Based off the eighth season episode If/Then, we follow Meredith as she tries to navigate her newly complicated life. What happens when she knows the cute guy at the bar is her boss, but she wants him anyway? How will she escape from the shadow her mother casts? And who is Meredith without a person of her own? -The fic that came back from the dead, updating every Monday!

Post S6 finale fic, set immediately after Sanctuary/Death And All His Friends. MerDer. Following the shooting, Derek struggles to recover from his wounds, both physical and spiritual. [COMPLETE]

Begins with events on episode 4.11 and its immediate aftermath. Definitely Mer/Der as they work through this latest break up and ultimately make their way to a healthy, nurturing, committed relationship. Shattered Dreams Fulfilled will have its original conclusion in spite of S11.

"He's in love with the idea of me, maybe, but…he's not in love with me." MerDer. Post 4.11. Derek was dating, and Meredith was fine, but one night in a bar changed everything.

Married long before arriving in Seattle, Meredith and Derek's marriage has nearly collapsed. On the edge of divorce, both hope that the damage inflicted can be healed. As lies, secrets, and heartaches surface from past and present, Meredith and Derek face the question of whether or not they really have a chance to repair the damage to their marriage...89000 views...

Meredith Grey is officially a doctor. She is officially a surgical intern. Her husband is officially her boss. She is in for a Hard Day's Night. A retelling of the Grey's Anatomy, episode by episode, where Meredith and Derek are married when they arrive at SGH.

MerDer AU

Derek Shepherd's gotten healthy enough that he's remembering how to be a big-picture thinker. The problem is, he doesn't like the picture he sees. As Meredith and Derek plan their vow renewal ceremony, Derek struggles with an unexpected turn in his grieving process. [MerDer, post 11x21, fix-it, multi-chapter][ReVerse Series #4][COMPLETE]

My take on how Meredith coped with losing Derek and the missing pieces of what happened in the time between his death and Meredith and the children's return to Seattle.

Mainly a MerDer story. Maybe the other characters. My Season 4 continuation after 4.11 in which I attempt to fix things. Hopefully a good healing fic. Enjoy.

Derek is gone but Meredith has a moment of recognition. This is my goodbye to a show that simply isn't the same anymore.

This one-shot addresses some of Meredith's grief surrounding Derek's death and deals with how she is coping. Set in Season 12.

"Hey," she says, "It's me." She kneels down and lays the bunches of lavender she clutches on the grave. Snapshots of Meredith visiting Derek, inspired by Hello by Adele

Meredith's been grieving for weeks over the possibility that Derek might not ever speak again. [Oneshot. MerDer. Post 11x21. Fix-it.][ReVerse Series #2][COMPLETE]

After all these years, it takes a phone call to tear her to pieces. A voice, cracking and breaking and hurting, on the other end of the line says two words and suddenly, the bottom of her world has tumbled away and she's falling, falling, falling. "Derek's dead." - Addie finds out about Derek, oneshot

Starting after 4x10, because I hated how Meredith found out about Rose, and as much as I love Grey's, Shonda has given MerDer some really sucky stuff to deal with. This is what I think should have happened. Marriage, Babies and growing old together. Hopefully some joy to go with the tears. Like the title says it's just about Having it all. Enjoy :)

Meredith is beating herself up over not being there in Lexie's final moments, so Derek suggests remembering all the times that she was there for Lexie. A collection of one-shots showing various moments throughout Meredith and Lexie's relationship. Covers seasons 4-8. Most main characters make some kind of appearance.

In the wake of Derek's tragic car accident, the process of Meredith Grey rekindling her romance with Derek Shepherd is a slow one fraught with unexpected challenges. You know how it starts. You know how it ends. In this companion novel to Recover, join MerDer for the journey. [MerDer, post 11x21, fix-it, multi-chapter][ReVerse Series #3][COMPLETE]

After Derek's tragic Death he finds himself in heaven, watching down on the ones he loved. One shot.

All she wanted to do was see him again. After everything from almost being blown up, to ex-wives and elevator proposals, there was only one thing she wanted even after seventeen years.

It only takes one moment to fall in love, to decide to spend the rest of your lives together, for it all end. It only ever takes just one moment.

Oneshot. Derek comes home from D.C. after Amelia's carreer altering surgery on Nicole Herman, and the two talk about it while sitting on the couch in the living room.

11x21 How To Save A Life /What if?/ Complete AU

11x21 Fix-it. MerDer. One shot. What if Derek's not actually brain dead? [ReVerse Series #1][COMPLETE]

Post 11x12 fix-it for MerDer. Trying to shift things to a more positive note.

Post Risk (11x08) two shot. MerDer, as always. Very spoilery if you haven't seen the episode. Enjoy!

