Hello everyone! This is Meg (recently IHeartVA) but that account is long gone, as in I forgot my password and everything. But I'm back and I will be continuing my stories, starting with 'My Heart Belongs to You'. I will be uploading all 47 chapters of that story again, then continuing it. So stay tuned for new and continued stories.

MY STORY: The reason I've been gone so long...

So most of you know that I've been gone for a long time, more then a year actually. I started my stories in 2010, but was very lazy in updating them. In early April 2011, I gave birth to my twins Rosaline and Andrei with my boyfriend Jack. They were the reason I didn't update for a while, but then something happened when the twins were 3 months old. The reason? Andrei, the eldest male of the twins, passed away. He had problems with his diaphragm, which helps in inflating the lungs. It plays a big role in breathing. The doctor never saw it, but his sickness is rare and his diaphragm grew weaker and weaker in a matter of five days. Usually, the doctor told me, that you may see early stages of this happening, which can be preventable, but what Andrei had was rare. Instead of starting in stage 1, he automatically jumped to stage 3, which was the most severe. So to sum that up: There was no way to stop it. He was having such a hard time breathing, it was terrifying. So a week later, he passed away in a children's hospital at 5:03 AM. You mother's would all know how I felt. I'm a 21 year old mother, and I still feel like my angel was taken away strait from my arms. It still hurts. I became depressed. The only reason why I'm not dead right now, and writing this is because of my daughter, Andrei's twin, Rosaline. Rosa is Andrei's other half. I love her so much, she doesn't remember much about her brother. I tell her that he's no longer with us anymore. I tell her he's on a train to somewhere far away, and we'll see him again some day.

I hope you all will forgive me. It was the hardest thing ever. Now I'm back less then a year later. I've gone through so many hardships, but I think I'll be okay. Jack and I broke up for a little bit. We were engaged a week after the twins were born. We broke up when our little Andrei passed. We stayed apart for nearly six months, then we got back together January 2, 2012. Rosaline lived with me, but we occasionally switched off with each other. We still talked to each other, just no kissing or touching. But I'm happy I have my fiancee back. I feel like my life is complete, but I'm just missing a small part of it. He'll always be here with me. Now it's February 4, 2012, and I'm expecting my third child. We still don't know what the sex is, and he/she was conceived the night we got back together. We're planning on naming her (if a girl) Emily Samantha and he (if a boy) Liam Nathaniel.

MY CAST OF VAMPIRE ACADEMY:

Rosemarie Hathaway: Odette Yustman

Dimitri Belikov: Andrei Andrei

Vasilisa Dragomir: Mia Wasikowska

Christian Ozera: Nicholas Hoult

Adrian Ivashkov: Chace Crawford