This wasn't like any other crime Amanda had ever investigated. There were no facts shrouded in mystery nor a question as to what had happened. This was cold, hard reality and Olivia had lived it, an unwilling but unmoving fixture of Lewis's four day raping and killing streak. She was no longer a police officer and now Amanda wasn't sure that she was either. (ON HIATUS AGAIN :-( )

Five year old Emma Swan has been through hell and back in her short life. Chance has her meet Olivia Benson and the woman quickly falls for the little girl. She takes her in, provides safety and love for her. But is it too much? Will Emma's past that causes her nightmares and behavioral issues be too much for Olivia? **Trigger Warning** There is a lot of talk of abuse in this.

It was never meant to happen, especially not by one of their own. The squad was left shattered; the breach of trust was unforgivable. No one thought that one, regretful, night would be the trigger to push one of their own to the brink of self-destruction.

After Amanda admits that Deputy Chief Patton raped her, she falls lower than ever before. Olivia helps her take her first steps towards recovery, sparking a deep friendship and relationship that will change Amanda's life forever. Post Forgiving Rollins Fic. Trigger Warning-Dark Themes and mentions of rape/violence.

Nineteen-ninety-six is the year Olivia let go of the only child she had. Being promised that the child would be an ideal candidate for adoption, Olivia trusted them and told herself for years after that the baby would be loved into a family. Now sixteen years later, a young girl shows up to the precinct needing Olivia's help. Her name Carter Benson. The child Olivia gave up.

After Patton goes away, Amanda finds herself lost and in pain about what happened. The past is finally catching up to her and she doesn't know who to turn to and is too afraid to say anything. However, in times of need, people who care will always show up to help. Even when a new hard case erupts, something always comes out of it.

Hey guys I hope you enjoy this one! I've used some of my own personal experiences to come up with the inspiration for this one. Again I hope you enjoy it.

Each case hit her like a ton of bricks, but there was one particular case of child abuse that changed her life in ways the other cases didn't. This particular case consisted of two young girls whose parents made the fortunate mistake of moving next door to the seasoned detective. What happens when Lieutenant Benson meets eleven year old Amanda Rollins?

"A flower isn't the only thing that blooms." AU Rolivia. Amanda works in a library and Olivia is a professor. T for now.

She just wants her trust, for her to finally let her take control and guide her to the release she so desperately needs. She just needs to realize just how necessary it really is. (Follow up to Unbroken)

She was on a reckless path. Olivia/Amanda pairing. Rating for later chapters.

For the past five years, Amanda Rollins has been falling. Who will take care of her when she - quite literally - hits the ground? / Set during Patton's trial, i.e. 16x10 "Forgiving Rollins". Rated M for coarse language and potential future references to what Patton did to her. ****** Changed my mind: will be longer than a twoshot! ******

Rated M because I'm not sure where it's going to go. Also, not sure I'm too great at writing but I thought I'd give it a shot. I keep wanting this friendship/relationship thing to happen between Olivia and Amanda but I haven't read any that have been exactly like I want them(Although I have read some really great ones!) so I though I'd give it a try. Let me know what you think.

Olivia swore she put it behind her. She was over it. It was so long ago and now she had Noah, she had Tucker... she was truly happy. But now the man who hurt her, who touched her without permission, who took her without consent wasn't just back but he was in charge of her, of her squad? Is it just a horrible coincidence or was there something even more sinister at work? Tuckson

Sequel to "Touch". As Amanda continues to recover from her assault and gambling relapse, she finds herself on the verge of a breakdown and needing Olivia more than ever. Amanda/Olivia pairing.

Sergeant Olivia Benson is called to the hospital when a traumatized woman, who doesn't speak, is admitted. What happened to her? Who is she and will Olivia be able to help?

SQ AU; With only fifteen years under her belt, Emma Swan has enough hardships to bring anyone to their edge. When she finally escapes the horrors of her foster home, fate brings her home to her real family, they soon realize how broken she is. Emma is sent to a counselor to recover. Regina, her counselor is also a BDSM enthusiast with a surprising secret beneath all that leather.

Amanda Rollins got transferred to special victims in NYC after everything that happened with her previous boss, Patton. Olivia Benson is her new partner and hopefully a new friend as well. As time passes and, due to Liv's prodding questions, Amanda finds it harder to hide and lie about her past and about her baby girl.

Olivia agrees to join her colleagues for a night out at the drive-in movies because she is worried about Amanda. At a place where minimal verbal communication is allowed and they have to interact mostly by touch or through text, Olivia tries to figure out what is wrong with her friend and hopes to provide her with some comfort. Olivia/Amanda friendship.

Amanda has always been able to keep her severe claustrophobia a secret, until she and Olivia get stuck in a sweltering elevator together during a summer heat wave. Short two-shot. Amanda/Olivia friendship.

A one shot. Amanda Rollins suffers a panic attack at work. Luckily for her Olivia Benson is there to pick up the pieces.

Olivia has a hard time dealing with what she went through with William Lewis. Amanda is there for her.

Inspiration from episode 'undercover mother'. Amanda Rollins little sister has been abducted by a prostitution ring. Amanda herself goes undercover as a Madame in hopes to find her. She later gets arrested by Det. Benson. Will Olivia believe her? Will she help her find her sister, or will she go to desperate measures to save her?

Set right after the end of "Forgiving Rollins". Amanda runs out of the therapist's office and doesn't know where she can run. She ends up outside Olivia's apartment door.

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN UP! [Set after Rapist Anonymous. Amanda's night of drinking and gambling takes a turn for the worst and Olivia is the only one who can really understand.] Warning: mentions of rape throughout (not in every chapter ). This will be an Olivia/Amanda and Amanda/Fin friendship story.

Amanda Rollins had been moved from her home in Georgia, relocating to New York with her mother and Kim. Amanda's the new kid starting at Dalton High, where she meets Olivia Benson her teacher. On the way Amanda struggles with family, depression, and most of all falling in love.