After Derek asks his best friend Meredith to be the 'best man' at his wedding, some events occur that might insure the failure of his impending nuptials and might change his life for the worse. But, isn't there always a light at the end of the tunnel?

Meredith had bottled her feelings of Lexie's death inside, until Derek's sister Lizzie comes and brings up that word. A 9x09 short fic. I don't think they handled the aftermath of Lexie's death well (or Mark's) I wanted to see more of a reaction from Meredith and Derek of losing their family.

What if Derek and Meredith had been together through all of season two and beyond? A different look at season 2 Includes all major events from the *COMPLETE*

MERDER. Picks up after 9x11. A short multi-chapter fic about being a family, preparing for a new baby, recovering from the plane crash, and dealing with survivors' guilt.

Meredith and Derek don't talk much. Meredith decides to try it; it seems to help. She and Derek progress, and she accepts her sisters. Mark and Derek talk. Meredith and Derek visit the Shepards. They're engaged! I don't own Grey's Anatomy.

What happened after Derek went to speak to Rose and before the season 5 premier? This explores how Meredith and Derek could have worked out their many problems to get their happy ending. Enjoy!

Grey's Absurdity, given its now expected inconsistencies, led to the idea of this therapeutic story; concentrating on the siblings' and Meredith and Derek relationships. What might have unfolded if any type of common sense prevailed, with a glimpse at Derek's and Lizzie's immediate recovery and the relationship that might have developed between Lizzie and Meredith and Zola.

Meredith's old high school boyfriend is now her boss. How does she plan on dealing with her lingering feelings for him, when he's moved on and found another woman? MEREDITH AND DEREK.

Okay, really bad title. Anyways... Based in S4 Crash Into Me Part 1, where Meredith says she is going to tell Derek that she doesn't want him to see other people. Well, in my version, she does. On time. Before anything with Rose happens. :) I always get so frustrated when something happens to them, so I decided to write a version where it doesn't. As much, anyway. R&R!

This takes place towards the end of 9x13, Bad Blood, but before the final scene in MerDer's bedroom and then carries on from that. I had wished there had been more Meredith/Derek interaction when the baby started kicking for the first time so this story was born. Enjoy!

A continuation of the final scene of 8x13 (the AU episode), If/Then. MerDer as usual. Enjoy! (On a temporary hiatus)

An alternate ending to the opening scene of 1x01. Short, fluffy little one-shot. T for sexual references, but could easily be K . Enjoy!

Set after 9.01 Alex and Meredith finally sit down and talk about everything that's been going on... the interns hear them talking. Maybe Meredith shouldn't be called Medusa after all. Heavy MERDER, mentions of Slexie and Calzona, I had to write this because I love Alex&Mere, they're my favorite friendship on the show.

Missing MerDer snuggles from the S8 finale. Because, hello? Where were the snuggles?

Since the ABC-message boards canceled my epilogues because their contents were too much ;- I decided to put them up here. I will post every epilogue here so you can read them over and over again...Please enjoy. The epilogues are mostly Merder centric.

Derek and Meredith are both involved with other people, but what will happen when their lives cross paths? AU MerDer

MerDer fic set a couple weeks after 8x09 Dark Was the Night. News of Amelia's addiction finally reaches Seattle and Derek, accompanied by Meredith, must travel to LA for his sister. Lots of MerDer and family bonding. Enjoy!

A continuation of 7x16, Not Responsible. Meredith and Derek talk about her hiding her eye troubles and some insecurities are brought to light. Enjoy!

Sequel to 'It Came Upon a Midnight Clear' Mer/Der

A series of 26 adjectives linked to as many one-shots to relieve ups and downs of Meredith and Derek's relationship up until S8. Sometimes can be a fix-it fic, some others not. Are you on board? Edit: IT'S ONE-SHOTS, DO NOT READ THE BEGINNING AND THE END AND BASH THE WHOLE STORY. ONE-SHOTS, as in not connected with any tie, except the fact that there's an adjective in all of them!

When Derek chose Addison, he thought he made the right choice. But after Meredith becomes the girl with the bomb and he has to spend a whole day waiting to find out if she's alive, he realizes there never was a choice. New take on S2 E16/17 Please R&R!

S8. One-shot. Post-Migration, based on finale speculation from trailers. Meredith searches for Derek.

AU Sequel to All I Need. Takes place three years after All I Need left off. Lots of MerDer fluff and a little drama as Meredith begins Med School and they start planning a life together.

Immediately follows 8x17, One Step Too Far. Meredith and Derek share a moment and Cristina reaches out to her friend for comfort. MerDer with Meredith/Cristina friendship. Enjoy!

