When left again to bask in the glow of her sun, Bella finds her heart in a headlock when she finds passion in Jacob rather than Edward. Can she get past her feelings of longing for Jacob when she knows that Edward is the one who needs her?

Sexually frustrated with old-school Edward, Bella gets herself off while spooning with a sleeping Jacob. Set during Eclipse before Jacob kisses Bella. Oneshot. Rated M for explicit lemon and language. First fic in a long, long time- please review!