keep smiling so no one can see the pain so no one worries i try but it hurt bad ever since i was in 1st grade i was bullied for being ugly fat stupid i don't tell my mom or anybody i just stay away from everybody i lock myself in my room i wish i was pretty i wish i had a good trait i wish i was liked by anyone ill my friend i had was my friends out of pity i wake up every morning and pray please let their be no bully's but it is i guess im not important this is the stuff that make kids like me kill they self but I've been bullied so much i think im used to it it is just a place in my heart that can't be fixed. I listen to music to make me feel better but its still that spot that can't be fixed. That's why im not close to my family im only 14 it got so bad i begged my mom to home school me keep smiling but don't let no one in don't get to happy about something keep smiling so no one sees the pain keep smiling so no one worries