I've been reading stories on Fanfiction for a few years now and never really had the guts to post anything I've written myself. I'm kind of a whimp! But hey, it's just a bit of fun right? Nothing to be scared of :) Except I'm terrified and not sure I'm quite ready to upload anything yet. But I love reading everybody elses stories and think that everybody else does an amazing job. It's a confidence thing. It's always a confidence thing. There's loads of stuff I wanna do but I just don't have the confidence to do them. Writing fanfiction is one of them. I must have like twenty stories on my computer that I've written over the last two years but I just can't bring myself to post them. I guess I'm terrified of what other people are gonna think of them. Stupid way to live your life right? But I do. I let myself get so worked up over what other people are going to think of me and it stops me from doing things that I really wanna do. I'm a dork, silly things make me happy. I'm probably a nerd, I like knowledge and love learning new things. I'm a font of useless facts and trivia. My brain is like a sponge, it just absorbs all these random facts - like chocolate melts in your mouth because cocoa butter melts at about 34.5 degrees which is about 2.5 degrees lower than the average temperature of the human body - ironically my mind is like a sieve. My memory is shockingly bad. So don't hate me if I come across as flakey, it's an affliction I'm trying to beat! Okay, important stuff: I love Supernatural - to the point where it's probably unhealthy to go more than about a week without a 'scary just got sexy' fix. Its just criminal how hot they are. I know it's unfair to have favourite, and I love them both, but Dean is definitely the guy for me. Its that whole James Dean rebel swagger he has about him, girls just love that! I'll also admit that I probably have an unhealthy crush on daddy Winchester too. I can't even explain it, but when he came on screen I would just go all gooey and mushy and pathetic. There's definitely something about those Winchester's and who doesn't love themselves a little stoic trench coat wearing angel too? Twilight - but who doesn't love Twilight? (I'm actually worried that my mum might be a bigger Twilight fan than I am). As far as team Edward or team Jacob goes I'm kinda on the fence. I can't make my mind up. Some days it's Edward and others it's Jacob. I firmly believe that if there was a team Jasper I would be on it. Cannot even begin to explain how much I love him in all his Southern Gentleman-ly chram. I like Rose - in the first book I absolutely hated her and thought she was this really shallow cow. But in Breaking Dawn my heart just broke for her - I think it was really unfair of Bella to manipulate Rosalie into helping her like that. In fact, I just think Bella is really manipulative full stop. I love Esme and Carlise - they are just too cute together. I love that Esme is like this big maternal character, she's so warm and loving and just mumsy. I love how Carlisle is so understanding and accepting - I wish my Dr looked like him. Alice and Emmett are like my favourite comedy characters. They are both just hilariously funny in their own ways. Emmett is like this big goofy puppy, its so easy to fall in love with him. And Alice is just so bubbly and infectious. CSI New York - I'm a true Danny/Lindsay shipper and have been since Montana first arrived on the scene. But my heart got stolen by tall, dark and handsom Det. Don Flack on day one and I have no desire to get it back. I love the whole cheeky Irish charm thing he has going on. |
The Party of Four by Emcee Frodis reviews