I'm Erica holzer, just call me Kandii. I'm 13 and I live in Biloxi, Ms. I have a great framily and wonderful friends and care for them very much. Here are all of my friends: Spence, Gage, Jonathon, Kyle, Shawn, Angel, Gawain, Rayne, Mack, Victoria, Ashley, India, Robyn, Whitney, Jason, Jason, Megan, Cassandra, Dusty, Mudkip, Ashton, Christian, Taylor, Summer, Kara, Amethyt, C.J., Bethany, Mao, Jasmine, Cali, Gynifer, Helen, Olivia, Chelcie, Raeven, Ashley, Maddie, Haley, Brandon, Brandon, Losson, Brittany, Kimberly, Ryan, and George. I'm part Irish, German, and manly American. I can speak some German but not all. I do write songs and storys but mostly poems. Well I hope you like what I'm about, message me to get to know me!

Age: 13

Name: Kandii

Favorite colors: Black - Violence, Red - Blood, Blue - Love

Hair: Right above my shoulders.

Height: 5' 2" I'm short as Edward Elric. xD

Favorite animes: Death Note, Inuyasha, and Fulletal Alchemist.

Music: Rock, alternative, classical

Favorite Bands: Mcr, Jeffree Star, Linkin Park, 3 Doors Down, Brittney Spears, Buckcherry, The Darkness, Escape the Fate, Evanescense, Fall Out Boy, Flyleaf, Hey Monday, H.I.M., Katy Perry, Panic at the Disco, PaPa Roach, Red Jumpsuit.., Saving Able, Stars, Three days Grace, Green Day, TaTu, Sugarcult, Micheal Jackson, Paramore, The Used, Daughtry, NeverShoutNever, Plain White T's, Shinedown, The Birthday Massacre, and a little bit of 3!OH3. I love music.(:

My poems

Poem 1

A Silent Tear

Why he do this break my heart
now we tend to be apart
you make me weak you make me die
more silent tears come out my eye
i start to fall but you don't catch
i thought we were a perfect match
but good things always seem to end
but im unable to comprehend
the pain you send me it hurts so bad
but now im actually really glad
the pain you caused me goes away
but you said we would be here to stay
why do bad things happen to me
why cant i make you see
when you break some ones heart
its like tearing some ones soul apart
you say our love would never end
its like you did it to intend
these thought i have in my head
i pull the triger bang im dead
you start to cry you start to weep
you see me there like im asleep
at my funeral i lay in silence as you see
i get up and you look at me
i look up to see there is less people than i thought
then i remeber that i forgot
i am week i am bold
i have one friend that seem to belong
in this room there are not lifelong
friends i didn't know disliked me
i start to think how can this be
people are not shocked people don'tcry
that somehow comited
but the pain i felt is still here
then you start to dissapere
a silent tear
i get up and walkaway
as you see i'm not here

Poem 2

Sorry

I'm sorry that i loved you,
I'm sorry that i cared.
I'm sorry i enjoyed every moment that we shared.
I was wrong to assume that i was right for you.
I should have opened my eyes and tried to see through.
Now as tears fill my eyes, i know that there is nothing there.
I think i will cut and try not to care.
Since my heart has been shattered and the pieces have been scattered,
There is nothing left of me.
Love and hate are nowhere left.
Just a hollow hole.
I lift up the sleeve of my shirt.
I slit my vein and blood flows out.
It was supposed to be forever, but i guess she had her doubts.
I take in my last breaths of air.
I'm dead now...
Please don't shed a tear.

Poem 3

Fading away

As I watch you
walk away

I can feel my heartbeat
starting to fade

Please don't leave
I need you

You're the one
who kept me alive

Though all those times
I've wanted to die

So this is the end?
everything is gone

When you said
goodbye

I knew it'd be
the last time

The last tear
I'll ever cry

So i guess this is
I love you and goodbye...

Poem 4

Broken Love

It was false from day one.
you told me exactly how you felt.
you crushed me in every different way.
you said you loved me, and would never hurt me.
but you played my mind, lied to me.
you truly never loved me, and you never will.
I fell in love with something that didn't exist.
you meant to hurt me, but you tricked me.

You may have loved me, but I was in the wrong as well.
I lied, but I truly thought I found the one.
But the joke was on me.
I hate that there was a different girl.
I always thought I was the one you missed.
I guess not, because it was a game.

Nothing more then a game. I feel so foolish for being so blind.
I thought everything was going to be fine
I always looked at the moon thinking of you,
you always said you looked at it to,
but thinking of her.

I've wasted to much time of life to keep holding on.
but, it was only game, and nothing but a game.

Poem 5

Is this Love

When the sun comes up
I close my eyes
When the sun set
I start to open my eyes
I try not to cry
but fail
I gave you my heart
you destroyed it
I told you the truth
You told a lie
Now I ly in bed and cry all night
Wishng you would not tell a lie
But has my wish fades away
I go outside in the cold raining night
and just cry harder
Wishing you were here
I walk over to the lake
and see nobody to save me
Now as I drown you come and see my hair
Jump in and save me
Where am I now
all these people in black can't see me
I see a coffin
Who's in it, me
I watch myself ly in the coffin dead
but your not here
where could you be
as I see two teens walk in the room crying
one with brown hair
and another with blonde
now I know you were fake
and he was real
but this is just a dream
it will never come true
as I ly back in the coffin
I rise my head coughing up water
The brown haired teen runs up and holds me
then kisses my forehead
Now I leave with knowone by my side
not comunicating with anyone.

FUN TIME

1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in someone's carts when they aren't looking.

