Age: 19

Gender: Female

Favorite fandoms (currently): Final Fantasy IX, Dissidia Final Fantasy, Death Note

Favorite characters: Kuja (Final Fantasy IX/Dissidia), L (Death Note), Mello (Death Note), Axel (Kingdom Hearts), Sebastian (Kuroshitsuji), Grell (Kuroshitsuji), Ashe (original character)

- I condone no act of sexual immorality, hetero- or homosexual in nature, in real life, but I admit to enjoying reading both in an entirely fictional context. As contradictory as this seems, it is the truth. I separate fiction from reality quite solidly in this sense.

- I enjoy well-written lemons, especially if much emotion and feeling is included in actions and description. Mindless sex is not really my thing.

- I enjoy the torture of my favorite characters. Physical or mental torture, rape, mental anguish, depression, hopeless situations... Psychological and emotional torment and traumatizing situations especially fascinate me.

- I do not enjoy all pairings, yaoi or het, equally just because it's sex. In my mind, the relationship has to WORK or have some sort of relevant interesting feature. Because of this, there are many popular or cult pairings I just find disgusting or unappealing. In particular, Kefka x Kuja and Axel x Roxas (or Axel x any male from the series that I can think of, come to think of it) come to mind at the moment. Other pairings may be added here as I see fit.

- I have a best friend with whom I frequently roleplay via instant messaging. In the past, we have done Kingdom Hearts Organization XIII members, Death Note characters, Dissidia Final Fantasy characters, Final Fantasy IX characters, Kuroshitsuji characters, and characters from my own original universe. Mostly, I have played as Axel from Kingdom Hearts, L and Mello from Death Note, and Kuja from Final Fantasy IX/Dissidia. I have also played a few side characters from each of these fandoms and have vaguely TRIED Sebastian and Grell from Kuroshitsuji. I'm quite self-conscious when I roleplay, however, and have little confidence in my abilities, so I never join roleplaying communities with other roleplayers. ANYWAY, the point of this is that many, if not all, of my fanfictions will be based at least loosely on these roleplaying universes. So if you don't quite agree with or understand why something is a way it is in my stories, this is probably why. That's just how I'm going to do things.

- Pairings I have roleplayed: Axel x Larxene, Kuja x Beatrix, Sephiroth x Kuja (forced/nonconsentual), Kuja x Zidane, Light x L, L x Misa, B x L, Mello x Near, Matt x Mello, Mello x Halle, Sebastian x Grell

- As well as being a self-conscious roleplayer, I am also a self-conscious writer. Because I am so critical and disparaging of my own work, I rarely show it to anyone other than my best friend. And when I do write, I often procrastinate and get writer's block because the process is so intimidating and stressful to me. I dread it. Therefore, I have the bad habit of never updating or leaving chapter fanfictions unfinished indefinitely. Because I know this about myself, I try NOT to write longer fanfiction. Still, the speed at which I add new fanfictions, even ones I am excited about writing, may be slow or even nonexistent. Yeah, that sucks.

- Encouragement is appreciated! And not just mindless support, either. Seeing fics that obviously suck get ecstatic praise kind of ticks me off. Though I hope my own writings are not of that categorization...

- I go to a university whose internet site blocker blocks FFnet like a retard. So I won't be on here very often.