Set right after season 7. What happens ehen Derek finds out Meredith was allowed to take Zola home? What if there is another surprise waiting that neither Derek nor Meredith know of? Will they be able to make it all right? MerDer but also other charakters

This is different from my other fics. It's not really a post-episode fic, but glimpses into Meredith, Derek and Zola's everyday life, which we rarely get to see. It's also a past/present/future fic, and is sectioned off into mini-fics. Enjoy!

When they were young, Meredith and Derek promised each other that they wouldn't break. But Derek broke Meredith and Meredith ran, breaking Derek's heart. What happens when they meet again?

Derek may be working with Lexie, but who is he really thinking of? My take on how I think they could fix Meredith's search for a specialty and resolve a couple of Meredith and Derek's remaining issues. Enjoy!

AUish. I know this has been done before but, what if Meredith and Derek were married before coming to SGH? It pretty much follows the story line. MerDer and mentions of Burktina, Huntina and Maddison. Sequel to Just the Past

MER/DER missing moment in 8x05 'Love, Loss & Legacy'. My take on how they got from Derek saying 'I can't even look at her' to them holding hands in the elevator. I'd love to know what you think!

Takes place Mid-season 4, Meredith really wishes she'd taken the front door. When Meredith is attacked and raped by a serial rapist outside the hosptial her world shatters. Will the tragedy tear she and Derek apart or will it bring them closer together?

So, this is another fix-it one shot to add to the vault, based after 8.02, and includes spoilery stuff from the promos, too, in which Meredith and Derek have an actual conversation. Crazy thought, isn't it? Anyway, enjoy!

Follows a week after She's Gone. Sorting out the mess and ruin.

Derek and Meredith interlude, Season 1 throwback, "Shake Your Groove Thing", read and it might take you back to where it all started! This one-shot is rated T for everyone!

Merder AU: Derek quit his upperclass life to lead a simpler one; between Med School and a bad relationship, Meredith is struggling to please her mother. What happens when they meet? Can they teach each other a thing or two?

AU MerDer. Different take on season 1 and the relationships. What if MerDer were married before she started her internship?

MerDer fic...may become a ficlet. Mer is in med school and she is dating her brothers best friend, Derek, without her brother knowing. Mark is Mer's brother. Lexie, Alex, Izzie, Cristina are all in it and are Mer's friends. AU

LST followup. Derek Shepherd and Stewart Manning in search of pirates. [Lightning Series #2][COMPLETE]

This is just a post season seven finale one shot, set the next morning. I wanted to attempt to fix what happened between Meredith and Derek in that episode, because I felt somewhat let down by the ending. I hope you enjoy it.

Derek and Meredith had a big fight. Now Meredith is pushing him away. Can he fix what he broke before it's to late?

I thought about the end Season 2/beginning Season 3 and it feels like a Soft Shock to me. Meredith's PoV, with mental rambling and different developments from the original. COMPLETE

Random, fluffy AU one-shot. MERDER.

Derek chooses Addison, Meredith leaves Seattle and chasing her to airport Derek is involved in a car accident. Two years later Meredith returns but Derek doesn't remember her. Some ADDEK, ultimately MerDer. Completed 23/2/2011

One-shot. Set in the S&M period, early season 4, MerDer. An idea born from a quote, more inside.

Set straight after the Season 4 finale; Meredith is left standing in the House of Candles while Derek goes to break things off with Rose but sometimes finding someone is harder than it seems. Please give it a chance, I suck at summaries. One-shot.

One shot. MerDer, as usual, based after 7.11, "Disarm." Spoilery if you haven't seen the episode. Later on that night when they're at home. Enjoy!

MerDer. Post 7.10. Not really spoilery. Just something short and Christmasy that I think was important, and not really addressed on the show. Enjoy!

merder oneshot. read and review, please!

MerDer AU - When a chance meeting between two family rivals leads to an attraction that can't be denied.

Post S4 finale. What happened after Derek left to breakup with Rose?

Begins after Season 3 finale, episode 3.25 'Didn't We Almost Have It All' Derek wants to be with Meredith, but she needs to be sure that she's ready. Now Meredith is pregnant, did she make the right choice asking Derek for more time?

Meredith left Seattle for New york with Christina after her life fell apart at home. What happens when Derek's sister ends up in Meredith's care? Mer/Der.

AU: It's a one night stand for Meredith & Derek...will it continue as just a physical relationship, or will love come out of nowhere and change their lives?

MerDer story that has a little catch. It begins as Meredith starts her internship and Derek is in Seattle due to Addison's adultry, but everything is not as usual.

Before wedding bells ring, Meredith must go to great lenghts to bring in Derek the man he really is or accept that teenage love cannot survive the passage of time. AU MerDer during residency and in flashbacks. COMPLETE

Post season 6 with an emphasis on Meredith and Derek. COMPLETE.

