Hi! I'm mangatemptresshikaru! I'm on fictionpress.com as mangatemptresshikaru, so check me out sometime, it's got one post and it's one of my poems that was actually published. Anything with mirageofblaze or mangatemptresshikaru is most likely me. Here are some random facts about me:

Name: Just call me Hikaru, H-chan, or J-chan. I hardly go by my real name anyway. I go by nicknames given by my friends and screennames. I get called everything, including Lemon Drop Cookie (I like lemons and cookies and so was born Lucky the Lemon, my mascot. My friends, Lizzy and Drake, killed him in 6th period algebra in 8th grade. :'( You could still smell faint traces of lemon juice the next day.)

Age: '90s kid. A real '90s kid.

Gender: Female, but everybody treats me like one of the guys

Hometown: Some number on some street in some small town nobody cares about in Virginia.

My favorite songs(American): The Only by Static-X, Thank You by 33Miles, Angel by Natasha Bedingfield, Faint by Linkin Park, Numb by Linkin Park, Crash and Burn by Savage Garden, To Be Loved by Papa Roach, Reckless by Papa Roach, Scars by Papa Roach, It's Not My Time by 3 Doors Down, Bring Me To Life by Evanescence, Anywhere by Evanescence, Call Me When You're Sober by Evanescence, In The Shadows by The Rasmus, In The End by Linkin Park, Nobody's Listening by Linkin Park... I'm seeing a theme here... :)

My favorite songs(Foreign): My Dear by L'Arc en Ciel, Ai Ta Kokoro by UVERworld, Zero no Kotae by UVERworld, Brand New Map by K, Rewrite by Asian Kung-fu Generation, Nagareboshi Shooting Star by Home Made Kazoku, Houki Boshi by Younha, Sakura Biyori by Mai Hoshimura, Ready Steady Go by L'arc en Ciel, Every Heart by BoA, Hikari no Rock by Sambomaster, No Boy No Cry by Stance Punks, Shinjitsu No UtaSong of Truth by Do As Infinity, Soba Ni Iru Kara by Amadori, Ima Made Nando Mo by The Massmissile, Haruka Kanata by Asian Kung-fu Generation, Amazing Kiss by BoA, Every Heart(English Version) by BoA...

My favorite animals: Fox, panda

My favorite color: Purple

My favorite anime/manga: Naruto, InuYasha, Bleach, Fullmetal Alchemist, Spiral, Sailor Moon, Dragon Ball Z, Reboot, Alice 19th, Godchild...

My favorite quotes:

"Do you have... evil tea?"-Uchiha Itachi; NTAS episode 23

"Perfection is achieved, not when there is nothing left to add, but when there is nothing left to take away." -My IM friend Luminous

"LEMON!!"- My friend Rachael

"Worship the cookie!"- My friend Daniel.

"Dang, that monkey looks good!" - My friend Drake

"You know that when I hate you, it is because I love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul." - Julie-Jeanne-Eleonore de Lespinasse (1732-1776)

"What of this mutilated cow killed in a factory and processed then served upon this whole wheat bun in this cafeteria of which you humans consume?!"-My friend Gustave. That's not his real name, though. He says all of this without taking a breath, too. It's quite interesting...

"It's not about getting over the storms in your life, it's about learning to dance in the rain." ??

"Pain is weakness leaving the body"

"The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you."

"If you live to be 100, I want to live to be 100 minus one day,
so I never have to live without you."

They Say Love Hides
behind Every Corner,
I Must Be Walking In Circles

Trying to forget
someone you love is
like trying to remember
someone you never knew.

To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world

You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.

"If you're going to regret this in the morning,
we can sleep until the afternoon."

"You know you are in love
when you see the world in her eyes
and her eyes everywhere in the world." - David Levesque

I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it.

The early bird may catch the worm, but it's the 2nd mouse that gets the cheese.

Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines.

I can't look at the bright side, it's bad for my eyes.

If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried.

Life isn’t measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the number of moments that take our breath away.

Of all the things I've lost, I miss my mind the most.

People who say anything's possible haven't tried to slam a revolving door.

