'Bout Moi:

I have multipersonality issues- sometimes i'm rly rly hyped up, sometimes i'm rly hardworking, but mostly...

i'm lazy, loud, and tend to be brutally honest when it comes to alot of things. and super angsty, on occasions.

I'm also a total smartass.

i accept critism, and as for flaming... well, if that's the one way u can express your thoughts on my work, go ahead. but if u think it sux that bad, try giving me advice so i don't rite anymore crap, 'kay? 'kay.

o yeah, i also am annoyed by ppl who post their stories and then say "no critism, pls!" or "if u don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all" or stuff like that... hey, we post stories for a learning experience, as well as enjoyment... not every1s going to totally luv wat u rite, and if ur going to live in that state of denial forever, u mite as well end up stuck in that load of bs. (isn't that a nice thought?).

Location: Oregon, USA (i understand that no one has ever heard of oregon. we're above california :)

Age: ... i'm in high school. that's all you need to know.

Religion: Agnostic. (hey, live and let live, thats how it goes, kay?)

I'm 100 percent pure azn, and damn proud. and for ppl who care, english is my SECOND language. sorry if its not that good.

I'm also a GIRL. my AIM sn is similar to my account name, and just about every1 thinks its a guy-ish name. well, i'm a girl. thank you very much.

and i CANNOT live without music. I luv it. (specially Three Days Grace)

I'm a total sucker for:

~ Anime:

Gaara

Kankuro

Kakashi

Kabuto (he deserves more attention! geez)

Itachi (ok, if sasuke kills him, i will personally go into naruto world and PULVERIZE HIM)

~ Tom Felton (Draco Malfoy in Harry Potter, for those unenlightened souls out there... I was pretty darn pissed when they just about removed him in HP5)

~ Garrett Hedlund (Murtagh in Eragon, some dude in Four Brothers, and some dude in Friday Nights Live or someting. He's sexy, 'nuff said)

~ Johnny Depp (omg... if you don't know who that is... -.-;;)

~ Asian Boys (more precisely, hot azn singers. coughVicZhoucough... coughSuperJuniorBandcough)

~ Emo Boys (if i could join any group at school, it would be the emos. unfortunately, i'm too azn, even if my friends describe me as emo. if only... psh)

~ ok, this will make no sense watsoever and probably give u RLY weird thoughts but... Guys Who Look Like Girls. (no! not like curvy like girls, but with a pretty face and kewl hair. if u don't get wat i mean, Google Image 'Bill Kaulitz'. or follow linkie:

the band he sings for isn't too good, but yea... -evilsmirk-. BTW, i'm straight. just wanted to get that clear. )

~ Ice cream... whoever said "Ben & Jerry's: the only two guys a girl needs in life" knows me too well.

Hobbies/Interests:

~ Music (who doesn't like music, honestly?)

~ Writing

I write a LOT of poetry. a LOT. example:

Eyes burning with anger and hate

Making days even darker than night

Thinking to grasp a hold of fate

Taking the world of hope and light.

A mournful cry, a leering grin

The taste of power at the sight of pain

A bloodstained world, a shriveled heart

Shouts of victory at the death He caused.

Wounds are wrought, for the joy of hurt

He kills without hunger, kills without hate

Coal blackened eyes, a blinded heart

His hands are cruel, his thoughts wreck lives

A shattered soul, a hardened spirit

Compassion and love, pushed all away

A misguided mind, misplaced thoughts

Fooling Himself with dreams of God.

A pointed finger, an accusing glare

A victim guilty, yet wrongly blamed

‘Beast’, He is called, and falsely so

‘Man’, it should be, His brand, His name.

For any who can create such cold

Can only be, as cruel as Man.

~ I like slacking off and doing stuff i'm not supposed to. i'm just a rebel like that. deal.

~ reading (manga, horror, romance the mushy stuff just kills me :)

~ Shopping.

~ Skateboarding

~ Tae Kwon Do

Favs:

~ Band/Artist: Three Days Grace, Linkin Park, flyleaf, Underoath, taking back sunday, red jumpsuit apparatus, black eyed peas, chris brown, t-pain, baby bash, one republic, timbaland, fergie, evanescence, three doors down, nickelback, rihanna, daughtry, Maroon 5, HIM, MCR, Avenged Sevenfold, within temptation, fallout boy, greenday, Fort Minor, cute is what we aim for, Eminem... azn artists, of course, such as jj lin and suju. i have SO much more, but i'm kinda going blank here... and yes, i realize i have a very widespread taste in music... mostly i like hard metal and emo. screamo's decent, too, even if some can't appreciate it.