AU. Merder fluff. Meredith Grey just started her first year in med school. Derek Shepherd is the up and coming Neurosurgeon. How will meeting eachother affect their lives? R&R please!

Meredith is a wild child Neuro fellow put in a position of power at Seattle Grace, Derek is a proper rules following Attending who is dating Addison...what happens when Meredith dares Derek to 'Take Me As I Am?

Season 4 finale. What if when Derek said that he didn't want to work with, see or talk to Meredith, he meant it? Rated M for language and sexual content in later chapters.

The continuation of the Season 6, Episode 20 Mer/Der scene where Mer seduces Derek, calling him "Chief Shepherd".

The aftermath of the season 6 finale, told through the events that take place at 3am one night, four weeks after that fateful day. Meredith and Derek, with a brief cameo from Cristina.

MERDER. Future. Home. Love. Marriage. Family. Surgery.

Begins right after episode 4.04. Meredith finds herself pregnant and doesn't know how to tell Derek. Very angsty, but will end happily. I swear.

AU MerDer, sequel to "At The Edge Of The Ocean". Three years after their wedding, Meredith and Derek still learn what it really means to live happily ever after. A bittersweet story about the force of love, family and friendship.

AU MerDer Strong-willed Meredith Grey from NY becomes the new Chief of Surgery at Seattle Grace, snatching the post from under Dr.Derek Shepherd’s nose. Will she be able to work in the new not-so-friendly environment and find love in the process? COMPLETE

After eight years of marriage, she couldn't believe that it had all come down to this one moment, one final chance to save the relationship they'd long been taking for granted. Oneshot.

A rare view inside the mind of Derek Shepherd, centered around the events of early Season 3 and his journey of self-discovery as he reclaims his life with Meredith because his fate, his destiny leave him no other choice.

Mer-Der oneshot. Post Holidaze. Where Meredith has worries and Derek is there...

A Mer/Der Christmas one shot.

AU MerDer, They were broken up. Again. Over a nurse. Seemingly, for good. Meredith packed her bags and left Seattle taking something partly Derek's with her. Now, after more than two years, her career makes her come back... COMPLETE

Post Season Four finale Post it notes take on a whole new meaning for Derek and Meredith.

Post-Save Me. 3-shot. Derek and Meredith get to know each other. Set after he shows her his trailer at the end of Save Me.

MerDer AU. What if Derek had met Meredith in New York before he caught Mark and Addison?

The only thing Meredith knows with more certainty than impermanence is survival, and she knows this: they will survive. One-shot. MerDer. Post 5.15, "An Honest Mistake." In which Derek searches for solace in a bottle of scotch, and Meredith has faith.

A Sex and Mockery era oneshot

Love. Tragedy. The things we’ve left unsaid. This is their story. Set after episode 5.05. Mer/Der

Meredith sees Derek kissing the scrub nurse and decides to leave Seattle. Taking something with her, after 4 years she returns to Seattle.

Being surgeons in an important metropolitan hospital makes taking vacations difficult. The newlyweds couldn't quite have a proper honeymoon, but they are trying their damn hardest to do so while working. Definitely AU.

Derek got sent to a medical conference in Chicago, and he's bored.

Derek had to go away for a medical conference. Meredith plays him with her phone. And now, Derek's coming home. AU.

Cute oneshot of a little moment in the lives of Meredith and Derek. Post Season 4. AU.

What if it hadn't started with sex? When MerDer first meet online, the connection is palpable. But when Derek moves to Seattle, will the realities of working together interfere? An alternate look at season 1 and beyond. AU for people that don't like AU.

AU Post 109. Mer leaves immediatley after Addison's arrival without looking back. But what if something pulls her back in? I stink summaries so PLZ READ! :D T for language

My MerDer therapy fic for 4.12 - based on fake script making the rounds. Mark is at Joe's when Derek strolls in. Mark asks Derek why he isn't on his date with Rose.

Continuing from Elevator Love Letter, a short moment for Meredith and Derek when Derek is back from seeing Owen at the hospital and Meredith is back from seeing Cristina. Includes a lot of kissing, a lot of thinking, an apology and a ring. Derek's POV.

Before Rose, there were a hundred steps to go. After Rose, the path to their happy-ever-after seemed endless, but even the most arduous journey begins with one step. Derek and Meredith need to meet in the middle. M/D. Post 4.11. Reviews always adored

Mer/Der One-Shot. Derek finds out Meredith was in therapy. Post 5.16 An Honest Mistake.

MerDer, post Before and After two-shot, Meredith learns a little about what Derek needs.