Evening news is where they begin with 'Good evening', and then proceed to tell you why it isn't.
Honesty is the best policy, but insanity is a better defense.

Children seldom misquote you. In fact, they usually repeat word for word what you shouldn't have said.

They say, "Guns don't kill people. People kill people." Well, I think the gun helps. If you stood there and yelled BANG, I don't think you'd kill too many people. --Same works for knives. Yelling STAB doesn't do anything either--

Don't drink and park; accidents cause people.

'I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.' - Thomas Edison.

Copy and paste this poem in your profiles if you are against child abuse:

My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy,
Murdered me.

One bright day
in the middle of the night
two dead boys got up to fight.
Back to back they faced each other
drew their swords and shot each other.
A deaf policeman heard the noise
and came and shot the two dead boys.
If you don't believe my lie is true,
ask the blind man, he saw it too.

My favorite yaoi couples: My uke is typically the main character of a show. Guess I think they should be catered to after a long day of villainous butt kicking and saving the world as they know it.

My favorite story circumstance: Mpreg. As long as the logic behind it is reasonable, crazy as that sounds.

If you think that being unique is cooler than being cool, copy this on your profile.

If you think that those stupid kids should just give that God-forsaken Trix rabbit some Trix, copy this into your profile.

Weird is good, strange is bad, and odd is when you don't know which to call someone. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, than weird is good. If you are weird and proud of it, copy this onto your profile!

Forget the times that he walked by;
Forget the times he made you cry;
Forget the times he spoke your name,
Remember now you’re not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand;
Forget the sweet things if you can.
Forget the times and don’t pretend;
Remember now he's just your friend.

A friendly request:

Please, PLEASE, Do NOT be cruel in your criticism or reviews. Especially on in progress stories, it could discourage the author! Gentle is the best way to go. Be helpful, not hurtful.

I placed an anonymous review on a story on AFF I'm not a member there, so I just use a variation of this username(a random ff.net authoress, m.t.h.) instead and when the page of reviews already submitted appeared, I was curious to the insight of others. I read them all, but I just had to stop when I read one a few slots above mine. It was the MOST HATEFUL REVIEW I have EVER seen. I've never read harsh flames and this was so mean.

They cursed at the author and questioned his/her schooling. How rude! The reviewer was trashing the author's grammar which was perfectly fine, as well as the plot of the story which was also good. It was a yaoi ItaNaru fic set in prison. I don't think that the reader should expect someone who's been incarcerated in a story with no probable chance of getting out for god knows how long to be prim and properly speaking. Frankly, I doubt they care anymore what they come off as to others, especially not those in the same situation as them. I think it was very creative of the him/her to get so in character with the setting and people of the story.

What's the matter with some slang here and there? No need to be harsh, have an open mind! I'm sure that many of you slip up and use slang terms, or for others, it's just your natural way of speaking. As for the plot, these things can take many chapters to truly develop! The story was only three chapters long, and they were short but well written. Using such rude and spiteful language is totally unnecessary. Have a heart, please.

Writing may be someone's outlet for peace and you might've ruined it for them. Be kind.

Teasing and good-natured fun is alright, just make sure they know that's what you're doing. Try emoticons or IM speak to help put them at ease or just make them laugh. I know I sound like a mother or some figure of authority trying to rule over you but please don't rebel against this. Listen.

Nobody is perfect and we all have to learn. If you leave harsh reviews, please stop. Feel free to PM me and tell me how you feel or post your own accounts similar to this. I hope I'm not the first one to do so. Writing is a passion for me, something I truly love, fanfiction or not, and nobody deserves to be put down for their own creative styles.

I'm working on the seventh chapter of SWM. The third chapter of PtD was deleted when my brother ran the cleanup wizard on the computer but I will try to rewrite it soon. Unforgivable's next chapter is soon to come as well.

Okay. Now I'm super happy about "Broken". It may not have lots of reviews, but they're good ones. I squeal -literally, I do.- when I check my email and see a review alert for this story-and the others, too. :) I'm so freakin' happy this story is having the effect I wanted it to.

One of my reviewers suggested I do other stories that are happy. I've already got a plot and couple rolling around, just need to write it out and type it. Does anyone think I can pull a happy oneshot off? I'm a bit doubtful... Nevertheless, I shall try!