~ Movie: i LUV disney, finding nemo, Lion King, bambi, balto, the incredibles, mulan, luv it all... Devil Wears Prada (omg, luvvved), Titanic (classic), Disturbia, Pink Panther, eragon was a disgrace, harry potter was getting pretty bad, and WHAT HAPPENED to DANIEL RADCLIFF?? horror movies- the grudge, ringu, stay alive, saw was gruesomely twisted in a horribly brutal way... azn dramas: devil beside you, silence, meteor garden... Bourne series, Die Hard... any movie where ppl get blown up, i guess... IF the plott and actings good)

~ Color: Black (i dare you to get started on it being a shade.)

~ Animal: Wolf

~ Sport: Soccer

~ Instrument: Piano (like the majority of azns, i play the piano)

~ Anime: Spirited Away, Mononoke-hime, Ghost in Shell, Howl's Moving Castle

Anime Series: Naruto, Inuyasha, Fullmetal Alchemist, Fruits Basket (tho Tohru gets on my nerves and i kinda hate Yuki) currently watching Wolf's Rain (i spoiled it for myself on Wikipedia and am going to end up HATING the end...)

~ Places to Shop: American Eagle, Hollister, Aeropostle, DKNY, Forever 21, Abercrombie & Fitch = ok, but kinda mehh.

~ Drink: Starbucks- Cafe Vanilla Frapp.

Pet Peeves:

~ ppl trying to convince me on their religion- look, i don't bug you, so leave me alone. did i ever say what you believe in isn't true? no. i'm agnostic, meaning: i don't believe anything, there could be a god, or many, or there could be not.

~ ppl who don't wash their hair at LEAST once every two days. thats the limit. or else its just plain gross... heheh... just wanted to get that out.

~ Overdramatic ppl. its sickening and annoying. overdramatic = "O-M-GGEee!! i just broke a NAIL and my chem teacher HATES me and i've got an A MINUS in Gov and i'll DIE!! HELP ME! HELP ME! why is the WORLD out to get ME!!?!" swoon... ok, thats... just not needed

~ ppl trying to hit on others on websites such as Facebook, Myspace, and Gaia (yes, i have accounts on all three).

~ ppl overobsessive about actors or movie characters (such as "OMG!! Sasuke's mine, MINE... he's so HOTT, or "i LOVE ORLAND BLOOM!! we going to get MARRIEED!!" ok, rly, i rly luv anime guys and actors, but rly, in the end, "sasuke-kun"s a TWO DIMENSIONAL MADE UP guy with features no ONE NORMAL on EARTH would possess, and orlando bloom is probably NOT who you imagine him to be. reading fan magazines isn't going to let you get to no him as a person. get over it.) i may be obsessive over tom felton and co., but not like i'm-going-to-sooo-marry-him obsessive.)

~ the color pink. its bright, nuff said.

~ skirts and dresses. i cannot STAND them. i swear to god, they bug me. the last time i willing wore one was wen i was like... 6. the last time i wore one was two years ago at a piano recital, and that was FORCED on me... i normally always go to important ceremonies in jeans and a t-shirt. i'm not kidding)

Random Facts:

~ I can't cook to save my life.

~ I can cuss in 11 different languages.

~ I have never kept fish alive for more than 3 days. i'm sorry.

~ I'm allergic to all fruit cept blueberries and apples. but i eat fruit anyway cuz i luv that stuff and my allergy isn't deathly at any rate.

~ I have a turtle. His name is Fluffy. (yes, i UNDERSTAND that turtles aren't fluffy. do you think it would cross my mind to NAME one Fluffy if it were?)

~ I'm so Goddamn sarcastic, its scary.

~ I use the words 'pulverize', 'rly', and 'lol' too much on Aim, facebook, myspace, and gaia and etc...

~ Me on one of my hyper days is not something u'd want to see

~ I have 17 email accounts and 9 aim accounts, just fyi

~ I do NOT believe in love at first sight. I personally think thats just ppl being shallow. agree or not, its ur choice.

~ About my love life: i have yet to get an OFFICIAL boyfriend. unfortunately, high school is rather disappointing. guys r too shallow.

-contrary to wat u mite think, i'm not that shallow. just becuz i think a guy is rly hot doesn't mean i'd ever want to go out with him.

I believe that ppl cannot just fall in and out of love. i had never fallen in love in that way before. i once thought i did, but now that i think back, it was more like a huge obsessive crush. love is when u'd give up everything u have for one person.

I don't crush on guys easily. in fact, it happens only rarely. I call them hot, fantasize, befriend them, but would never consider going out with them.

~ this may seem rly strange to a lot of you out there, but I have always preferred hugs to a kiss. the reason? i don't know. i think there is more meaning in a hug, that sense of protection and just a moment's pause, enjoying each others company. kissing is like... intimate. its no longer rly focusing on the company of the other, but more like physical pleasures... but maybe it's just me.

all in all, i'm a rly not so girly girl, cept for my obsession w/ guys (tehee), my luv for shopping and a bit of make-up, and my poetry writing (paino does not count. it was forced on me.) oh, and my girl attitude. god, romantic stuff rly hits bottom. its my weak spot. -bows head in shame-