hi i write stuff sometimes

I'm on twt @dazaiso

I'm on AO3 @ jikooks (only if you like bts and jikook)

i was kaneki-senpai, then shotodoroki(?) and now todorokisbf (no bf doesn't mean boyfriend here, it stands for banana fish)

i was gonna delete all this under this text but i thought why not just leave it up for nostalgia idk what 13 year old me was thinking

OTP's

1) Mikan x Natsume (Gakuen Alice)

2) NaLu (Fairy Tail)

3) Momona x Cayenne (Lady Jewelpet)

4) Kirito x Asuna (Sword Art Online)

5) Jerza (Fairy Tail)

5) Gruvia (Fairy Tail)

6) Eren x Mikasa (LOL SORRY) ((Attack on Titan)

7) Touka x Kaneki (Tokyo Ghoul)

8) Touko x Kakeru (Glasslip)

9) Mary (Marry?) x Seto ((Mekaku City Actors/Kagerou Days)

10) Shu x Inori (Guilty Crown)

11) Misty x Ash (Pokemon)

12) Blue x Green (Pokemon Special/Pokespe)

13) Red x Yellow (Pokemon Special/Pokespe)

14) May x Drew (Pokemon)

15) Amu x Ikuto

16) Ichigo x Kashino

17) Edward x Winry (Fullmetal Alchemist/Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood)

18) Yato x Hiyori (Noragami)

19) Haruka x Gou (LOL SORRY AGAiN) ((Free!)) ((IDC what you say)))

20) Menma x Jinta (Ano Hana) ((;-;))

21) Ichigo x Rukia a.k.a IchiRuki (Bleach)

22) NaruHina (Naruto)

23) Ib x Garry (from the pc game: Ib)

24) Lucia x Kaito (Mermaid Melody)

25) Akame x Tatsumi (Akame ga Kill)

(At this point I will stop naming anime/manga/game/etc. bc I got lazy)

26) Akari x Yuuma

27) Tamako x Mochizou

28) Soul x Maka

29) Mirai x Akihito

30) Kyouko x Izumi (Horimiya)

31) JIKOOK

32) Namjin

33) yoonseok

34)vhope

35)yoonkook

36) todoroki and me

THESE ARE NOT IN ORDER.

Will you stay by my side
Will you promise me
If I let go of your hand, you’ll fly away and break
I’m scared scared scared of that

Will you stop time
If this moment passes
As though it hadn’t happened
I’m scared scared scared I’ll lose you

- Butterfly (BTS)

Let’s move
Goodbye to this place, that we grew attached to
Let’s move
Now to a higher place

While taking the last box out of the empty room
I looked back for a moment
Times we cried and laughed
Goodbye now

- Move (BTS)

Now I can’t live a day without you, please

Hold me tight, hug me
Can you trust me, can you trust me
can you trust me
Pull me in tight
Hold me tight, hug me
Can you trust me, can you trust me
Please, please, please pull me in and hug me

You still shine
You’re still like a scented flower
Now trust me, hold me once again
So I can feel you, hold me

Without you, I can’t breathe
I’m nothing without you
Open my closed heart, drench my heart
So I can feel you, hold me

- Hold Me Tight (BTS)

Even if you don’t put on makeup
You’ll put on your perfume called Attraction
I never believed that there was a god
But now you make me believe
because to me, you’re a goddess
Whether you’re young or old,
whether you have a hidden child
I don’t care because I love you
If I’m with you, anywhere we go is a flower garden
Instead of holding designer bags, you hold my hand
Instead of jealousy and envy,
you understand my nature
With you, I draw out my future
In between our couple shoes
are a pair of baby sneakers

- MISS RIGHT (BTS)i

Hey you, what’s your dream?
Hey you, what’s your dream?
Hey you, what’s your dream?
Is that all your dream is?

I wanna big house, big cars & big rings
But actually, I don’t have any big dreams
Haha, I live quite comfortably
Even if I don’t dream, no one says anything
Everyone is thinking
the same way as me
I completely forgot about my childhood
when I had a lot of dreams
Don’t worry about college,
I’ll at least go to a school that’s far away
Ok mom, I’m going to the library right now

What is the you that you’ve dreamed of?
Who do you see in the mirror? I gotta say
Go on your path
Even if you live for a day
Do something
Put away your weakness

Why aren’t you saying anything?
You don’t wanna study
but you’re scared to quit school?
See, you’re already getting ready for school
Please grow up, you’re all talk dude,
you have a glass mentality, boy
(Stop) Ask yourself if you’ve ever
worked hard for anything

Sick of the same day, the repeating days

Grown-ups and my parents
keep instilling confined dreams to me

Number one future career is a government worker?

Rebel against the hellish society,
dreams are a special pardon
Ask yourself about your dream profile
Become the main subject of your life
that has always been suppressed

Stop hesitating, stop being indecisive

Why’re you telling to go a different path? Take care of yourself
Please don’t force me

- No More Dream (BTS)

If you're alone,

I'll be your shadow.

If you want to cry,

I'll be your shoulder.

If you want a hug,

I'll be your pillow.

If you need to be happy,

I'll be your smile.

But anytime you need a friend,

I'll just be me.