A 5.16 Mer/Der one shot...of what I'd love to see happen but chances are it won't so I wrote it.

When Derek commits a terrible action, does his life come down to that single act? Should he be punished on the assumption that he can never be redeemed? Or does the opportunity for change still exist? Somewhat MerDer as characters determine that answer

A light-hearted snapshot of the aftermath of Mark's penile fracture surgery. This is the scene in Mark's hospital room with Owen and Derek stopping in.

Affair, downfall, tragedy. Whatever you wanted to call it, it pushed her to her breaking point, and she had to get out. So she ran to the one place only Derek could find her. But would he come looking for her? An epic tale of MD angst, sex and true love.

Sequel to "Lost and Found": After nearly seven months of waiting, Derek and Meredith come together to build a healthy, stable relationship and to take steps toward the future they've both been dreaming of. Mer/Der, but includes all major characters.

When Derek is involved in an accident, Meredith can’t help but think how tragedy always puts things into perspective. All characters included, midseason four. MerDer, McStizzie, O’Callie, different friendships, LexieMer relationship, etc.

Meredith/Derek progress. Season 5.

Sequel to "Lonely In a Crowd" Riding off into the sunset isn't always magical. In fact, it rarely is. Meredith and Derek are finding that out.

What if there had been more to the clinical trial than Meredith had originally led on? The secret of her intentions is revealed. A three shot that takes place after confrontation between the two in the last episode of season four! Will be Meredith/Derek

A post Didn't We Almost Have it All fanfic. Completely totally 100 MerDer...although hell, it's going to be a roller coaster ride. Song fic...Helpless When You Smile by the Backstreet Boys...yes, their brand new song.

When an unexpected tragedy strikes, Meredith and Lexie Grey will be forced to come together in a way neither could have imagined or wanted. As they cope with new responsibilities, how will their relationship be affected? *On Hiatus - see note in profile*

A post 5.05, "There's No "I" in Team" one shot. MerDer progress and learning, told from Meredith's POV. Enjoy.

Derek tells Meredith about Rose. How will Meredith react? Will they will be remain together or will they have a long road ahead of them? MeredithDerek but has all characters in it.

A MerDer one shot that takes place after the season five premiere, told from Meredith's perspective. I wanted to give her a little hope, since she seems kind of lost and scared right now. Hope you like it. Reviews are appreciated.

New fic from GraveDancer and youronlybelle. AU college fic. Meredith is a freshman that loves partying. Derek is a senior that has his nose glued to the books. Oh the fun they will have.

I can’t let you wreck my happily ever after, not after everything we’ve been through.’ - Meredith/Derek Meredith and Rose interaction

Meredith left Seattle and Derek after his kiss with Rose, she was pregnant at the time. Two and a half years later Derek had only seen his daughter a handful of times, but now Meredith is moving back to Seattle with her daughter. MerDer

post 4.11. Meredith and Derek grow individually before growing together. Rating for language.

Follows season 4. Meredith and Derek have broken up. Can they reconcile? And if they do...what complications keep them from being together? merder

A post-Freedom one shot. Derek returns to Meredith in their house of candles, written from Meredith's perspective. Just a sweet little one shot. Enjoy.

“You’ve never been here before... it’s only your first time.” Meredith and Derek – how season 4 could’ve played out, from 4.07 onward.

One moment, one choice, one decision, can have consequences for all the other moments, choices and decisions that follow. They can also have consequences that Meredith and Derek would never expect. A story of how just one second can change a life.

Meredith hadn't been sleeping, and she looked like a zombie. She had to tell someone. And who better than her therapist? A session with Meredith. Contains adult content.

MerDer, post Time After Time. Derek takes Meredith to meet his family in Connecticut, but nothing goes as planned. [Lightning Series #1][COMPLETE]

Takes place about a month after 4.11. In the aftermath of Meredith & Derek's breakup, she fails to show up for work one day. Where is Meredith? What happened to her and how will her friends cope once they find out?

Now is going to be continued! Can Derek save Meredith? Or is he too late?

My take on what happened to Meredith when she was a child and how she will cope with talking about it now. Starts from the end of 414. MerDer all the way!

Picking up from Derek saying he needed to speak to Rose. What happened next?

At the end of their first year, the interns make sense of everything that has happened. Begins concurrent with Time After Time & continues in canon through finale. Latest chapters into what Season 4 would be if I were Shonda. Probably not, though.

Post 4.11 Meredith was breaking free from McDreamy, shame he got her pregnant. Will her baby pull her back into McDreamy's arms? Or will it stop McDreamy being a McAss? MerDer

Meredith. Derek. Candles. Somebody had to do it. Adult content; one shot.

Post-Freedom one-shot. MD.

