In an effort to get back at Mira, Natsu manages to get his hands on her diary. However, what he reads both confuses and surprises him. How will their relationship change? Will reading what's in Mira's diary bring them closer together? Or will it drive them further apart? ADOPTED FROM VISCERNAL!

Natsu's tired of being pushed away whenever his partner wants to go on a date. He is tired of being alone, of being abandoned. What happens when he falls back on a friend that watched him go through those rough patches. Does he even have the trust to let them get close? Rated M for obvious reasons. Previously a one-shot!