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 Poll: What couple is cuter? Shizuo & Izaya, Tsugaru & Psyche, or Tsuki & Roppi? Vote Now! |
 Author has written 7 stories for Death Note, Durarara!!/デュラララ!!, and Vampire Knight. Hello everyone, it's Alexis. (: I've been writing on fanfiction for a few years now, and I've become a much better author because of it so I hope everyone continues to read my stories. I'm seventeen years old, living it up in the old US of A, though most of the time I daydream about living in either Korea or Japan. Sometimes I forget that I live here, and pretend that I live there. It's really a very awkward situation. I speak both English and Japanese, so yes, I'm bilingual. Everyone wants me to learn Spanish, but I refuse. Most of my stories revolve around raw emotion and matching a characters true intent to a plot line. I really enjoy gory and or angsty stories and do my best to capture emotion in every chapter I write. High school is difficult, so often times updates are slow. I'm sorry about that, it's a fact of life I wish could disappear sometimes, but it doesn't, so...I live with it. "People say that I must be a very strange person. That is not correct. I have the heart of a small boy. It is in a glass jar on my desk." - Stephen King "The only way to live in an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existance is an act of Rebellion." - Alber Camus "It wasn't me that was wrong, it was the world." - Lelouch Lamperouge "There isn't just one truth out there, everyone involved carries their own form of the truth." - Frau 07 Ghost "I had a goal, I had a dream... At the end of the day, no matter what people say to you as long as you know who you are as a person...Nothing else in the world matters." - Andy Six |
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Who I am now by Nocturnalux reviews
Izaya loses his memory. Shiki takes him under his wing and soon becomes indispensable to amnesic Izaya. Yet the one person that stirs Izaya's memory just so happens to be Shizuo.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 218 - Words: 199,472 - Reviews: 173 - Favs: 153 - Follows: 159 - Updated: 7/6/2017 - Published: 6/16/2011 - Shiki, Izaya O.
Midnight Snow by LeviathanoftheSky reviews
What defines the person? Is it his past? His future? Izaya never thought of his own inevitable death until Psyche came. He also never thought of cutting the ropes that bound him until they almost strangled him. Shizuo/Izaya, Shiki/Izaya, Tsugaru/Psyche
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 29 - Words: 94,011 - Reviews: 217 - Favs: 323 - Follows: 140 - Updated: 1/14/2016 - Published: 11/8/2010 - [Shizuo H., Izaya O.] - Complete
Inertia Creeps by Cennis reviews
If everyone but you believes you're mad, who is wrong? Ciel Phantomhive, patient D18, is not mad. Sebastian Michaelis, new orderly at St. Victoria's Asylum, agrees.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 34 - Words: 252,256 - Reviews: 1201 - Favs: 1,130 - Follows: 976 - Updated: 12/28/2014 - Published: 9/7/2010 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
You've Got Mail by kiwikid55 reviews
When Izaya Orihara signed up to a dating site, it was just another one of his games. He wasn't expecting to actually fall in love… and with an enemy at that. (DISCONTINUED)
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 71 - Words: 145,298 - Reviews: 459 - Favs: 276 - Follows: 270 - Updated: 11/7/2014 - Published: 11/25/2011 - Izaya O., Shizuo H.
Affections in Richter's Scale by Vega Nightshade reviews
He always seemed indestructible, invincible. A monster with an inexplicable strength... Not one human sent after him managed to take him down for good. Nature had other plans... What kind of surprise was that?
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 28 - Words: 103,455 - Reviews: 143 - Favs: 114 - Follows: 133 - Updated: 8/31/2013 - Published: 8/13/2011 - Shizuo H., Izaya O.
One Little Kiss by bleach-freak45 reviews
It started with a kiss, that stupid kiss is what started this..whole..mess, and even still I don't regret it. Izaya's plan backfires. Rated M for language and possible lemon in later chapters, NOT A ONESHOT. Read and review !
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,121 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 69 - Updated: 7/29/2013 - Published: 7/15/2011 - Shizuo H., Izaya O.
Life as it is by Nocturnalux reviews
Ikigami/Durarara crossover. Orihara Izaya, the man who wants to live forever, only has 24 hours to live. Cornered by the system he is thrown on his resources in a desperate struggle for what matters the most: life.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 18,171 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 7/23/2013 - Published: 6/16/2011 - Shizuo H., Izaya O.
