This AU starts out with Tara visiting Jax in prison for the first time, set between season 3 and 4. But things are rocky for this couple...Tara and Jax took a break before he went in, Tara not getting past all the crap she went through in season three.

"Every time I think maybe I'm headin' in the right direction, I end up in a place I never knew could feel this bad." Reeling from his wife's death, Jax is plunged into a catatonic state where he's bombarded with beautiful and painful memories of his life with Tara. When he recovers, which direction will he take?

Another reader request! My first SOA story...really not sure how long to keep this up, so let me know what you all think. This takes place right after Tara catches Jax with Ima in Season Three. I wanted to write a Tara that is stronger than KS writes her in the show, because realistically, I think she is too smart to put up with all Jax's shit, especially getting cheated on.

A series of random drabbles, one shots, episode tags, bits and pieces. All Jax/Tara centric.