"It was fun," he continued absently, "but the whole night, I kept wishing she was you." MerDer. Some Slang, some Alexie. Post 4.07. In which Derek dates, Cristina rants, and Meredith shows up for a little more conversation. This is how "sex and mockery" evolves.

A Mer/Der season finale one shot. Probably not what is going to happen on the show at all, but it was a fun guess.

“And love dares you to care for the people on the edge of the night” – Meredith and Derek, post 4.15.

A Meredith and Rose 4.14 one-shot. Meredith was thankful for the empty elevator. And then came Rose.

Meredith and Derek - "nobody does it quite as good as you, why'd you have to be so good?"

“I slept with her. The whole time, I was thinking about Meredith.” 4.14 gapfiller.

A post "The Becoming" one shot. The night after Meredith left Dr. Wyatt's office. Meredith and Derek have an actual conversation and attempt to make progress. Because really, without talking, they're not ever going to get their champagne. And they need it

Post 4x14 OneShot. Meredith-centric/MerDer.

MerDer progress. 'Her hand returns to your cheek. You venture a glance at her face. Her expression is pensive and unsure. This is new territory for you both. You’ve never done this before. She’s never comforted you. And you’ve never let her.'

And at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame, there must be a light of some kind. One-shot. MerDer. Post 4.13. Derek takes the scenic route to sanity.

Five vignettes, Derek/Meredith.

“nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard...” Meredith and Derek, post-Desire. Where do they go from here?

Sequel to Nothing Else Matters. MerDer have been living together for a few months and are finally letting their relationship progress. But when tragedy strikes, everything that they've built together gets called into question. Can they make it all work?

Set after 4.11, Meredith is forced to take time off work after Derek goes on a date with Rose. What happens when Meredith comes back bright and shiny again? What will Derek do when he sees the woman he fell in love with is back? MERDER

After 411 and before 412 MerDer. Based on Shonda's words that Meredith get her act together. How I'd like to see that happen.

A post 4.11 two shot based on two different songs...Clearest Indication and For the Nights I Can't Remember...MerDer

MerDer, post "Lay Your Hands on Me." It's been a few months since the breakup, but what happens when Meredith is forced to give drunk Derek a ride home from Joe's? Dis: I do NOT own Grey's Anatomy.

And then when they’d make their way beck to the car, she would always run her fingers through his hair in an attempt to fix it because it would always be “wonderfully disheveled,” as he’d like to call it, by the wind. Post 4.11. MerDer

She was leaving for the night. He was leaving for good. What can she do when she's standing in a parking lot with him and honesty is all they have left?

Post 4.10. Oneshot. MerDer. Derek shows up and does what he should have from the beginning...

Post-4.11 MerDer one-shot. In Vino Veritas.

Meredith runs, but this time lets Derek find her...' MerDer from Susan's death to 'yes' with all of the steps in between.

Meredith tells Derek off. Like the title, suggests she tells him it is just a little too late for him to be saying he loves her.

"I didn't die," she hissed vehemently, meeting his forlorn expression with a biting glare. "You did." One-shot. MerDer. Post 4.11. Meredith and Derek return to the scene of the crime and search for solace in the wreckage.

Post-4.11 'Lay Your Hands On Me'. She steps into the empty elevator and she knows it's bad news. Somehow, he'll end up on this elevator, too. One-shot.

A reworking of the DerekLexie bar encounter from the end of S3. I didn't care for Shonda's version so I decided to create my own. MerDer.

A MerDer/Dose fic. Formerly a 1-shot. Meredith knows about the kiss. And she didn't hear about it from Derek.

Post-4.11 'Lay Your Hands On Me'. Meredith contemplates. Companion piece to 'Joy in Small Places'. One-shot.

Post-4.11 'Lay Your Hands On Me'. A journey into Derek's mind that night. One-shot.

Complete! Love is brighter than sunshine. Meredith and Derek finally realize what love is about, and they will try to do everything to hold on to it. Inspired by Aqualung's Brighter Than Sunshine and follows after the ferryboat arc. Please read and review

She wasn't the one I was planning on running into tonight. She wasn't the one I'd been hoping to see. But here I am. With her. And I am not upset about it.

Having really been pregnant in episode 3.04 'What I Am', Meredith and Derek have to face the implications of that on not only their relationship but their professional and social lives as well.

We've been so lost for so long, I don't know how to get back again' A MerDer fic, set in the day after Meredith tells Derek that she doesn't want him to date other people.

Post-4.10 'Crash Into Me', Derek/Meredith. All the things I wish they would say to each other.

"I never wanted you to breathe for me." MerDer. Post Desire. In which Meredith doesn't go, and Derek folds.

Meredith and Derek are married but they realize that marriage is definitely not what it's cracked up to be...Horrible summary but please read!