Disorder by bahari reviews
L's ordinary day is interrupted by a not-so-ordinary disappearance that he's determined to solve. And when it reappears right under his nose? Obviously a personal attack on his detective abilities-time for mystery, revenge and maybe even a little romance!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 47,914 - Reviews: 272 - Favs: 299 - Follows: 312 - Updated: 2/11/2013 - Published: 4/19/2011 - L, Light Y.
Silence by bahari reviews
Sequel to Asylum-Light is out of the asylum and slowly, with L's help, he's healing. But there are forces that neither of them can control out there-and those echoes from the past are beginning to haunt them both. LxLight
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 132,169 - Reviews: 907 - Favs: 491 - Follows: 518 - Updated: 1/5/2013 - Published: 10/19/2009 - Light Y., L
Out of Control by Muffinsama reviews
He stared at himself in the mirror intently until the whispers had died down and he could no longer hear his own insanity bloom within his mind. - Izaya/Shizuo, Izuo
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 24 - Words: 19,007 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 9/29/2012 - Published: 12/21/2011 - Izaya O., Shizuo H.
In Favor of Vulnerability by LolitaLaLa reviews
"If you treat me like a human, like I am someone you don't hate - and that means you take me out, you abide by my weird needs to eat strange foods, you 'befriend' me... Shizuo, if you do all that for just one week, I promise I will let you kill me."
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 27 - Words: 42,882 - Reviews: 136 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 124 - Updated: 9/15/2012 - Published: 10/15/2011 - Shizuo H., Izaya O.
To Touch The Sky by LilyJadeth reviews
After an accident, Shizuo gains the ability to see the red strings of fate only to find that his own is attached to a certain informant.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 46 - Words: 39,136 - Reviews: 594 - Favs: 642 - Follows: 662 - Updated: 9/5/2012 - Published: 6/27/2011 - Shizuo H., Izaya O.
A Little Thing Called Love by Xaleria07 reviews
AU Two childhood friends that now hate each other. Two dreamers who share the same dream. Two sex friends who can't admit their true feelings. Two pen pals that will meet for the first time. And two boys who will have to fight everyone to be together. These are the stories of ten men who came to realize a little thing called love.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 151,271 - Reviews: 589 - Favs: 513 - Follows: 222 - Updated: 8/11/2012 - Published: 9/13/2011 - Shizuo H., Izaya O. - Complete
Letters to Lovers by Callmemarmar reviews
Short yet sweet letters written from Death Note characters to just about anyone.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 162 - Words: 49,170 - Reviews: 298 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 7/25/2012 - Published: 12/22/2010
Point of Succession by Jedi Master Bag reviews
Beyond has escaped from prison, taking Mello as his hostage. Hot on his heels, L is forced to seek help in apprehending Beyond from the criminal profiler who knows him best, Light Yagami. AU, SLASH L/Light
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 21 - Words: 150,242 - Reviews: 231 - Favs: 268 - Follows: 273 - Updated: 6/4/2012 - Published: 8/13/2010 - Light Y., L
Addiction by Jezzaanne reviews
Mass murders have broken out across the world. The Shinigami world is crumbling as a result. Light Yagami is bought back as a Shinigami to stop the murders. Too bad all Shinigami have an addiction and Light's is the most painful addiction of all.. Light/L
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Horror/Mystery - Chapters: 10 - Words: 34,765 - Reviews: 91 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 178 - Updated: 5/17/2012 - Published: 2/15/2011 - L, Light Y.
Nightingale by AmericanKittyKat reviews
"Shizu-chan, those black feathers aren't just from wayward birds. Sometimes they know that even though they aren't wanted, it's much warmer to be closer to humans." Shizaya.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Supernatural - Chapters: 5 - Words: 17,921 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 3/24/2012 - Published: 1/2/2012 - Izaya O., Shizuo H.
Save Your Heart by PsychedelicEVO reviews
Twist of his life. His precious mask shattered. He broke and someone came to rescue him,Oh the glorious bright knight with the dark passenger inside, save me from my torture he pleaded silently, pride being the sin he committed but lust would take over.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,769 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 2/7/2012 - Published: 1/12/2012 - Izaya O., Shizuo H.
Devil's Play by Glomps.Of.Doom reviews
It's devil's play when a very confused Shizuo Heiwajima dies and is thrown into Hell. The devil, Cassius, gives him a special deal to go back to living, under one condition: don't fall in love...
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 9 - Words: 7,336 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 1/22/2012 - Published: 9/21/2011 - Izaya O., Shizuo H.
