This story is about Dean, a college student, who falls in love with a teacher, Castiel, but have a hard time accepting who he is. He has a very bad way of tackling his feelings. He takes his frustration out on Castiel. I'm so bad at summaries. It has Mature content in it, so don't read it if you feel uncomfortable with malexmale sex.

We all know that Dean was originally going to say "I love you," instead of "I need you," in 'Goodbye Stranger', but it was removed from the script. What if he HAD said it? What difference can one little word make? Eventual NSFW.

"He kept fighting. Tried to be okay. And sometimes, he was. He truly loved Dean. The rare moments when they laughed together, when he would catch the hunter staring at him with adoration he didn't deserve...those were the things keeping him alive. But he was drowning. Choking on the idea he could ever belong here." Trigger warning for suicidal thoughts. Set in Season 9.

To forget: cease to think of, fail to remember, leave behind, neglect, ignore, abandon, say goodbye to. Destiel.

Destiel College!AU Cas is having crazy dreams about someone he's only met the once, but desperately wants to get to know.

Destiel, slash. Tarot cards are so rarely right, except when they totally are.