Updated: 12-12-12 at 12:20pm.

I created this alternate profile for the little darker side of myself that doesn't get to come out and play too often.

A little about me:

I am an Alpha Female and have been that way my whole life. Before everyone goes "Aw, she's a bitch!" Let me clarify what a "real" Alpha Female is. It is a dominant figure in a grouping of people; men included. I have been a little scrappy chick since I was in grade school. In the 2nd grade I beat up my boyfriend under the big oak tree at school and then married him on the playground in 5th grade; poor Matt. One does not just beat up everyone but cares for all the needs of those under her charge. Well being, safety, happiness and able to console or correct a situation if it gets bad or beyond your charges’ control.

In reality, this is not always a good thing. It usually means rolling your sleeves up and getting dirty. But this is something that I believe Alpha’s are born with; both male and females ones. They naturally posses the skills needed to care for the needs and wants of those under their care. In modern times, you will find that Alphas struggle a lot because they are forced to suppress their often overwhelming compulsion to help or care for others. It simply isn’t very socially acceptable everywhere. For example, because of my outspoken demeanor I often found my self in trouble with either school or my parents. I often wonder how I ever survived to adult hood.

I joined the military when I was 19 and served ten years of active duty. I traveled the World including spending six months in 135 degree weather of the Persian Gulf during the war. Over there females were drastically out numbered; 1 girl for every 1,000 men. My antics didn’t end when I joined up either. It often only made it worse. Just because there is a woman standing in front of a guy doesn’t mean we want to ‘fuck’. I found myself surrounded by a lot of women (oh sucks to me, right?) because I quickly earned the reputation for not putting up with drunk guys hitting on girls when we didn’t want to be hit on. “No, means No.” (lol) A night out with me was a safe night, for the most part. To me it was fun to kick the shit out of an asshole. I know somethings wrong with me... lol

I almost feel sorry for the guys looking back at it now. How would they know this slender, 5’5, long blonde haired androgynous girl with hazel eyes was about to do to them when they behaved inappropriately. Aw the good old days! I can say either through intimidation or an actual physical fight, I never lost a single fight or battle. Yeah!

For my current interest:

I love this wolf pack idea stemming from Ginger Snaps. Not to mention it's being lead by an Alpha Female; which I consider myself to be. In real life, Alpha Female wolves have been known to successfully lead a pack as well as choose a female mate. Being a huge animal lover, I have extensive knowledge with wolf behavior and hopefully I can allow some of that to overflow into my stories.

Alpha Females don’t only rule in wolf packs but Lion Prides are mostly dominated by the female Lionesses. They do the hunting, raising of the cubs, protect and love each other; while creating strong female bonds. Males are for overall protection of the Pride as well as for mating. Elephants and Dolphins also have similar traits. Herds of females elephants consist of tight net groups of females relatives; daughters, sisters, mothers, aunts, grand mothers and grand aunts. And an alpha female, you guessed it, leads the herd. Anyone not think that's impressive. Consider taking on a elephant herd - on FOOT. :-)

There are currently no new projects. Life has simply become too overwhelming.