Blood like Roses by The Leaf 180 reviews
Izaya's shoulders began to shake as he sank to his knees, gripping his chest, stained with crimson. The last thing he remembers is a loud silence, accented only by the sharp crescendo of a dying man's laugh that he does not recognize as his own.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,594 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 10 - Published: 12/9/2011 - Izaya O., Shizuo H. - Complete
If Dreams Came True by MI-CHAN66 reviews
Izaya disappears and the only people that know why refuse to tell. Shizuo has now made it his goal to find out just what exactly is going on and finds out some darks secrets about Izaya's life in the process. First fic!. rated T for now. M for later chp.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 34 - Words: 63,429 - Reviews: 366 - Favs: 307 - Follows: 333 - Updated: 10/26/2011 - Published: 1/26/2011 - Shizuo H., Izaya O.
Playground by Hime-koi reviews
"Izaya." he said, realizing why everything was gone. He smiled and swung a few times. "You were lonely, weren't you?" AU Shizuo/Izaya, Shizaya.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,244 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 119 - Follows: 18 - Published: 9/17/2011 - Shizuo H., Izaya O. - Complete
Seven Ghosts by SynesthesiaAddict reviews
When Izaya is given a death sentence, how will the dynamic with Shizuo change? WARNING: sick Izaya, awkward but caring Shizuo and a sensitive topic. Now rated M
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 21,001 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 199 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 9/9/2011 - Published: 8/11/2011 - Izaya O., Shizuo H. - Complete
Rebellion by Zombie-Elf reviews
Kira is a ruthless emperor. Light is Kira's sickly, independent twin brother. L leads a group of anti-Kira rebels. From the writers of What Matters most comes this all new story. Pairings include Light/L, Mello/Matt, and many more. AU, warnings inside.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 16,249 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 9/6/2011 - Published: 3/28/2011 - L, Light Y.
Star Gazing by DokiDouble reviews
Izaya always kept his feelings hidden; smirking at every attempt to be killed by the man he loved. No matter how hard he got hit, it would never hurt. But inside he felt pain, because Shizuo would never feel the same. High school!Shizaya PsycheXTsugaru
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 51,280 - Reviews: 411 - Favs: 439 - Follows: 456 - Updated: 8/28/2011 - Published: 3/27/2011 - Izaya O., Shizuo H.
Bringing Back the Dead by Xaleria07 reviews
When Shizuo dies, Izaya falls into a depression. Hoping to break him out of it and return him to his normal self, Shiki gives him Tsugaru. Izaya doesn't want to love anyone but Shizuo, but Tsugaru is determined to show him that he can fall in love again.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 47,811 - Reviews: 102 - Favs: 171 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 8/24/2011 - Published: 7/31/2011 - Izaya O., Shizuo H. - Complete
Remember? by Shizaya1398 reviews
"You see Shizuo…Celty saw Izaya fall off the top of your apartment building and land right on his head!...he lost his memory and i was wondering if you could look after him until he gets it back?"/ Shizaya/ romance/humor/hurt-comfort/rated for language.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 18 - Words: 21,716 - Reviews: 169 - Favs: 246 - Follows: 94 - Updated: 8/22/2011 - Published: 8/5/2011 - Izaya O., Shizuo H. - Complete
Artie the Vampire Stayer by keiminnn reviews
When Arthur Kirkland, an occultist and practicing wizard, conjures a vampire, he finds his beliefs challenged. But this vampire plans to surprise his summoner in more ways than one. USUK, AU
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,673 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 127 - Updated: 8/21/2011 - Published: 8/18/2011 - America, England/Britain
The Brotherhood by Ricky the King
The Mindbender's Sanctuary is under attack once again by the government, and Liz's only option is to add the Hetalia characters into the fray of Anime characters she already has, which is more dangerous than it sounds. Rated for language, blood, and ya
Crossover - Kuroshitsuji & Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Horror - Chapters: 7 - Words: 5,806 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/21/2011 - Published: 7/3/2011
Chronic by thirteen-forty-two reviews
Izaya suffers with chronic migraines, and quickly discovers that Shizuo is the only one who can help.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 63 - Words: 94,806 - Reviews: 1102 - Favs: 1,675 - Follows: 482 - Updated: 7/21/2011 - Published: 6/4/2011 - Izaya O., Shizuo H. - Complete
Playing With Fate by Elly Liselle reviews
Sequel to Sic Transit Gloria! Light, memory-less, has just settled down by L's side when his memories return. He must then walk the fine line between Kira and L as he works with Misa to continue Kira's reign while standing beside the great detective.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 30,055 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 7/7/2011 - Published: 7/31/2010 - L, Light Y. - Complete
I'm Not Who I Think I Am Poem by Jagga reviews
This is a poem of my favorite DN FF "I'm Not Who I Think I Am" by Simply Emotional. One stanza per chapter including prolouge.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 712 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 6/20/2011 - Published: 6/8/2011 - L, Light Y.
