So...it's been a while -sighs- I know at this point I'm just talking to myself but hey...why not. I'm bored and have nothing else to do so yea...here we go.

Hello It's Namine Kazumi Zenitram, use to be known as Kazumi Hikari Yami... And I am an adult with no more goals, I have dreams, but no ambition to make them reality. Thus I say again, no goals.

Unless you count living and being happy with my husband a goal, then I have 1

Oh yea I'm getting married...anyone remember Ritsoka? He was my boyfriend at the time I got the idea for "Rebirth", But now we are engaged.

Anyway so because of the lack of motivation and already lack of self esteem and the feeling of lonleyness I decided finally I'm gonna end the waiting for the...I thing 2 people that follow me...idk

From this point on I will be a Watcher...in other words, no more stories, no more posts, no more stupid idea's, no more writing. I will be on fanfiction.net only to read others works, nothing more. Maybe a comment to others on their work...but most likely not.

I've been putting off my stories because of depression and other real life problems long enough to realise I just can't anymore..

Plus when I do finally have an idea for a story, I just can't put other characters In it, but I'm too afraid to post it anywhere else that will let me right my own stories with my own characters (plus it getting quite annoying g to put up a disclaimer every chapter or beginning of the story, if I am gonna write, it will trully be MY story with MY characters, not someone else's...)

Anyway, this is the end...a final good bye, a final profile edit, even if Im 40 it will stay the same (pluse after I turn 25 it'll be Down hill from there...)

So...goodbye and thanks to the haters (for nothing) you sucsessfully kicked me out, your welcome...Thank you to the 2 followers (for at least pushing the follow button...) And thanks to fanfiction, for just existing, you were a great place when i first came here thinking that i would be a well liked/known writer some day...even thought that was not the case.

Ritsoka: it was nice meeting you for the very short while

Dianna: The days in Anime Chat Room where the best :) IdkADDjk officially sighning out...

Kiyomi: oooh I'm gonna miss all of you -tears up-

Kiraki: what do you mean "all of you" she only had 2 fans since 2005...

Kiyomi: I ment you guys not the fans...no offence but they didn't help Namine's self esteem ether...no comments...no reviews... every single pm/review was from haters...never a fan

Lexi: kiyomi you'll still see us at home

Kiraki: Yea were in her head not trapped on this site moron

Kiyomi: oh...right...

-Namine closes the doors to her castle and locks the Gates to the HikariYami Lands for the last time-

[favorite Ships/otp's]

Sebastian/Ciel - Kuroshitsuji

Hinata/Naruto- Naruto/Shippuden/Gaiden

Sasuke/Sakura - Shippuden/Gaiden only (face it she was annoying b4...)

Gajeel/Levy- FariyTale

Sans/Frisk- Undertale

Asriel/Frisk- Undertale

Atem/Yami/Yugi - Yugioh

Bakura/Ryou - yugioh

Bakura/ Yami or Atem(never both)/Ryou/Yugi- Yugiohh

Bakura/Marik - Yugioh Abriged

Sesshomaru/Rin - Inuyasha

Max/Fang - Maximum Ride

Christian/Anastasia- Fifty Shades Trilogy

[Stories Id like to see be written]

(I would love to be notified if someone does adopt any of these idea's/story but I know their won't be...)

Past, Present,Future?! - Naraku is back and has gained the power of the "Kyoshi of time" he threatens to go back in time to destroy the much younger and inexperienced Inuyasha. With team work as their only hope, Sesshomaru, Koga and others join Inuyasha's gang to save the past thus helping the present, and also get a glimpse of the future.

Every Day - The song "Everyday" by Jessie Daniels...I'd like to see a story with this song in mind as a plot... Sesshomaru/Rin or Gajeel/Levy with this would be nice...or even a Atem/Yami/Yugi...you will get it if you hear the song.

Rebirth: !UP FOR ADOPTION! the main OC is My Character, so I will re-edit the story, leaving out her name... Because I can't trust people to be nice and give credit where credit is due...