2. Set all the alarm clocks in Electronics to go off at 5-minute intervals.

3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms.

4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone,
" 'Code 3' in housewares"... and see what happens.

5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away.

6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.

7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department.

8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask,
"Why can't you people just leave me alone?"

9. Look right into the security camera & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose.

10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are.

11. Dart around the store suspiciously loudly humming the "Mission Impossible" theme.

12. In the auto department, practice your "Madonna look" using different size funnels.

13. Hide in a clothing rack and when people browse through,
say "PICK ME!" "PICK ME!"

14. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal position and scream..
"NO! NO! It's those voices again!"

15. Go into a fitting room and shut the door and wait a while and then yell, very loudly, "There is no toilet paper in here!

16. Get several bouncy balls and throw them down an aisle shouting "pikachu, I choose you!"

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Y is for youth, 'cause we don't like 'em old...
A is for...ass (or so I've been told).
O is for "Oh, yeah, baby...you're so hard!"
I is for insane, 'cause that's what we all are!

If you cried when L Lawliet died, copy this into your profile.
If you ever pushed on a door that said "Pull" copy this into your profile.
If you've ever been so obsessed with something that now everyone is scared of you because of its effects, copy this
into your profile.
If there are times when you wanna annoy people just for the heck of it, copy this into your profile.
If you have ever run into a door, copy this into your profile.
If you have ever tripped over air, copy this into your profile.
If the majority of your free time is spent reading manga, watching anime, playing video games or writing fanfiction, copy
and paste this into your profile.
If you read people's profiles looking for things to copy and paste into your profile.

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex
Dusty

2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?
Black

3. Your first initial?
K

4. Your month of birth?
July

5. Which color do you like more, black or white?
Black

6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
Vixie

7. Your favorite number?
52

8. Do you like California or Florida more?
California

9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
Ocean

10. Write down a wish (a realistic one).
Death by razor

Are you done?
yes

If so, scroll down

(don't cheat--)

THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person.

2. If you choose:
Red: You are alert and your life is full of love
Black: You are conservative and aggressive.
Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow: You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

3. If your initial is:
A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R: You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

4. If you were born in:
Jan.-Mar.: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
Apr.-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sept.: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good.
Oct.-Dec.: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soulmate.

5. If you choose...
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you have in a lifetime.

8. If you choose...
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laidback person.

9. If you choose...
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your love. And you are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS in one hour and it will come true before your next birthday!
Oh joy!

Number your 12 fave Death Note characters (In no order) and answer the questions!

1. L
2. B
3. Light
4. Ryuk
5. Misa
6. Rem
7. Matt
8. Mello
9. Mastuda
10. Watari
11. Roger
12. Sayu

1) Have you ever read a Six/Eleven fanfic before?
Uhhh, thats a little kreepy, I don't think I'd want to see it?
And, like how would that really work??

2) Do you think Four is hot? How hot?
Uhh not he's a shinigami??

3) What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?
Well Eight does have a finamin body, but Sayu doesn't have a male body.xD

4) Do you recall any fics about Nine
I think I did once when L and Light were in the bedroom and Nine walked in.xD

5) Would Two and Six make a good couple?
...Ewie...Never.xD

6) Five/Nine or Five/Ten?
Misa/ Mastuda or Misa/Watari? Uhhh PEDOPHLE!!

7) What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?
He'd go tell Light what BB is doing to his little sister.xD

8) Make up a summary of a Three/Ten fic.
Light is in the bathroom with Watari, and Watari trips and falls on him, L walks in and throws cake at Watari...xD

9) Is there any such thing as a One/Eight fluff?
Uhh...I hope not...Ewwwwieee. That's like insest. Haha.

10) Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve Hurt/Comfort fic.
Uhhh thats just disturbing...

12) Does anyone of your friends read Three het?
Nope.

13) Does anyone of your friends write or draw Eleven?
Nu-uh!

14) Would anyone of your friends write Two/Four/Five ?
That would be very very very very scary...

15) What might ten scream at a moment of great passion?
Oh Roger get off of me like that!!...xD...

16) If you wrote a song-fic about Eight, what song would you choose?
Theres already a song I know that fits him.

17) If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warning be?
Uhh, Light kills L for raping his little sister!!

18) What might be a good pick-up line for Ten to use on Two?
Are you L?

19) "One and Nine are in a happy relationship until Nine suddenly runs off with Four. One, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night stand with Eleven and a brief unhappy affair with Twelve, then follows the wise advice of Five and finds true love with Two." What title would you give this fic?
Well let see...L and Matsuda are in a happy relationship untill Matsuda runs off with Ryuk. L, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night stand with Roger and a brief unhappy affair with Sayu, then follows the witse advicie of Misa and finds true love with B...Uhhhh, I'm really freaking scared, whats going to happen next Sayu and Misa go with each other?? I don't know what the title is to this!!

20) What kind of plot would you use if you wanted Four to de-flower One?
Uhh...I'm confuzed...

1. YOUR REAL NAME: Erica

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle): Ericizzle

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal): Black dog

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (Middle name and current street name): Elise Oak

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (The first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, last 3 letters of your mom's maiden name): Holerbra

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favourite color, favorite drink): Red Dew

7. YOUR ARAB NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of your dads middle name, 1st letter of your siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name): Rlerhte

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother's middle name): Elise

9: YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets): Black-Junior

And now an Poem to yaoi:
If yaoi were vodka
And i were a duck
I'd swim to the bottom
And drink my way up
But Yaoi ain't vodka
And i ain't a duck
So give me some yaoi
And shut the fuck up