Hey, GeekyLittleWerido here.. This gets pretty long so get ready for some "meaningful" shit over here. My two best friends are my cousin, Autumn, who introduced me to fanfiction and everything about it, and Michael, my perfect, amazing boyfriend. I love listening to music. It has a way to get to me that normal words just don't. It allows me to feel emotions I wouldn't normally feel. My music taste ranges from Amy MacDonald to Queen. I love to just sit at home and read or write, (Or eat.) but only about 1 in a million of the writings make it anywhere. I love Marvel, especially The Avengers, and my favourite character is definitely Natasha Romanoff. To be honest, I don't show my feelings or emotions as much as I should (If I do at all) but singing and reading can help me show the emotion. I will try to write as much emotion as is humanly possible. (By me at least) After a lot of stuff that's happened recently, I really have come to believe that what doesn't kill you, will DEFINITELY make you stronger. (For anyone out there who needs it: It will get better. Just hang in there cause shit happens, but it all happens for a reason.) I dream of one day becoming a famous singer, or actress. I know it will never happen, but I can always dream, right? I know I will most likely end up being a person behind the till at a shop or something, but I have dreams to go far. It doesn't help that I can't sing in front of people, but I'm getting there. Drama is a big part of my life. The people are amazing and the atmosphere makes me feel at home. I just wish people could actually see what the real me is like, and they might prefer her. I know that if I met me, I'd run for the hills. I'm not exactly the nicest person on earth, and I'm really not as confident or as badass as I might come across. Truth is, I miss how things used to be. Like when I was 5, I never cared about how I looked, or what I wore. How I always thought the world would be amazing and I thought I was indestructible. Nothing was impossible. Everyone was friends and no one hated each other. I never understood what was wrong with the world. I was happy. I miss that. Now everything is, "Oh you don't listen to this music? You suck," or "You wanna stay at home instead of getting drunk with us? You loner." And to be perfectly honest, I would hate to be getting drunk and smoking at this age. They are already ruining their lives, and they're 15. So thanks, but no thanks. I am happy being a swot, nerd, smartass, loner, bitch, loser, ect.. Any name under the sun, fine. I. Am. Happy. I don't need anything else other than my friend and music. {My best friend is my whole life, and he the most amazing person ever. I love him with everything I am.. But I fear that very soon we may just, stop talking... He'll never read this so I guess I can say whatever on here... He's my baby, my lover, my squishy.. He is my Little Warrior. I love you Michael. Never stop being you.. xxx} (Sorry about that rant xD I think it's been hiding for a while xD) So that's me. Like me or not, your choice. Thank you, and adiós (: |