L was bullied when he was a child and started to gain self loathing feelings. This caused him to start cutting his arms and thighs. He thought he would never be loved by anyone because he was ugly and worthless but little did he know there was someone out

Misa begs for L to come to her slumber party, because he is attached to Light. the girls at the party get L drunk and teases L and Light by playing girly games like kill, fuck or marry and other games (not spoiling ;p) but yea some shlit happens ;o