I am the girl that doesn't go to school dances, or games, and when I do go, I sit in a corner and read a book. I am the girl that people look through when I say something. I am the girl that spends most of her free time reading, writing, or doing other activities that most teenagers wouldn't call normal. I am the girl that people call weird and a freak either behind my back or to my face. I am the girl that doesn't spend all her time on MySpace,or talking to a girlfriend on a cellphone or regular phone. I am the girl that hasn't been asked out in a year. I am the girl that has stopped to smell the flowers and jump and splash in the rain. BUT I am also the girl who knows and is proud to be who she is, doesn’t care if people call her weird (it's a compliment),who loves reading and writing and doing the things that no one seems to have the time to do any more, who loves and is obsessed with alot of things, who can express herself better with words than actions, who doesn't need a guy to complete her, and knows the importance of the little things. Copy and paste this onto your account, and add your name to the list, if you are anything like me, so the girls who are different and unique can know in their weakest time that they are unique but not alone- Bearhug946, EdwardCullenEqualsLife, Stephanie Deux, Aintzane411, BillieMaysSaysKaboom,Nuns N' Bagels, animelover inf, Lady Lilane,RaNdOm CaT927, green-girl09, AquosBrawlerStar,Catluvur, Greentabbycat, xXLadyTigressQueenXx, Animefreak2000, kaneki-senpai

Her name was Auroura

She was only five

This is what happened

When she was alive

Her dad was a drunk

Her mum was an addict

Her parents kept her

Locked in an attic

Her only friend

was a little toy bear

It was old and worn out

And had patches of hair

She always talked to it

When no one's around

She lays there and hugs it

Not a peep of sound

Until her parents

unlock the door

Some more and more pain

She'll have to endure

A bruise on her leg

A scar on her face

Why would she be

In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear

And softly crys

She loves her parents

But they want her to die

She sits in the corner

Quiet but thinking,

"God, why? Why is

My life always sinking?"

Such a bad life

For a sad little kid

She'd get beaten and beaten

For anything she did

Then one night

Her mum came home high

The poor child was hit and slapped

As hours went by

Then her mum suddenly

Grabbed for a blade

It was sharp and pointy

One that she made

She thrusted the blade

Right in her chest,

"You deserve to die

You worthless pest!"

The mum walked out

Leaving the girl slowly dying

She grabbed her bear

And again started crying

Police showed up

At the small little house

They quickly barged in

Everything was as quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly

Opened a door

To find the sad little girl

Lying on the floor

It must have been bad

To go through so much harm

But at least she died

With her best friend in her arms

COPY AND PASTE THIS ONTO YOUR PROFILE IF YOU DO NOT LIKE CHILD ABUSE AND WANT IT TO STOP!

This is a true story. A girl died in 1933. A man buried her when she was still alive. The murderer chanted, "Toma Sota balcu," as he buried her. Now that you have read this chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated. If you post this on your profile, she will not bother you. Your kindness will be rewarded.

Hush little baby,

don’t you cry,

don’t cut your arms,

don’t say goodbye,

put down that razor,

put down that light,

it might be hard,

but you’ll win this fight

"Try not to cry"

"Try not to Cry"

"Try Not to Cry"

Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school,

He told his friends that it was cool,

And when he pulled the trigger back,

It shot with a great, huge crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,

I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!

When I went to school that day,

I never said good-bye.

I'm sorry that I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.

When Johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another,

And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,

And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.

Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,

Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though. deserves this.

But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry.

Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest,

When I heard that great, big crack, I ran as fast as I could

I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,

I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.

And Mommy all I need to say is, "Mommy, I love you"

In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech Students Who Were Lost

Please if you would, Don't smash this on the ground.

If you pass this on,

Maybe people will cry,

Just keep this in your heart,

For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".

Now you have 2 choices,

1) Pass this on, and show people you care, repost as "Try Not To Cry"

2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how cold-hearted you really are...

Girls Don't realize these things;

I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you

I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy"

I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk

I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy.

I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date

I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around

I'm sorry If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry If you read this and know somebody like this but don't care

But most of all

I'm sorry For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry That I cared

I'm sorry that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?" Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, copy and paste into your profile as 'I'm sorry'

If You're one of the FEW girls with enough BALLS to copy and paste this into your profile, and you would never make your guy feel this way, copy and paste into your profile as 'Girls Don't Realize These Things.

"I don't care if all of you leave here without learning a thing. But if there is one person who is inspired by me and changes because of me, then I know that I have done my job."
"This is my life... to go on singing like this... Just as I was saved... I'll save someone else like this. Finally, I finally found it."
"You know, if you married someone, that means you love every side of your significant other that you know already. So if you find a new side after to love, doesn't that mean you’ll love your partner even more?"
"Leaving the person I love in danger and continuing to live on is the same as being dead."
"The woman I love, as I see her sink in the same darkness I am in, what damn things might happen in the future..the future that you guys want, I don't care about that. From now on, whatever happens, I'll protect this person."
“Don't bother coming to the darkness that you don't need to see... I don't want to show you the darkness that doesn't belong to you... Don't let yourself be hurt so much anymore... Rather, let me be your strength.”