I close my eye's I see you there,

I open them nothing there,

but the darkness you created.

Why do i hold on to a lost memory,

one that kills me.

Every night you both come,

the pain returnes,

I scream.

I would have died for you,

no questions asked,

but you tore me apart.

You think I've forgiven you but i haven't

I never will...

even if i try.

i have my friends now though,

your faces can no longer haunt me as they once did.

there still there but... i've forgoten most.

I can love, thanks to my beautiful friends.