texts. i write some too, but i don't show them to anyone, afraid that people might think i'm depressed, but, hey, i got news: i'm not. i try not to write depressing things in my fanfics, but i'm sorry if it does happen. i can't stand horror movies, but i watch them all the time... i know, weird. i also like romantic stories, but i prefer reading them... with rock music as background! XD

i really have many friends, dutch and french, but i prefer hanging out with two or three of them at once. i don't really like being around many people, because i might feel left out sometimes. later, i want piercings round my right ear ( i already have three and two in my left ear), a piercing in my navel and a tattoo on my back... only when i'm eighteen, or else my mother is gonna kick me out of the house.

i like reading and watching mangas. i prefer Naruto to anything else. i also like Elfen Lied, Nana, Bleach and others... my favoutite couple is sasusaku. the others are naruhina, nejiten, shikaino, kibaino and shikatema. there are also koutha-lucy, nobu-nana, ren-nana and ichigo-rukia. but i'll only write about sasusaku and maybe other naruto couples.

--POEM--(this is one of my favourites )

Dark Secret

Darkness all around me,
I feel you, suffocate,
No one else is around my misery,
Can I give anyone the key to the gate?

No one realizes the pain,
The weakness that I feel,
The darkness swallows with vain,
My nightmares feel so real.

The shadows that hide,
The tears I hold back,
The old me, has died,
Everything is black.

I run, but I still see it,
It is hard to face,
It pulls me in, bit by bit,
It takes me back, back to that place!

From the memories, I try to run,
They are destroying me slowly, not fast,
I’m growing weaker; I know they’ve won,
It haunts me, my past.

The sadness, it has brought,
I feel the guilt,
I can feel the inside rot,
The darkness inside me, it built.

I feel so insane,
These words are my last,
Darkness has won, my tears fall like rain,
I can’t run anymore, it has won, my past.

My past has won,
I’m sure this is true,
The damage is done,
My heart, darkness controls it too.

I’m leaving now,
You may not want to see,
You might not want to know how,
Today is the death of me.

Thanks for being here,
Goodbye, it’s time, I’m untied,
I have no fear,
It’s time that I died.

Author: Ocean Myranda, USA

Site: click here

I really think it's a beautiful poem. don't you think??

Anyways, have fun reading my stories!