Set after Forever Young, Meredith deals with her thoughts when she hears the gossip about Derek and Rose and Derek tries to comprehend his feelings in the midst of everything.

This is kind of like Where the Boys Are expect Meredith and Christina come camping too. It is different than the show though and hopefully funny. MerDer mostly and some Bang

A MerDer one shot from somewhere around 4.06 to nowish. What I'd LOVE to see happen on the show.

"I fought death for you, Derek," she all but whispers. "I'd say that's a pretty good indication that I'm a sure thing." MerDer. Post S3 Finale. Sometimes, one confrontation changes everything.

Things went a bit differently after Derek chose Addison, but then Meredith returns to Seattle Grace Hospital seven months later under the worst of circumstances. MerDer.

A season 4 one shot examining Derek’s feelings post LoveAddiction episode 402. Inspired by the song “Words” by Darren Hayes.

Season Four, MerDer. Derek is addicted to Meredith, and Meredith to Derek, but she won't admit it. What happens when one day Meredith's love for Derek is tested, as Derek's love for Meredith is constantly being tested? Rated T for mild sexual references.

5 years down the road Meredith and Derek are married with a daughter, but can Derek keep his marriage from failing like his first one did? Future fic, mainly merder with AddyMark and slight bang and IzzieAlex.

Maybe they watched it fall. Maybe they just didn’t care anymore. But in the end it didn’t take much to push them to the edge… After their downfall, can Meredith and Derek still fight for each other, even a million miles away? MD Please R&R!

An entirely AU MERDER fic. Takes place at Dartmouth Collge during Meredith's first year. She and Derek meet and they steal each others hearts but they both have secrets. Can they survive?

MerDer. Early Episodes of Season Four. New Interns, New Residents, New Singles. That can only mean one thing New Drama, New Pain, New Love.

After the Season 3 finale, how over is it for MerDer? Can they repair all of the damage that they've done to their relationship? MerDer focus with other characters integrated into their plot. THE FINAL CHAPTER IS UP!

Meredith and Derek one shot. A note leads to a blissful reunion.

Meredith and Derek cope with the challenges of marriage and family. Season 4 future fic.

Season 4, Mer & Cris return from the antihoneymoon... Mer Centric

Derek and Mark take baby steps. Post S3 Oneshot.

MD. Let's put a few thousand miles between them in an effort to fix what the show broke.

Completely AU. MerDer. Let's start this from the very beginning... can love withstand the test of time? Are two best friends who fall in love destined to end up together? Only time will tell.

Meredith and Derek discover what is worse: the pain of keeping secrets, or the aftermath of the telling. Set in early Season 2. Decidedly MerDer. Completed!

Meredith sitting in the bar, waiting to see if Derek will turn up. Now a WIP, they have a lot to go through, but they will always get through it together....right?

A season 3 song oneshot. The downfall of MerDer from Derek’s perspective. It jumps a lot, starting with the end of the finale and then him remembering things

What if Addison had never slept with Mark? A competely AU Meredith and Derek fanfiction. Also posted on the GA fanfic boards. Yes, obviously MD.

It's So Over. But is it really? Meredith's thoughts the morning after Cristina's wedding disaster.

this is after derek says to Meredith that he wants her to breath on her own. Also Meredith tells Derek why she stopped swimming. please read and review one shot

MerDer. Possible Spoilers for Episode 3x25. Based on Promo bit, with tons of angst, ye be warned! What if Meredith was just the rebound girl? You don't marry the rebound girl. New and Final Chapter. Cont. of last chapter.

ONESHOT! Rewrite of the locker room scene between Meredith and Derek in “Didn’t we almost have it all.” They both really need to learn how to communicate. The Timing. The words. The voice! So here they are FINALLY talking! Like a couple!

Derek shows up. Post 3.24 'Testing 1, 2, 3...' One shot.

They'd always told Derek that he was one doctor, he couldn't save the world. And he'd almost believed them, until his world became Meredith, and he knew he had to save her. A MerDer drama.

Can patterns be broken? Mer and Derek post 3.21 'Desire'. One shot.

Derek loves Meredith with all his heart and soul! Filled with love, romance, sex, sweetness, healing, forgiveness, everything we Merek fans haven't gotten from S3. Mostly in S3, 1 ch in prom. Adding to GA's S3 and changing some Merek unfriendly details.

A series of one shots, short stories, and drabbles that outline the A Z of Meredith and Derek. Totaly merder. I think I am going to have to change the rating to M after the next chapter.. so if you can't find this it's just gone to M

Post Some Kind of Miracle. MerDer. Following the ferry arc, Derek is paralyzed by his fears of losing Meredith, while Meredith grapples with the consequences of giving up. A story about one second, and how that second changed everything.

