He had been picked up by some recruiters back on earth. They had promised him three meals a day in return for some hard physical labor. John had been fine with that; he had been so damn hungry that it felt like his stomach had been eating itself. They could have asked him to donate his kidney for an energy bar and he would have said yes. [romance m/m]

Kaidan thinks that maybe this time it's not about what John needs, but what he deserves.

(ME1) As a side effect of the Prothean Beacon a wall in Shepard's mind is torn down, releasing a flood of bad memories and experiences that he's tried hard to forget. The crew has to suffer his episodes and Kaidan finally has enough of his Commander breaking down so he confronts him. (full summary inside. Loose mShenko) One Shot

Earthborn, lone survivor and hero of Elysium, John Shepard was ready for anything. Falling in love with a man was not on the list and what's even more shocking is his enthusiasm. Kaidan/M!Shep, Garrus/Tali and more! AU in some parts. Chapter 1 edited!

ME3 Alternate ending. MShep/Kaidan Romance. -Kaidan has to find out what has happened to the Commander. He has to find out if Shepard can still be saved, if he's even alive. Even if the Commander does survive, what then? Can there even be a future for them? Can Kaidan face a future alone?

Set during Earth's recovery from the aftermath of the Reaper War. Kaidan does everything he can to keep his relationship with Shepard alive, but Shepard's wounds go deeper than just his skin. Destroy Ending.

"Well, you see… I was wondering if, perhaps, you'd like to go on a sort of … date, if you will, old sport." Nick/Jay.

Legends never die and even if they do legends will live for ever. Shepard almost dies saving the galaxy, but it's not over yet. Kaidan is stranded with the Normandy, everything needs rebuilding and while a new council forms uniting the races to restore order to the galaxy an old enemy returns. Will Kaidan be able to rescue Shepard so they can stop this new thread to galactic peace?

Nick Carraway is once again at one of Gatsby's party, once he gets drunk, all his emotions spills out of him and Gatsby is there to catch the depressed Nick. (written from Nick's perspective)

While they're stranded on the uninhabited planet, not sure if Shepard is alive back on Earth or not, Liara gives Kaidan a series of vids that Shepard never sent to Kaidan. In the course of watching them, Kaidan realises a few things about that year Shepard was with Cerberus. (MShep/Kaidan)

The galaxy tries to find the way forward, in the wake of the destruction of the reapers. Post-ME3, destroy ending, but completely ignores the whole 'destroy all synthetics' thing. "You drank ryncol?" Kaidan hissed at him, clearly not prepared to let that one go. Shepard shrugged, knowing it would only infuriate him more. "Yeah. But I survived," he pointed out casually.

Down-to-earth present time AU in which Shepard and Kaidan are a couple, that usually works on a cargo ship and who is now underway to enjoy some vacation time in autumny Canada. Fluffy dickfiction is my incentive for this, which will hopefully become a little drabble series. This is the first time I tried my hand at writing for the ME fandom because I do love Mshenko very much B)

They had been going on without shore leave long enough for things to get tense. Shepard calls for a fight night to relieve the tension among the crew and, namely, between himself and Kaidan. Written for kinkmeme.

"Major. He did it." This time there was something else other than shocked realization in Jokers voice, something like concern. Thats when it hit him. "Kaidan…" "He did it." His voice was cracked, filled with pain. "He… he…"

Five years after the war, galactic society is about to reach a turning point and the time has come to look both back and forward. mShepard/Kaidan

John Shepard and Kaidan Alenko went through all sorts of hell together to stop Saren. And now, after two years of believing John dead, Kaidan finds he works for Cerberus. A story told from the perspectives of their different companions.