"Do you have this thing where you start thinking something and your mind takes it over and it's not in a language you can translate yet so you're sitting and waiting but your mind's like... it's like in those movies where the computer starts talking to itself and locks the guy out? Sometimes I sit here and I feel like a shell harboring my brain and my brain is faxing different thoughts to other parts." //patti smith// "God, who am I? I sit in the library tonight, the lights glaring overhead, the fan whirling loudly. Girls, girls everywhere, reading books. Intent faces, flesh pink, white, yellow. And I sit here without identity: faceless. My head aches... I'm lost..." "Fuck everyone else. You're you, they're them. No one is ever going to be liked by everybody and if you know someone who is introduce me, I bet I'll hate them. Even the thought of wanting to be I won't be a martyr. It's too overrated. |