A oneshot on the day Derek fell in love with Meredith

Does it happen? On screen chemistry translating to a behind the scenes relationship among actors...fictional story featuring our favorite onscreen couple Ellen and Patrick.

A look at what happens when MerDer fall into a tangled web of angst. When they are pushed to the breaking point, will they follow their hearts or continue to damage each other? Slightly AU after 2.24 by a first time fanfic writer. Updated with Chapter 6!

It is Christmas to New Years S2, 5 ch. Merek. Meredith's hurt, tired, sad. She's circling the drain. Derek struggles to do the right thing. When sex, tequila, work fail Meredith what can she do, but try to leave Seattle Grace. She wins in the end.

Takes place right after the Whore speach. What happens after Derek calls Meredith a whore? MerDer! There's a meeting at the mediators and several other meetings.

Takes place after Wishin and Hopin. Mer is pulling away from Derek. Will he be able to save her from herself or will something happen that tests everyones faith and proves Mer is Far From Ordinary MerDer

A short MerDer piece taking place between Wishin' and Hopin' and Walk on Water that explores Meredith's feelings about the doubts her mother has instilled in her and Derek's apparently off screen habit of being everywhere and saying things.

I couldn't let myself destroy who you are, Derek. I couldn't let myself destroy us. That's why I had to live. MerDer oneshot. PostSome Kind of Miracle.

I thought a dark and twisty Valentine story would be best, so I give you Valentine's Day as only the girls of SGH can celebrate it. Rating for minor references...and I mean MINOR references...to selfdestructive behavior. Mostly random funny stuff. Enjoy!

Sequel to Sound And Fury. Mark and Addison come back to Seattle, Sex, lies, jealousy and betrayal follow. Will Derek and Addison ever stop comparing Mark and Mer to each other? Will the couples make it or will they succomb to the ultimate betrayal?

A different ending to As We Know It. Merder. Somewhere out there, Meredith had her hand on a bomb. His Meredith.

MerDer Oneshot. Newly reunited…trout and trailer fun Please R&R :

An encounter between Meredith and Derek in an on call room causes things to spiral out of control, changing their lives, and the lives of others forever. Set during the awkward period when Meredith and Derek try to be friends. Merder

Oneshot post 3x10 dealing with MeredithAddison. MerDer

A MerDer Christmas fic by me. Because the inspiration struck, and Shonda didn't give us Christmas so I made my own.

A short oneshot written about what goes through Derek's head during the final MerDer scene in From a Whisper to a Scream. Please R&R! Not my best I'll admit, but I'd love to know what you think!

Destructive, unstoppable, irresistible. A train wreck of a love story. Post S2, MerDer. Final Chapter Up!

Just something that popped into my head randomly.

Ok, never would this happen, but a girl can fantasize. What happened after the A.D called cut on the set of the finale

Short, post 'As We Know It' oneshot. Our interpretation of the Meredith Derek conversation at the end of the episode. Short, but interesting, given recent events. Review!

17 year old Meredith meets new Seattle Grace intern Derek!

Latest story, more angsty then normal. MerDer obviously. Sometime after Derek picks Addison, both are miserable. How far will they go in selfdestruction? COMPLETE

It was an obvious choice. Two bullets in two brains. So you operate on your wife, right? Unless it's just a little more complicated.' Nothing like tragedy to make you see who really matters. MD eventually.

Summarry contains SPOILER if you haven't watch the totality of season two. Meredith is starting to move on and Derek has problem accepting it.DM.George never slept with Meredith.

Post S2. This centers on Meredith and the crumbling love triangle she belongs to...it's rather angsty. Completed!

This is my first try on GA! One night at Joe's, after having too many shots of liquor, Derek caved. But i guess he is allowed a moment of weakness once in a while. Set somehwere in S2. Please read and review!

[Post LMR, Derek] 'The first time is unplanned... You didn’t mean for it to happen, you are still innocent. The second time is uncontrolled...'

Second in a series. Sometimes the smallest details make the most significance.

After the events in 2x17 what if Meredith hadn't been okay after the bomb exploded? AU from that point on.

AU Derek and Meredith have their talk over dinner.

They can't sleep. [Following the events of Damage Case]

Sometimes, Addison wishes he'd just sign the papers.

This is what will happen if he doesn't sign the papers. Loads of ADM angst.

A rewrite of that scene in “Winning a Battle, Losing the War episode 3 when Alex is being a jerk and Meredith beats him up. DM

DM. All she knows is that they’re halfway between something and nothing, and it feels anything but simple.

Meredith isn't the only one keeping secrets. Spoiler fic for the end of season one. (DerekMeredith)