Sherlock had always been alone, and that's the way he's always liked it. Constantly tortured by his peers, he resorts to hurting himself to drive the pain away. But when a new student named John comes along,seemingly intent on helping him, his views on friendship might just change. But will he be strong enough to keep going? Will contain triggers and eventual Johnlock.

Sherlock and John have a rather heated argument on sherlock's behaviour resulting in John leaving Baker Street and going and living with Harry. How well will they be able to cope without each other? TRIGGER WARNING FOR THE END ( I wrote this fic ages ago but was recently requested to upload it on here. It was the first fic I've ever written so please be nice. )