A Perfectly Normal Freak by serenity's hope reviews
A seven year old underweight Raito Light is to smart for his own good. He knows that his family doesn't want him. Can being an orphan make everything better? No family is perfect and Raito's family is far from it. AU Light/L
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,625 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 104 - Follows: 116 - Updated: 5/30/2011 - Published: 5/3/2011 - Light Y., L
The Model Muse by Doodled93 reviews
Light's fresh from Uni & aiming to be a pro writer. Due to writers block & a need of cash he agrees to model for an art class. L's a famous artist experiencin his own artists block & goes back to school for a change. L finds a muse & Lights not too happy
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 14,768 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 2/27/2011 - Published: 2/15/2010 - L, Light Y.
Asylum by Miko Akako reviews
AU LxLight Light went crazy after L burned the death note, leading him to end up in an insane asylum. Will he find some way out of the dark, or is he lost forever? Rating for Chapters 20 and Epilogue. COMPLETE
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 56,904 - Reviews: 238 - Favs: 216 - Follows: 109 - Updated: 2/13/2011 - Published: 11/17/2009 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Sic Transit Gloria by Elly Liselle reviews
Light gave up his memories to prove his innocence- what if his plan was tampered with and he never retrieved the Death Note? Begins at conclusion of imprisonment and continues through Yotsuba Arc.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 23,585 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 169 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 7/21/2010 - Published: 6/25/2010 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Asylum by bahari reviews
Upon recovering his memories of Kira, Raito has a terrible choice to make. What he does choose throws him into a realm of insanity and suddenly it's the God of the New World that needs the rescuing--and L is the only one who can help. LxRaito REPOSTED
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 10 - Words: 51,963 - Reviews: 379 - Favs: 692 - Follows: 204 - Updated: 10/18/2009 - Published: 8/26/2009 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Accident by Miko Akako reviews
So now Raito-kun is comparing me to a fictional American super hero. LxRaito. Cute fluff. Part 2 up. COMPLETE
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,327 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 5/31/2008 - Published: 3/27/2008 - L, Light Y. - Complete
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This Isn't What I Wanted reviews
Shizuo is forced into being a Victim's Counselor in order to pay back the money he owes in damages to the city. Who knew that Izaya would be a victim in need of counseling?
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Horror/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,669 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 113 - Updated: 3/31/2014 - Published: 8/31/2011 - Izaya O., Shizuo H.
The One That Got Away reviews
There's a reason why the boy waits in his apartment, the computer screen bright, reflecting across his coal like eyes. He waits for the monster's acceptance, he waits for God to finally grant him a life outside of the one he currently lives.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,134 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 1/4/2012 - Published: 12/28/2011 - Izaya O., Shizuo H.
Secret Valentine reviews
Izaya wakes up one morning to find a rose left on his coffee table with a mysterious note. Finding other notes, he goes to find the person, or 'stalker' that wrote them. Funny how in the end it's the one person he least expected, but had every right to.
Durarara!!/デュラララ!! - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,117 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/26/2011 - Shizuo H., Izaya O. - Complete
I'm Not Who I Think I Am reviews
What happens when Light and Kira are fighting for control of the same body? Self harm becomes a usual part of Light's routine, and suicide weighs heavily on his mind, trying to kill himself before he can kill L. L begins to notice these changes.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Horror - Chapters: 27 - Words: 39,072 - Reviews: 225 - Favs: 276 - Follows: 126 - Updated: 10/18/2011 - Published: 10/7/2010 - Light Y., L - Complete
Always I Will Dream reviews
In this place, I found myself believing that my angel would come and save me from this hell, but...even God has decieved me. My silver haired angel walks with wings as black as the night's sky... A demon in an angel's form.
Vampire Knight - Rated: T - English - Horror/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 835 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Published: 10/4/2011 - Zero K., Kaname K.
Die Today reviews
Any second now they would discover my note, the one I left behind seventy miles back. They will discover my deeds, my sins that I have held onto for so long. Maybe then I can bare this burden a bit more. Maybe...I can have my self righteous suicide.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 681 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 7 - Published: 2/27/2011 - Light Y., L
The End Of Me reviews
I always believed that what I stood for was justice, I guess I was wrong, or maybe a certain panda eyed detective was always right.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Horror - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,943 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 10/7/2010 - Published: 9/28/2010 - Light Y., L