The story begins a few days before Phil's birthday when Dan finds a new, very amusing, nickname for his best friend Phil. He also finds that his affections towards Phil are taking on a different direction. Phil struggles with feelings of insecurity but finds one thing that makes him feel better.

"Dear Dean, There are so many things I want to tell you. They were right, you know, when they said I was lost once I laid a hand on you. I was. I think it was your freckles, I've always loved them."