Sometime. I feel like the only person in the world like me. Sometimes I feel so alone that it makes me sick. and then at other times I just welcome the silence, the solitude. I feel better alone. When your alone no one can be their to heirt you. No one can be their to make you feel horrible, invisible, or useless. But then it will be just you an your thoughts as they slowly drive you insane. But I dont think Im insane, ecsentric yes but not insane. I have friends, family and nice teachers, but at times I still feel alone. They only time I dont feel that way is when I read. Reading is my outlit, my drug, my free pass to get out of the horrible reality I live in and go to a new one.

favorites: Harry Potter, Hershey bars, Pink(the singer, hate the color), Katie Perry, Fanfiction, and killing zombies in the left for diead.

DREAMS: To go to Pairs or to do something really great and important. Or become a famous cartoon artest. I just want to leave my mark in the world.

Anyone who reads this must know one thing I am the princess of crows, and Queen of darkness. I am kind but if you cross me or hurt my love ones I will set a thousand unimanginable evils upon you!

11/26/13

WHEN WILL ANYTHING INTERESTING HAPPEN! and I mean it in a good way.

NEW THINGS I LOVE: Anime, Fullmetal alchemist. The movie Let me in and black nail polish.

1/13/2014

YEAH!!! Bring on the new year

new years resalotion: Find someone I can really connect with.(Maybe a true love, to those of you still out their that still belives in that)

NEW THING I LOVE: The movie "Black Swan", spicey chicken wings, dark angels, and anything covered in chocalte ;)

1/24/1GOD DAMIT!!! Are parents and grandmas sole purpose in the world to drive us so crazy that we start contemplating murdering them in their sleep?! Because that's what mine are doing! Why is it that parents only yell, yell, yell, and never ever just shut up just to listen for once. Why can't they listen! Were wrong and they're right, that's just how it has to work for now, I can't cuss them out at least until I'm out of the house and have a job. Un till then I must bight my tung. But how will I survive till then?

MOOD: Annoyed :(

5/2/14

mood: bored

new things I love: Movie wolf children, anime, tacos, and Hey arnold. And anything having to do with japan,

10/9/14

Mood: Happy

Still haven't found true love, what do I have this thing about me that makes me completely love less, oh well, will not give up hope. Must be positive, I WILL BE POSITVE!

New things I love: Naruto, fanfiction, swimming, Once upon a time, cup a noodle soups, anime, anime club, painting and Criminal minds.

11/09/14 Hate parents!!!! ):/

12/18/14

Chirstmas break one day cant wait! :D

New things that I love, sower cream, crowsauts, danny phantom, and slash lots, and lots of slash!

2/3/15

Trying to be happy. Got the best bff in the world.

Things I hate: Parents(at least my) math, and my teacher Miss D

Things I Love: Fanfiction,slash, yuri, spicy food, books, butterflys, and my prom date P.

03/25/15

Going to graduate soon, so excited. I am so done with high school and stupid teenagers.

THINGS I LOVE: Tmnt 2012, Leo the blue turtle, peperoni pizza, the book; Book of a thousand days, Howls moving castle anime movie, oil painting, and three days grace the band.

THINGS I HATE!!!: My step dad, math, stupid kids in my class and scratching.

7/16/18

Everytime i update this it feels werid listing to my last posts. God I was such a different person than. Still the darkcrowprincess is still alive and kicking! So if all of you out their still read this good for you! Im a big fanfiction reader whos going to keep on reading.

Things i love: Florida, chocolate, youtube, fanfiction, drawing, my family( except certain individuals), my friends, romeo and juliet, anime, books.

Things i hate: Trump as president, certain individuals in my family, intrusive thoughts, whenever i get depressed, family drama, drama in genral, when traggedy happens in the world and it could have easily been avoided if people were not idots.

Issues i have: Autism, ocd, anxiety, and insomnia.

Fav Anime: Fullmetal Alchemists, Romeo and Juliet,

Fav cartoon: TMNT, Atla, and Avengers Assemble.

2/16/18

I am slowly losing my mind. Have intrusive thoughts of really horrifying things every day. Can't sleep. And I feel suicidal and depressed. My family is a complete mess. Mom and stepdad fight every day and its completely my stepdads fault. Im tired of seeing my mom crying. I can't talk to anyone. I fear they'll hate me for the thoughts and images in my head I hate haveing. I scratch and hurt myself all the time, but I never cut myself( I never have) but really want too. Sometimes I want to die, but a part of me really doesn't. I just want to be happy and have my thoughts stop driving me crazy. I want to be normal. Have a happy family and a boyfriend who loves me. But I fear Im just un loveable. Or maybe Im cursed. Maybe I should have never been born. A lot of people's lives would have been so much easier.

Favorite things: drawing, sewing, netflixs.

Least favorite: drama, intrusive thoughts, depression, sucicidal thoughts, stepdads, and my life in genral.

Favorite quote: Never give up without a fight.

As the Darkcrowprincess, sometimes I feel like Im losing my mind. Life not easy right now. But Ive got to pull through. If I can survive this. I can survive anything.