One of my reviewers said that they would've liked to see Sakura's reaction to things in "Love's Revenge". I honestly forgot to put that in so I plan to do a oneshot sequel but it could turn into more. It depends...

I was also thinking of posting an alternate version of "Broken". I like rewriting my work with alternate endings. :) Any good?

Next on my agenda after all that is to fix "Unforgivable". It's seriously messed up because I couldn't type to save my life in the first chapters and I always forgot to use spellcheck to find the errors. It's also kinda different than the written version. I feel that it has gaps, too...

I'm working on Unforgivable right now and the next chapter of Stay With Me will be up soon, hopefully. Thanks to those who have patiently waited for me to return! I will reward you soon with the fanfiction if all goes as planned in my plots. Thanks so much!

Coming eventually:

Titled, but to lazy to get up and see what it is because I forgot; Vampfic. SasuNaru, NejiNaru. Onesided ShikaNaru. Mpreg. Sasuke had to make the toughest decision of his life, but it would be worth it... if only he could save his precious person from him, and from himself. COMPLETE, UNPOSTED Rated M.

Untitled; Sequel to the vampfic. NejiNaru, ShikaNaru, SasuNaru. Sasuke comes back to a life he never expected to find, in more ways than one.

Untitled; ItaNaru, SasuNaru. "No more! It hurts! Please, Sasuke, stop it..." "Shh, koi, it'll be over in a second, I just have to make sure you know who you belong to." Sasuke has an anger problem as well as possessive issues. Naruto is an easy way to vent both. What happens when Sasuke's older brother is willing to treat Naruto as the gem he is?

New Songfic; Implied SasuNaru, Can't Stop The Rain by Cascada

New Songfic; Bye Bye by Mariah Carey

New Songfic; Implied SasuNaru, Sasu?, ?Naru, Irreplaceable by Beyonce (from Naruto's point.) Sorry to say, Sasuke, but you are not irreplaceable.

Untitled; ShikaNaru, SasuNaru, SasuIno Mpreg Possible Transformers Crossover, still undecided. Rated M. Sasuke just can't give up his clan revival dream but he refuses to give up on love. Naruto catches him in the act and secrets are revealed. His seed is growing inside of the man he loves but now there is an insurmountable wall between them. Can he win his heart back or has Uzumaki Naruto found someone else to love him?

Opposites Attract; ShikaNaru, onesided SasuNaru, GaaNaru, NejiNaru, lots of peopleNaru. Surprise happenings in the fic. :D Rated M. Sent on a simple mission and later attacked by the Akatsuki, deep feelings are finally given the conditions to grow. COMPLETE, WAITING TO BE POSTED

Opposites Attract: North and North; Sequel to Opposites Attract. ShikaNaru, onesided SasuNaru. Rated M. What the hell is going on? Why are you here? No, not now! Not now! Don't leave me!

Untitled; Fullmetal Alchemist. AU, RoyEd. Most likely a two- or three-shot. Rated T or M. Depends. I haven't decided if I'll add a lemon to it. High School fic. Chemistry teacher, Roy Mustang, and wild student, Edward Elric, never brush each other the right way. But be careful... they just might spark.

Untitled; Bleach. UryuIchigo. Oneshot. Rated M. A little fun while training. Slight humor.

Untitled; InuYasha. MiroInu. Onesided ?Inu, ?Inu. Multichap. Who else wants InuYasha is a surprise!

I haven't died, everyone! I hope to return to fan fiction soon! I always try to finish what I start. :) But writing for pleasure has to take a backseat to my studies. I'm sorry for all the years I've been gone. Don't give up on me just yet. Hey, you might just come here one day and all of my stories will have been updated on a large scale. And looking back over these stories, all of them need improvement. Years of Honors English, a semester of Creative Writing, and a semester keyboarding class later, make me want to cry in shame at these works! The ones that have yet to be uploaded are much better. Expect full rewrites , revisions, etc. for my work as my style has greatly changed. I'll attempt to leave the plot untouched unless absolutely necessary for those who have liked, reviewed, and added my stories to their favorites.

Thanks so much,

mth